Holly looked up at Robert as she unbuttoned a few buttons on his pajama top. "You up for a sauna?" She asked him with a twinkle in her eye.

Robert grinned. "Depends, do I get to take these pajamas off of you?"

Holly laughed, taking his hands and leading them to her buttons. "By all means."

Robert undid the buttons, sliding the top off of her. Speechless as he took her in again.

"Devouring." Holly grinned as she stroked his cheek.

"Just wait." He gently laid her back on the bed, his thumb rubbing one of her nipples as he looked into her eyes. "The down side of a quickie is no foreplay. Let's fix that."

Holly's eyes sparkled as she felt a sensation run through her. "Let..."

Before Holly could finish, Robert dipped down. He gently ran his tongue over her nipple that wasn't getting attention before pulling it into his mouth, nibbling and sucking on it.

Holly's moans were soft, her legs parted so he was in between them as her fingers ran through his gray hair.

Robert looked up to survey the pleasure he was giving her. He had no doubt she was enjoying this. Then again, he was always confident when it came to this, especially with Holly. His hand found its way to her bottoms, slipping in.

Holly forced herself to speak up. "Darling... if we keep this up there will be no sauna..."

Robert groaned after releasing her nipple. "Oh, it's up." He mumbled.

Holly laughed as she kissed him. "Do you want to skip the sauna?" Her hands slowly started to move down.

God did Robert want her, more than anything in this world. He reached down to catch her hand. "Not a chance."

The two undressed each other, getting very distracted at times but eventually finding their way into their little piece of heaven, their sauna.

Holly made sure her towel was on good as she sat down. "I love this place."

"Me too." Robert took a seat next to her. "It wouldn't be the same without you though, nothing ever is."

Holly smiled and stroked his cheek. "I love you...but I need to tell you something."

"I love you too." Robert kissed her hand. "Anything."

Holly tried to figure out how to word this exactly, she didn't want to come off ungrateful but she needed to let him know this. "You know I don't hold anything that has happened to me against you. You don't have to make up for anything."

Robert sighed, maybe he had been trying to make things up to her. Part of him felt like everything she had been through over the years was his fault. "Holly you would have had an easie..."

Holly cut him off, covering his mouth. "If you say easier life you are lying. My life would have been running cons with my family, never feeling good enough and not figuring out that I was a good person deep down. I also wouldn't have Robin, Ethan, Jayne or any of their children. So don't think my life would have been better because that is a lie. You remember pretty much from the start you were sticking up for me and trying to taking care of me."

Robert moved her hand so he could kiss it. "I knew you were a good person, people get mixed up in the wrong things."

"I've never forgotten that. I've never for a second blamed you. I really need you to stop blaming yourself or at least try, please?" Holly asked him as she stroked his cheek again.

"I will but under one condition." Robert waited for her response.

"What's that?" Holly asked, curious to what he was gonna say.

"I still get to surprise you. Don't take that away from me. I missed out on it for years." Robert pleaded with her, he loved watching her face light up.

"Only if I get to do the same for you." Holly leaned in and kissed him.

"Of course, it's only fair." Robert playfully tugged at her towel.