D-Day
Kara strides through the whispering wind of the early dusk, each step toward Lena an echo of her shattered soul. The streetlights cast ghostly shadows that seem like harbingers of her impending farewell. Her heart feels like a wild, trapped bird in her chest as she stands in front of Lena's door. She hears the faint music from inside, promising a deceptive sense of security. With trembling fingers, she knocks on the door, which is soon opened by Lena.
Lena stands there, her smile lighting up the cool night air, momentarily brightening Kara's dark worries. But as Lena notices Kara's serious expression, her smile transforms into a concerned frown. "What's wrong, Kara?" Her voice is soft, full of concern, as she leads Kara into the living room. The gentle crackling of a fire breaks the silence, and the flickering shadows play across their faces, as if anticipating the gravity of the conversation to come.
Kara takes a deep breath, the words feeling like stones she must dredge up from within. With a hesitant voice, she begins to reveal the fabricated job, another lie, a story of secrets and a necessary farewell that forbids her from maintaining any contact with the outside world. "I'm here to say goodbye, Lena. It's a new job… it's very classified. I can't talk about it, I can't keep in touch with anyone."
Lena frowns, her eyes widening in disbelief. "What?"
Kara remains silent. For a brief moment, the truth lingers on her tongue, but then she swallows it down, as she has done thousands of times before. It's too late.
"Kara, that sounds crazy! Can't you just turn down this job? Why do you have to leave everything behind?"
"It's… it's complicated. It's about more than just the job. It's about security… about things I can't even explain," replies Kara, her voice almost breaking under the weight of her words.
"And what about your job here? What about your family? Your friends?" Lena's voice grows louder, a storm of frustration and hurt. "What about… what about us? Our friendship?"
"Lena… all of you, YOU, mean so much to me. More than I could ever express. But that's exactly why… it's… I…" says Kara, tears welling up in her eyes, her heart aching with every word.
Lena shakes her head, tears streaming down her cheeks. "What is this, Kara? None of this makes any sense! Why does it feel like your hiding something?"
Kara stands up, walks to the window, and looks out into the night. "It's better this way, believe me. I wish I could tell you more, but I can't."
The argument ignites like a fire, threatening to consume them both. Every accusation is a spark, every hurt a flame. But beneath the heat of the conflict, a sweet melancholy resonates, the unspoken sound of hearts longing for closeness.
"Are you kidding me, Kara?" Lena is furious and frustrated. Kara snorts. Why does it have to be so damn difficult?
"It's my decision, Lena. Can you please just accept it?" Kara snaps at Lena. Anger is better than the overwhelming sorrow threatening to engulf her. Lena exhales in defeat and lowers her gaze.
The silence that spreads between them is suffocating, interrupted only by the occasional crackling of the wood in the fireplace. Each of them is trapped in a web of emotions and unspoken words, a chasm that deepens with every moment of their impending separation. Kara tastes the salty bitterness of her tears, feels her own words scratching her throat.
Lena, whose eyes now show a fog of sorrow and confusion, whispers almost inaudibly, "Why does it feel like you're leaving forever?"
Then she looks up. She seems to see directly into Kara's soul. The words hit Kara like a punch to the heart, resonating deeply within her soul. They tear something apart inside her. The room around her begins to sway, as if reality itself were no more than a fragile soap bubble ready to burst at any moment.
Kara's self-control, so carefully built from silence and half-truths, begins to crumble. Every stone, every wall she had erected around her feelings for Lena, collapses like a house of cards in a storm. She feels an overwhelming flood of emotions breaking through the dams she had so desperately tried to maintain.
The air between them is charged, almost vibrating with the intensity of unspoken words and suppressed feelings. Lena stands there, her eyes filled with tears, a mirror of the confusion and pain that fills Kara. The flickering light of the fire casts dancing shadows on their faces, giving the moment a dramatic, almost theatrical quality.
Kara hears her own heart beating, loud and relentless, each thud an echo of her fear and longing. The room seems to narrow, focusing entirely on the space between them, a space that is both a chasm and an unbridgeable closeness.
She smells the bittersweet aroma of Lena's perfume, mixed with the scent of burning wood – fragrances that now seem like the essence of their shared past, captured in the warmth of the room. It's as if every nuance, every molecule of scent is charged with memory and farewell pain.
In a moment of clarity, where the world around them seems to stand still, Kara sees Lena's face, so familiar yet painfully unreachable due to the impending separation. Her eyes, usually so lively, are now misty banks of sorrow and confusion.
Without another thought, driven by a force she cannot control, Kara closes the distance between them. Her step is both hesitant and unstoppable.
"Oh God, Lee," she whispers before her lips meet Lena's. It is less a decision than a collapse of all the barriers she had painstakingly erected.
The kiss is tender, a fleeting, desperate attempt to communicate all the love and all the pain she cannot put into words. It is like the gentle but unstoppable flow of water through the cracks of a dam – quiet, but with a force that changes everything that has come before.
Suddenly, Kara steps back, her eyes wide with the realization of what she has done. A wave of cold washes over her, as if she had just plunged into an icy lake. Her hands tremble slightly, and she runs them nervously through her hair, a silent attempt to bring order to the chaos she has created within herself and in the air between them. "I… I'm sorry, Lena. I… I shouldn't have done that," she stammers, her voice a brittle whisper that dissipates in the warm air of the room.
The room suddenly feels smaller, as if the walls have become witnesses to her confusion and are now closing in to catch every word, every sigh. Kara turns to leave, each step as heavy as lead, her heart a racing horse trying to break free from too tight a corral.
Lena, who had been in shocked paralysis for a moment, awakens from her lethargy. Her hand shoots out, grabbing Kara's arm with a urgency that seems to warp space and time. "Wait," she breathes, her voice a delicate thread piercing the sudden silence.
Kara turns around, and her gaze meets Lena's. In that moment, everything else in the world is irrelevant, extinguished. Lena's eyes are deep oceans of courage and despair in which Kara could lose herself.
Then Lena kisses her. It is a gentle, trembling kiss, sweet and heartbreaking in its intensity. It speaks of unfulfilled longings and hidden truths, now shining like stars in the night sky. The kiss tastes of promises and goodbyes, a bittersweet symphony that resonates in their hearts.
Lena's kiss deepens, becomes more uninhibited, and Kara responds with unrestrained passion. Lena pulls Kara's shirt from her pants, and Kara lifts Lena with a tender yet determined motion onto her hips after pulling her T-shirt over her head in one fluid motion. She stumbles forward until she presses Lena against the wall of her living room.
"Take me to bed," Lena breathes, her breath warm against the sensitive skin of Kara's neck, which she covers with countless, moist kisses before kissing her full, already swollen lips again.
As they pause for a moment to catch their breath and their lips part, Kara asks, "Are you sure?" Her voice trembles with desire.
Lena leans forward again and whispers against Kara's lips, "Yes, I want to feel you." Her words are a gentle burning that flows through Kara's veins.
Kara holds Lena even tighter, her arms secure and strong despite the storm raging inside her. The path to the bedroom becomes a sacred journey, each step an echo of their shared heartbeats. The door closes behind them with a soft click, like sealing a vow.
The bedroom is bathed in soft light, shadows play on the walls, whispering of the moments they have left. The bed stands as an altar, ready for the sacrifice of their final hours together, a sacred space filled with the sweet scent of Lena's skin and the intangible but equally intoxicating aroma of longing and despair.
The fabric of Lena's clothes rustles softly as Kara gently removes them, each sound a promise fulfilled. The moment stretches, becoming an eternity of tenderness and intimacy, where every touch, every glance carries deeper meanings. They are alone with their desire, enveloped by the night, and in that room, in that time, they are infinite and indestructible.
