p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"A/N: span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', 'lucida sans unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif;"This is transformed from a roleplay thread I wrote with my husband; if writing styles change, that's why. If you like songfics, you'll love this. Grammar is not my top priority; having fun and being consumed by a good story is, so I'm sorry if it's not written the best. I hope you enjoy this like we did./span/p
p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;" /p
p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;" /p
p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She entered her room and leaned against the door as soon as she shut it, almost as an unconscious portrayal of the wall she wanted to put up between them in this very moment. It was a constant battle for her, seeming to earn his affection only for him to shove her away in the next minute. One step forward, two steps back, so it seemed. She didn't understand how he could lean in toward her and then pull back so fast. What was she doing wrong?/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She scanned the contents of her dwelling; it was filled with books, half of which were open and lying in various places, flowering plants, and musical instruments of all kinds. In the center was a white and gold piano, one of her favorites and the thing she rushed to after waiting with her back against the door for the few minutes she needed to decompress the intensity of what she was feeling. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She sat down, determined not to cry but instead to channel her feelings into music, music she would never show him./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yesterday he said my eyesbr /Were fading fast awaybr /I said well what do you expectbr /You asked me not to stay and if it had all been for the bestbr /I wouldn't feel this way."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She was doing a piss poor job at holding her emotions back, the tears welling in her eyes and her voice sometimes coming out in strained warbles and whispers of held back sobs. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""My love is like a blanketbr /That gets a little bit too warm sometimesbr /I wanna wrap somebody in itbr /Who can hold me in his armsbr /Cause when it got a little too hot in therebr /He was always stepping out for air and he frozebr /Oh he froze"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yesterday he looked at mebr /With a tear in his eye and saidbr /I'll always tell you you're my friendbr /I hope i don't have to lie"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She paused after that last line, tears now rolling down her face. Little gasps of air left her mouth as she took a few seconds to breath before continuing more loudly than before, putting the rest of her energy into the final chords and words of woe that she had written in the moment. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""He said it's crazybr /How love stays with mebr /You know it hurts mebr /That I didn't figure it out beforebr /And now it's too late for a soliloquybr /It's way too late for dignitybr /It's time for apologies"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"What she didn't see as she faced away from her balcony at her piano, singing her forlorn feelings into her empty room was the one she was singing for, leaning against the wall outside, the balcony entrance flush with his arm and desperately wishing he had the strength to reach in and comfort her. But maybe he was too much of a coward to do what she was wishing he would. /p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"How could he hurt her so much.../p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Lute had forgotten something when she left in such a hurry. Something was wrong, he knew why, and he hated that he was like this. Lute deserved so much better than him, even if she was created to be his perfect partner with the best traits about himself. But maybe that was a curse for her. Adam loved himself to a fault, who else would, if not him? So... for Lute? It must have been agonizing.../p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"And now he's reaped what he sowed. He stood on that balcony, listening to the piano keys, the chords being hit by tiny felt-tipped hammers that resonated in the room that mixed and coated her singing in a beautifully agonizing melody that, when her tears began to fall and her voice shook, Adam couldn't help his own tears that came to the corners of his eyes./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"He needed to go in there. He needed to help her. His Lute needed him now more than ever./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Footsteps would make his presence known, but he was silent, his arms already around her. He was holding onto his lute. span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"His/span... And he had mistreated her for so, so long.../p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her eyes went wide as she felt large arms encircle her. The smooth keys were barely touching her fingertips upon her surprise, her hands hovered over them, still curved and poised to create the music pouring from her soul./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She gasped, tears still streaming down her face. Had he heard her?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Adam?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her question was high-pitched and soft in the now quiet room. Her lip trembled as the wave of warmth moved over her back and chest. She was so vulnerable in this moment, this solitary moment where she had let her guard down, believing she was alone and safe./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her breath hitched in her chest. She loved him. She hated him. She wanted him to love her or leave her alone if he didn't. The rush of emotions was too much, and she let out an almost tortured cry that turned into heaping sobs against him. Why was he even here? She knew that tomorrow he would pretend this never happened. She knew tomorrow she'd just be his Lieutenant and nothing more. So why did he insist on these moments of affection toward her when no one else was watching? Why did he torture her like this?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"If only he could say a million apologies at once. She was in agony and of course it would have been the cursed First Man to do this to her. This, no matter how much time passed, would always be his curse to live with. Adam wasn't good with relationships. Adam didn't like to communicate or express his feelings. Not after so many times of his trust being taken and ripped apart./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"A rippled breath of self-loathing anger and hurt tumbled from his lips as the woman he held cried in confusion. It was no wonder she left so suddenly; she was holding in so much…/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""I'm sorry…" it's the least he could say; it was the least he could do. His arms would remain around her, holding onto her like a precious object. But that was the problem, wasn't it? Even now, after all these years, he still didn't understand how to treat another as an equal./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Lute wasn't an object, she was a living being, and maybe now, with these woe's she flooded in the air that they shared, he would get that. She was a woman with thoughts and feelings, and because of that, Adam tried something new. /p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're right to be upset with me. I know I haven't been... Honest with you. So, tell me. Tell me everything, yell at me, hit me—whatever it is you need. I'm… I'm here for you, Lute."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She was so angry that even his confession of honesty, or lack thereof, didn't mean anything to her. She was so tired of everything; she was so hurt time and time again; she was over it. She shrugged him off and hugged herself instead. This was too little, too late./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"HERE/span for me? Since when? Since when are you here for anyone but yourself?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She swiveled around the piano bench so that she was facing him. She didn't look at him, though. She didn't know if she could. She would probably lose all her nerve the moment she looked into his golden eyes and his stupid, handsome face./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Do you know how long I've been here for span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"YOU/span? And you treat me like nothing. Every day I hear you talk about span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"them:/span 'Lilith is a whore'... 'Eve is a bitch'. How many millennia has it been? span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"GET OVER IT/span."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She felt sick. How could she be saying this to the one who created her in the first place? Without him, she wouldn't even exist./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're living in the past with span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"them/span, when span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"I'm/span here with you, span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"now./span"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She did span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"everything/span for him./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Why am I not enough?"/p
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div class="k31gt" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #2a2a2a;"
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"If hearts were made of glass, the already cracked foundation that made up Adam's own would have shattered in that moment. He truly was... There wasn't a word for it, was there? Unlovable? No. Annoying? Maybe. But what Adam felt in that moment was despair, unlike anything he had felt before. It was like a bad dream—a nightmare. Of course he knew he was pushing Lute and that one day it would boil over, but to know that he had been complaining every day... It didn't even phase him, he didn't believe it but he didn't think Lute was a liar./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"No, it must be true. He had his excuses, but none he would say now. He stood there, letting her get out all her frustration like he said he would. His features would contort, twist into such a sorrow filled expression that he just couldn't hide it anymore./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She was right./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"A step back. Silence. Nothing came from him until she was done. This was how it all started, he knew it all too well. He pushed them, he was always thinking about himself. Through the years, he thought he got better. No. He would never change, a man seldom did, did they?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"So he would make the first moves this time, knowing where this would all end up. "I'm sorry." It was the least he could say, as his features would shift to a lack of emotion. Blank. He didn't deserve to feel anything right now, and that would help push him to his next decisions as his feet would back him up to the very balcony he had entered from./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Goodbye, Lieutenant. I've got work to do. Thank you... for your help." With golden, outstretched wings, Adam would disappear. He couldn't handle Lute of all people being another ex. Another Eve or Lilith... Maybe Lucifer was never the problem./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Maybe the problem all along was Adam./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Song credit: Apologies by Grace Potter/p
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p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;" /p
p dir="ltr" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She entered her room and leaned against the door as soon as she shut it, almost as an unconscious portrayal of the wall she wanted to put up between them in this very moment. It was a constant battle for her, seeming to earn his affection only for him to shove her away in the next minute. One step forward, two steps back, so it seemed. She didn't understand how he could lean in toward her and then pull back so fast. What was she doing wrong?/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She scanned the contents of her dwelling; it was filled with books, half of which were open and lying in various places, flowering plants, and musical instruments of all kinds. In the center was a white and gold piano, one of her favorites and the thing she rushed to after waiting with her back against the door for the few minutes she needed to decompress the intensity of what she was feeling. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She sat down, determined not to cry but instead to channel her feelings into music, music she would never show him./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yesterday he said my eyesbr /Were fading fast awaybr /I said well what do you expectbr /You asked me not to stay and if it had all been for the bestbr /I wouldn't feel this way."/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She was doing a piss poor job at holding her emotions back, the tears welling in her eyes and her voice sometimes coming out in strained warbles and whispers of held back sobs. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""My love is like a blanketbr /That gets a little bit too warm sometimesbr /I wanna wrap somebody in itbr /Who can hold me in his armsbr /Cause when it got a little too hot in therebr /He was always stepping out for air and he frozebr /Oh he froze"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Yesterday he looked at mebr /With a tear in his eye and saidbr /I'll always tell you you're my friendbr /I hope i don't have to lie"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"She paused after that last line, tears now rolling down her face. Little gasps of air left her mouth as she took a few seconds to breath before continuing more loudly than before, putting the rest of her energy into the final chords and words of woe that she had written in the moment. /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""He said it's crazybr /How love stays with mebr /You know it hurts mebr /That I didn't figure it out beforebr /And now it's too late for a soliloquybr /It's way too late for dignitybr /It's time for apologies"/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"What she didn't see as she faced away from her balcony at her piano, singing her forlorn feelings into her empty room was the one she was singing for, leaning against the wall outside, the balcony entrance flush with his arm and desperately wishing he had the strength to reach in and comfort her. But maybe he was too much of a coward to do what she was wishing he would. /p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"How could he hurt her so much.../p
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div class="k31gt" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #2a2a2a;"
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Lute had forgotten something when she left in such a hurry. Something was wrong, he knew why, and he hated that he was like this. Lute deserved so much better than him, even if she was created to be his perfect partner with the best traits about himself. But maybe that was a curse for her. Adam loved himself to a fault, who else would, if not him? So... for Lute? It must have been agonizing.../p
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div class="k31gt" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #2a2a2a;"
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"And now he's reaped what he sowed. He stood on that balcony, listening to the piano keys, the chords being hit by tiny felt-tipped hammers that resonated in the room that mixed and coated her singing in a beautifully agonizing melody that, when her tears began to fall and her voice shook, Adam couldn't help his own tears that came to the corners of his eyes./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"He needed to go in there. He needed to help her. His Lute needed him now more than ever./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Footsteps would make his presence known, but he was silent, his arms already around her. He was holding onto his lute. span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"His/span... And he had mistreated her for so, so long.../p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her eyes went wide as she felt large arms encircle her. The smooth keys were barely touching her fingertips upon her surprise, her hands hovered over them, still curved and poised to create the music pouring from her soul./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She gasped, tears still streaming down her face. Had he heard her?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Adam?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her question was high-pitched and soft in the now quiet room. Her lip trembled as the wave of warmth moved over her back and chest. She was so vulnerable in this moment, this solitary moment where she had let her guard down, believing she was alone and safe./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Her breath hitched in her chest. She loved him. She hated him. She wanted him to love her or leave her alone if he didn't. The rush of emotions was too much, and she let out an almost tortured cry that turned into heaping sobs against him. Why was he even here? She knew that tomorrow he would pretend this never happened. She knew tomorrow she'd just be his Lieutenant and nothing more. So why did he insist on these moments of affection toward her when no one else was watching? Why did he torture her like this?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"If only he could say a million apologies at once. She was in agony and of course it would have been the cursed First Man to do this to her. This, no matter how much time passed, would always be his curse to live with. Adam wasn't good with relationships. Adam didn't like to communicate or express his feelings. Not after so many times of his trust being taken and ripped apart./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"A rippled breath of self-loathing anger and hurt tumbled from his lips as the woman he held cried in confusion. It was no wonder she left so suddenly; she was holding in so much…/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""I'm sorry…" it's the least he could say; it was the least he could do. His arms would remain around her, holding onto her like a precious object. But that was the problem, wasn't it? Even now, after all these years, he still didn't understand how to treat another as an equal./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Lute wasn't an object, she was a living being, and maybe now, with these woe's she flooded in the air that they shared, he would get that. She was a woman with thoughts and feelings, and because of that, Adam tried something new. /p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're right to be upset with me. I know I haven't been... Honest with you. So, tell me. Tell me everything, yell at me, hit me—whatever it is you need. I'm… I'm here for you, Lute."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She was so angry that even his confession of honesty, or lack thereof, didn't mean anything to her. She was so tired of everything; she was so hurt time and time again; she was over it. She shrugged him off and hugged herself instead. This was too little, too late./p
/div
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"HERE/span for me? Since when? Since when are you here for anyone but yourself?"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She swiveled around the piano bench so that she was facing him. She didn't look at him, though. She didn't know if she could. She would probably lose all her nerve the moment she looked into his golden eyes and his stupid, handsome face./p
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div class="k31gt" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #2a2a2a;"
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""Do you know how long I've been here for span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"YOU/span? And you treat me like nothing. Every day I hear you talk about span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"them:/span 'Lilith is a whore'... 'Eve is a bitch'. How many millennia has it been? span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"GET OVER IT/span."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She felt sick. How could she be saying this to the one who created her in the first place? Without him, she wouldn't even exist./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;""You're living in the past with span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"them/span, when span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"I'm/span here with you, span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"now./span"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She did span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: bold; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"everything/span for him./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"If hearts were made of glass, the already cracked foundation that made up Adam's own would have shattered in that moment. He truly was... There wasn't a word for it, was there? Unlovable? No. Annoying? Maybe. But what Adam felt in that moment was despair, unlike anything he had felt before. It was like a bad dream—a nightmare. Of course he knew he was pushing Lute and that one day it would boil over, but to know that he had been complaining every day... It didn't even phase him, he didn't believe it but he didn't think Lute was a liar./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"No, it must be true. He had his excuses, but none he would say now. He stood there, letting her get out all her frustration like he said he would. His features would contort, twist into such a sorrow filled expression that he just couldn't hide it anymore./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"She was right./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"A step back. Silence. Nothing came from him until she was done. This was how it all started, he knew it all too well. He pushed them, he was always thinking about himself. Through the years, he thought he got better. No. He would never change, a man seldom did, did they?/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"So he would make the first moves this time, knowing where this would all end up. "I'm sorry." It was the least he could say, as his features would shift to a lack of emotion. Blank. He didn't deserve to feel anything right now, and that would help push him to his next decisions as his feet would back him up to the very balcony he had entered from./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Maybe the problem all along was Adam./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif, 'GNU Unifont'; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Song credit: Apologies by Grace Potter/p