BPOV
Kisses slowly turned into the heated ones... And his hands started roaming all over my body... He slowly slipped his hand under my t-shirt and it made me moan... He swiftly pulled it away and put his lips on my again... His hand played with the bra clasp and he soon unhooked it...
Wait...
Wait!
What the hell was I doing?
What was wrong with me?
How could I do this?
I pushed him away as hard as I could...
What the hell did I just do?
"Stop!" I shouted.
I was too shocked by the way I had reacted...
I knew how the betrayal felt... How could I try to do the same with Edward then?
"Bella... Look... I'm sorry..." he said, "Fuck! I know I screwed up... This wasn't my intention..."
"Just leave!" I said.
"You need time, right?" He said, "I will give you as much time as you want..."
"I said... Just leave!" I shouted, "Just leave!"
"Okay... Okay..." He said as he left, "I will talk to you later..."
"Leave!" I said.
I was so disgusted with myself right now!
How could I kiss him like that?
And what if I hadn't stopped?
I shuddered at that thought...
I didn't know I was capable of doing such a thing...
And that's when the phone rang...
It was from... Edward...
And that just made me cry harder...
How could I do this to him?
I was dying to talk to him... But... No, I couldn't talk to him right now!
But I had to talk to him!
I needed to tell him the truth!
I needed to tell him that I just tried to betray him!
He deserved to know it!