A Mafia Bond
Chapter Four: The Virgin
Bella Cullen
I slept soundly that night and woke the next morning feeling lighter, happier, free. I had escaped Edward's clutches, even if it was just for a single day. My mind was clearer now than it had been in years. No longer did the image of him, his smirk, his taunts or his threats cloud my thoughts. I was able to think clearly and with that clarity came the knowledge that I was not a pawn to be used in a game. I was not a prize to be won. I was not a plaything, nor a pet, a doll or a puppet. I was a person. And I would not allow Edward to continue to treat me the way he did.
The thought of him filled me with anger, an anger I had never known before, a burning, bubbling rage that was all consuming. How dare he treat me this way! How dare he try to force himself upon me! How dare he think for a single second that I would give him what he desired.
He thought he could claim the right to my body simply because I was related to him. He was wrong. He was wrong about a great many things. He was not entitled to me. He was not deserving of my body or my love. And I was certainly not in love with him. I could not love someone who would treat me so cruelly. My phone beeped. It was a text from Edward, telling me to get ready and wait for him in the hallway. I felt no fear, no anxiety, no apprehension. Only hatred and disgust. I ignored his message, turning my phone off and getting out of bed. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, and got dressed, humming to myself the entire time. Edward was going to learn that he could no longer treat me the way he had. His hold over me was gone. And I was finally free. I left my room, taking the stairs two at a time, not bothering to wait for Edward. It was time to get a life of my own. It was time to find my own path. And it was time for Edward to realize that he was not the centre of the universe. I stepped out into the cool morning air, taking a deep breath. I was free.
I made my way out of our apartment block and headed for the stairs I'd go to the bar and work my shift before deciding what I really wanted to do with my dad. I gasped and jumped back at the sight of Edward waiting for me as I rounded the corner to the stairs, his hands in his pockets, his back against the wall and a scowl on his face.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm late" I said brushing past him and walking down the steps
"I can see that" he snapped coming up behind me.
I stopped on the stairs and turned to him. "Edward, I don't have time for your shit" I stated turning and continuing on my way.
He grabbed my wrist and yanked me backwards, spinning me round.
"You're not going anywhere" he said. "You're coming with me."
"Oh really and where exactly am I going?"
He smirked at me and I felt the rage in my chest grow, burning hot and fierce. "With the champion." he said before he began to take me down the stairs.
Champion? Oh he'd won yet another fight. Oh my god what about Jacob?
"Is Jacob okay?"
"I left him breathing, at least the paramedics said so."
"You're an animal." I spat yanking my arm free from his grip and taking the steps two at a time to distance myself from him, his footsteps close behind.
"Careful, that's not the way to speak to the man you owe."
"I owe you nothing!"
"On the contrary. You owe me an apology. For disrespecting me last night. And I intend to collect."
"Good luck with that."
"I don't need luck" he replied.
He grabbed a hold of me again this time taking me outside with him and into his car.
"Edward let me go" I snapped at him once he had opened the car door.
"Get in the car Bella"
"No, I'm not getting into the car. Let me go, I'm late for work"
"You're coming with me."
He shoved me down into the car and closed the door, getting in the other side and driving away from our apartment.
"You can't keep doing this"
"Doing what?"
"Forcing me to do what you want. It's not right Edward"
"Right has nothing to do with it"
"This is crazy."
"And yet it's happening. Keep up."
I sat there quietly watching the streets pass us by. I needed a plan, something to get me out of this situation, out of his grasp. But I could come up with nothing.
"Where are we going?"
He didn't answer, he didn't say another word as he continued to drive us further from everything we knew. It wasn't until we pulled up at the shipping yard and away from any other parked cars or crew that he cut the engine.
"Things are getting worse on the streets. New gangs are coming in and what needs to be done has to be done now. I have to protect you."
"What do you mean?"
Edward didn't answer instead he got out of the car and walked around to my side opening the door and reaching in to bring me out with him. He shut the door behind us only to open the backseat instead.
"What are you doing?" I asked as he turned me towards the backseat.
He sat me down with my legs still hanging out over the side.
"Lay back"
"What?"
With that Edward looked at me as he reached for the buckle of his jeans.
"I have to claim you. Trust me I didn't want it be like this."
"I'm your sister" I shouted and tried to get out from the car.
He was too quick for me, his hands held onto the top of the car door and his body blocked my way. He reached down for the button of my jeans.
"I won't have another man take you. Your mine Bella and that's just how it has to be."
"You can't do this!" I cried out as he undid the zipper.
"I'm going to have to fuck you, the only way I can think of that will put the fear of God in everyone is if I mark you"
"You're not fucking marking me! You're sick!"
"I'm sorry, it's the only way."
With that I saw the pain in his eyes for the first time and for a split second I froze. He was in pain, he truly didn't want to do this to me.
"But I can't risk them taking you."
Edward proceeded to lean over the top of me then, his weight pinning me down inside the backseat.
"No please Edward, no"
"I'm sorry" he whispered. "I'm so sorry your first time will hurt so much."
With that I felt something hard between my legs...something very heavy...and very thick. With that Edward slid my jeans and underwear down my legs and the cold air hit my skin.
"It's okay" he said his hand coming down to rub my bare thigh. "I'll try not to hurt you too bad" his hand came between my legs and I heard him unzip his jeans. I turned my head away then unable to watch, his lips pressed against my neck.
"Look at me, Bella"
I closed my eyes tighter and shook my head. "Bella please, I can't do this if you wont look at me"
"Why?!"
"Because you need to understand how hard this is for me. How difficult this is."
I shook my head again refusing.
"You need to know that this is for you, for your safety. The only way to keep you safe."
"Please" I pleaded.
"I know. I know it's fucked up but please. Look at me."
I could feel his hand at my entrance, his cock throbbing at my entrance, just waiting, wanting. I knew then that he was not going to stop. He was going to have his way.
"No" I breathed.
His thumb grazed my cheek then. "Please Bella, I'll try not to hurt you."
I swallowed hard. "Just do it"
Instead of pain I felt Edward's weight shift from me and when I looked up his head disappeared between my legs. His tongue ran across the length of me, making me shiver.
"Trust me" he said as he pushed my thighs further apart, his fingers digging into my flesh.
Oh my god is this oral?
"Wait I've never done...oooooo" I said my mouth shaped like an o.
"Then allow me" Edward replied.
He licked and sucked the length of me before his tongue probed my entrance, licking my juices. His eyes locked on mine as he continued, the feeling building up inside me, a pressure, a need, a longing, an ache that was building and building. I could hear myself panting, the feeling so intense, I had never known it before. Never.
"Oh god"
I couldn't keep still, wriggling beneath his grip and mouth.
Edward closed his eyes then but reached up for my hands confusing me further, was I supposed to do something with them? I looked at them before placing them on his head. Was this what I was supposed to do?
I moved my fingers then tangling them into his hair before pulling slightly.
"Umm" he replied his tongue going deeper inside me, the sensation so intense.
Wait he liked me tugging his hair? Is that a thing?
I tugged harder then and was rewarded by Edward groaning against my sex and sucking on my clit. The feeling was so intense that it was then that I felt the build-up, the pressure, the longing. But then Edward surpassed me then, with his eyes locked on mine he stopped and took hold of my ankles nice and slow, he even placed a single kiss upon my left one as he then began to spread them and slide between my thighs.
"Don't" he replied when I tried to pull away.
He placed one of my legs over the passenger seat and other over the headrest of the backseat. I watched then as I remained perfectly still for Edward as his head once again disappeared between my thighs. He placed one of his arms under my leg that was over the seat and the other across my hips, holding me still. Then his mouth was on me once more. His lips and tongue caressing me, the feelings inside growing stronger. He kissed the inside of my thighs making me upper body turn in the direction of each kiss to my shame.
"Relax" Edward whispered.
Relax? How could I possibly relax, he was touching me, tasting me, kissing me in places I never knew existed.
"You're so beautiful"
The words sounded wrong coming from his lips but the tone was all right.
"So sweet"
"Stop talking" I pleaded.
"Never." he murmured.
I could feel it, the pressure, the pressure, the need, the want. I bit down on my lip as the sensations began to overwhelm me. Once again he reached for my hands and this time I knew where he wanted them and I didn't fight. I gripped onto his hair as I began to writhe beneath him, his grip tightening to keep me in place.
Edward made his tongue flat upon my sex and then began shaking his head like crazy making my eyes roll into the back of my head in result.
"Ooohhh god"
"Uh huh" Edward moaned in reply.
But then just as quickly he began making these delicious sounds and his mouth pressed even closer, his hand pressed against both my thighs until suddenly he had bent both my legs up and over my stomach as he grasped the back of my knees and continued his assault, this time his tongue sliding back and forth against my sex, up and down and round and round and...
"Fuck"
"Uh huh" Edward murmured in agreement.
When he let go of my legs they sprang back over the headrests and I began to fear how it would look if someone we knew could see us now. They'd see him between my legs, his face pressed between them. I could only imagine how red my face was, how much of a sight we made.
Edward continued, his tongue going deeper inside of me and making the most lewd noises, sounds I'd never heard from him before, sounds that were not human. I felt the pressure build up even more as his mouth and tongue worked their magic and the sound of his breathing matched mine. My hands fisted in his hair and my eyes shut as the waves of pleasure hit me.
Edward then brought his hands around my hips bringing me further down in the backseat edging my closer to him making me gasp. His arms and hands slid further down my hips and his mouth and tongue increased their ministrations.
"Oh fuck" I cried.
My hips began to move of their own accord and my back arched off the seat. Edward gripped onto my hips keeping me still. His fingers digging into my skin as he kept me in place.
"Yes!"
I screamed yes? Oh my god? It's so wrong he's my brother. But it felt so good.
"Mmm" Edward groaned.
"Oh fuck, oh fuck"
"Oh yes"
The pleasure was intense, it was everywhere, all-consuming and I was powerless against it. My toes curled and my fists gripped onto his hair tighter.
"Don't come yet" He groaned.
"I...I..dont even know how ahhhhhh to...ahhh"
"Just a little more, trust me"
I wanted to tell him to stop, that it was too much.
"Almost"
"Fuck!"
I felt it, a burst of pleasure, a rush of ecstasy, a moment of euphoria as my orgasm washed over me.
"Oh god Edward"
He slowed down then, his tongue gently lapping up my juices, his hands caressing my hips and thighs.
I looked down at him as I continued panting and watched him wipe his mouth and chin which were dripping. Had I done that? Had that been a part of my body's natural response? I didn't have long to think about it, Edward was then on me, his lips pressing against mine. His weight pushing me further into the seat and the feel of his cock throbbing against me. I knew what was coming, knew it was going to hurt and tried to push him away, tried to fight.
"Shhhh" He said softly "Just look at me."
"You can't take my virgnity. You're my brother."
"Who just gave you your first orgasm. There's no going back now."
"I didnt..."
Wait...oh no.
"I can't do this."
"It's already done."
I turned my head away then not wanting to see, not wanting him to see the tears in my eyes. I felt his hand on my chin turning my face to his.
"I'll be gentle, I promise"
He took his cock then and rubbed the head against my sex.
"Are you ready?"
"No"
He pressed it further down and pushed, slowly pushing inside of me.
"Stop" I pleaded and he did.
I looked up at him "You're not wearing...protection."
Did I really just say that to my own brother?
"What you think I'd give you something?"
"No, no, it's just that."
He leaned in and placed a single kiss on my lips before I could stop him before he locked eyes with me once more.
"This is your first time, you should know how it feels."
"H-How what feels?"
"To have a man cream inside of you like nature intended."
"This isn't natural. It's sick."
"Then why aren't you fighting me?"
"Because"
"Because you know there's no point. This is happening." He continued, "You'll remember every detail, every movement."
Edward moved his cock then and my mouth fell open as I felt it stretching me, filling me up.
"You'll feel everything."
"Ooooohhhh"
"And you'll come on my cock. Because this is who you are. You are mine."
I nodded, knowing he was right, that I'd never forget my first time. Especially now.
"It's okay"
He placed his hand on the side of my face and I felt his weight shift.
"Just close your eyes and focus on the sensations."
I shook my head and tried to move away, but Edward's arm stopped me.
"Relax, let your body adjust."
I closed my eyes then and focused on his hand on the side of my face. I could hear his heavy breathing. I felt a sharp pain between my legs then.
"Oh fuck!"
Edward stopped moving.
"Are you okay?"
I couldn't answer, couldn't speak.
"Bella, answer me."
"I'm...it hurts."
"I know" he replied his lips against mine, his breath mixing with mine.
I tried to get away but he held me still.
"It will pass. It always does."
"Just...do it, I cant take this."
He pushed a little further then and I tried to breathe through it, tried to focus on the feeling of him, his hand on the side of my face, the other holding my hip. He stopped, he must have felt me flinch and waited.
"Do it"
He continued and I could feel the tears building up in my eyes, I refused to cry, refused to show him any sign of weakness. He moved again and this time I didn't move, the pain was lessening, it was still there but I could focus on the feelings of him, inside of me, stretching me, his hand holding me, his lips brushing mine.
"Look at me"
I opened my eyes then and looked up at him, his blue eyes boring into mine.
"There she is"
I swallowed hard and tried not to blink.
"There you are" he said, his hand now sliding down my thigh.
"It doesn't hurt so much now" I breathed.
"No?"
"No"
I looked up at him and felt the pain begin to ease.
"Better"
"Y-yes yess"
"Good."
He moved his hand down my thigh and grabbed my ankle before lifting it and placing it on the top of the backseat, spreading my legs further apart.
"Oh"
"Better"
"Yeah"
"Good"
"Good" I replied.
Edward kissed my neck then, his tongue licking, tasting me.
"You feel so good"
"Don't say that."
"It's true, my sweet sister." He looked down at us "You're not a virgin now. You'll always be mine."
I felt my stomach drop then. I'd given myself to him.
Above me Edward slid off his jacket and then his top until he was free of his clothes dropping them to the car floor.
He then rotated his hips forward again, he was going slow, I half expected a jack hammering experience but he was being kind. I couldn't adjust to his member however, he had to be at least ten inches and I was tiny, a mere five feet, a waif of a girl.
"You're so big"
He smirked and rotated his hips again making me moan.
"I've waited so long to hear those words from your mouth."
He was moving a little quicker now, his hips picking up speed and his hand holding me in place.
"Say it again"
"Your big"
"Ummm" he replied
Edward then proceeded to take off my top and then my bra, the air hitting my skin, the cold breeze from the open window.
"Ah"
"It's okay"
Edward moved my leg from the top of the back seat and put it over his shoulder. I felt him slide further inside me and the pain was there but the pleasure was too.
"You feel so good, Bella. So wet, so warm."
"You're sick"
He grinned. "That I am. That I am." he continued "But fucking my own sister is a new level in sick and twisted and I love it."
He moved his hips a little quicker now, his hand reaching between my thighs.
"Oh"
"There it is"
I felt it, that ache, that need.
"What was that?" I gasped wanting that spot to be touched once more as disgusting as the thought was.
"You know"
"No"
"You do. That's your G spot."
"How...how do you know that?"
He smirked.
"It's not funny."
He pressed down and began moving his hips in circles.
"Ooooohhh"
"Feel that?"
"Y-yes"
"That's how it's supposed to feel. Good isn't it."
"...N-no don't talk."
"Why? Don't you want to talk about how good it feels, how big I am, how tight you are."
"Shut up"
"Or maybe you want me to tell you about the times I fantasized about fucking you. How many times I've cum picturing your pussy wrapped around my cock. Your lips, your ass, your tits. Your mouth"
"No, no you don't."
He took hold of my other leg and spread them even further apart and moved faster.
I stilled my entire body then my arms locking onto his forearms "I'm never going to be able to look at Jessica again."
He merely rolled his eyes in result and continued to thrust.
"Don't think about that now, just focus on me."
"But it's too much."
"You're so tight" he moaned
"No"
"Yes. So, so fucking tight. She's got nothing on you anyway."
"Please, stop"
"Never. Never."
He brought his lips down against mine and whispered "Open your mouth."
I refused.
"Open your fucking mouth"
"No!"
He bit down hard on my bottom lip and I couldn't help but open my mouth.
"That's it, baby"
He kissed me then, his tongue in my mouth, his fingers moving in between my thighs, his cock thrusting into me, again and again and again.
"You're fucking perfect. Everything about you is perfect."
"I can't"
"You will. I promise you."
I didn't want to believe him. I couldn't. I couldn't.
"Stop"
"You don't mean that"
"I do"
"No"
He moved faster and harder, his eyes on mine the entire time.
"It's cheating. It's INCEST!"
"It's fucking amazing."
"NO!"
"Tell me how much you love it, how much you want my cock."
"Stop."
"Beg me to fuck you, beg me for it."
"No. Never."
"Fucking say it. I want to hear it. I need to hear it."
"It's not real, this isn't happening"
"It is, and it's the best thing that's ever happened to either of us."
"No."
"It is."
"No."
He was moving faster now, his hands on the tops of my thighs.
"You'll come again."
"I won't"
"You will"
"No"
"Uh huh. I'm going to make you come again, and again, and again until you beg me to stop."
"Don't"
"I'm going to ruin you for any other man."
"Edward, no."
"I will"
"No"
"Yes."
He pulled out then and sat down on the seat his cock still throbbing.
"What are you doing?"
"Sit on me, ride me."
"What?"
"Take control"
"I-I"
"Come here"
He pulled me onto him, my knees straddling his hips.
"Put it inside you, put my cock in you"
I felt his hand between us and his cock at my entrance.
"Do it, do it now."
I lowered myself down, inch by inch and cried out in pleasure as I took the rest of his member.
"That's it, now ride me"
I moved then, my hips moving on their own, riding him, his cock inside me.
"That's it"
"Ah"
"Ride me, baby"
I was bouncing, faster, faster, his cock deep inside me, his fingers between my thighs, rubbing, massaging, bringing that familiar feeling back.
"Oh, oh god"
"Yes, yes, that's it"
"It's too much."
"It's not. Keep going"
"I-I cant"
"You can, and you will. Ride me, Bella. Fuck your brother's cock. Make him come inside you."
"I don't know how to do this."
"Do you trust me?"
"No"
"Yes, you do."
I moved my hips again, faster, his cock buried deep inside me, the sound of flesh slapping, my breathing, his moaning, the pleasure.
"It's too much."
"Then stop, let it take over."
Edward stilled my hips then and leaned forward taking my breast in his mouth.
"Ah, ah, oh"
He licked, sucked and flicked his tongue against the nipple.
"Oh god, Edward, please."
He continued, his hips thrusting upwards, his cock driving deeper and deeper, his mouth still on my nipple.
"Mmmm"
"Fuck!"
"You like that?"
"I..I don't even know I can't think right now. Just ahhhh!"
He was pounding into me, his mouth on my breast, his hand on the back of my neck.
"Edward!"
"That's it, baby"
"Yes"
"Yes"
"Fuck"
"Oh, Bella"
"Ah, ahhh, ahhhh"
"So fucking good, so fucking tight."
"Please, don't stop"
"I'm never going to stop, Bella. Never."
He kept up his movements, his fingers, his mouth, his cock, all bringing me closer and closer to the edge. He then hooked his arm around my back and brought me back down over the backseat.
"Let me do the work"
I watched him now, his cock thrusting in and out of me, his eyes on mine, his lips parted, his chest moving with each thrust.
"Yes" I gasped as it was beyond my control now.
Edward took my hands and pinned them above my head so that I was gripping the arm rest.
"Harder?" He asked through batted breath.
I looked deep into his eyes "Will...will it hurt?"
He gulped and then began to nod.
"How bad?"
"Bad" He said and began to thrust.
"AH, AH, EDWARD!"
"That's it"
"A-ah, oh, god"
"So fucking good"
"AH, EDWARD"
"You like it?"
"Y-Y-ES"
"Say it, say you like it."
"I like it."
"You like what?"
"I...I l-like you"
"Who? Say his name."
"I-I, Edward."
"Louder"
"Edward!"
"Fuck, you have no idea what that does to me"
"Edward, oh, ahhh, ahh, yes"
"Bella, you're going to make me come."
"Come?"
"Fill you with my cum"
"It's not, wait, we can't in case...in case you-"
He rolled his eyes "I'll pull out."
"No, no, Edward. It's too risky."
"I know what I'm doing."
"What if..."
"Stop worrying."
"No, please, not inside. It's not safe."
He was silent then, his movements stilling.
"Pull out."
"Fine."
Before I could finish, Edward lifted my leg over his shoulder and pounded into me. Again I imagined someone walking by the car, they'd see the outline of us, our heads and hear the noises.
"Ah, ah, ahhhh, ahhhh"
"I'm going to come"
"Please"
I was so overcome with what was happening to my body I didn't even realize what he'd done.
"What was that?"
He was still inside me but not moving.
"Edward?"
"What?"
"Did you come?"
"Yes."
"Where?"
He was smirking now, his eyes twinkling.
"Inside"
He pulled out of me and immediately his cum began to drip from my entrance.
"No"
"You were so distracted"
"I hate you."
"No, you don't."
I tried to move, but Edward's grip was too strong.
"Fine you did it. You took my virginity I'm claimed like an animal."
I leaned up on my elbows as Edward got out of the car and slid up his trousers. I watched Edward dress and when he was he leaned back over me on the backseat and despite myself I leaned back and our eyes locked as he slowly brought his lips down to mine, I didn't return his kiss.
