"I can't deny being happy," I reply, breathing easier after hearing it from her lips. "But I don't like the thought of you being upset."

"Thank you," she says, falling silent.

I open my mouth several times.

Then close it.

I don't know what she wants from me, so I'm not about to push anything. Last time got me booted from her presence.

"I don't know how to be a mother," she finally breathes.

"You never will unless you try," I say, fighting for Masie. "But we can start slow."

"Like videos and stuff?"

"Yeah." I grin. "That sounds perfect."