EPOV
"I don't believe in love." She said, "I think it's bullshit."
I wasn't sure how exactly we reached this topic. Yeah, I guess we were discussing something about the latest movies after placing the order and it started from the romantic movies discussions. She said she hated anything related to love!
"I think love is just an illusion... My Mom was in delusion that whatever she had with my Dad was 'real love'! Renee thinks she stayed because she 'loves' my Dad! My Dad thinks he has always loved one woman and that's Renee... Jasper thinks he's in love with Alice, but I've seen him cheating on her... It's just bullshit! Pure bullshit! I'm not stupid to ever fall for anyone! It's the stupidest emotion in the whole world!"
Always angry!
"I guess I'd never be able to understand how come you're always so angry... Anything can trigger you! We were just talking about the fucking movies!" I chuckled weakly.
"That's because you've never been through what I did... You grew up in a loving, secure family..." She said, "In fact, everyone in your family is so loving and nice that it doesn't make sense why you are like this!"
"What do you mean by why I am like this?" I chuckled.
"Narcissist. Arrogant. Stubborn. Annoying asshole!" She said.
"Thank you!" I laughed.
"So basically... We are very different people and that's why you're not able to understand I'm the way I am." She said, "I guess the only similarity between us is we both don't believe in love!"
Excuse me?
"Who told you that I don't believe in love?" I asked.
"You do?" She said surprisingly, "You don't seem to be someone who'd be giving a damn about it! I have never even seen you in any serious relationship! Oh... I guess maybe it's because you haven't found 'the one' yet!" She smiled.
"It's the opposite!" I smiled.
"What do you mean?" She said.
"Ummm... I fell in love with someone a long time ago and now nobody seems good enough..." I smiled.
"Oh? Oh! I didn't know that!" She said.
"I know you don't know that..." I said.
And that was the fucking problem!