The Lost Experiment: Popper's beginning Chapter 12, a lilo & stitch fanfic

Popper's POV is back in this chapter. Little warning, this chapter is continuing the sad streak.
If you suffer from depression you are not alone!

Would it Matter by Skillet

Chapter 12 - Stuck in Limbo

I don't even know where to begin, It's dark, gloomy. I don't even know what happened. Or I don't want to remember. He was too strong, now this is where I will be for all eternity. If I do get out, Would it matter...

*music starts*

Popper: If I wasn't here tomorrow
would anybody care?
If my time was up I'd wanna know
You were happy I was there.
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep?
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I'd like better.
I can never forget.
So, don't remind me of it forever (forever).

*flash back of my parents smiling at me*

What if I just pulled myself together?
Would it matter at all?
What if I just tried not to remember?
Would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by.
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
Would it matter at all?

*flash back of my new born sister*

If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anybody care?
Still stuck inside this sorrow.
I've got nothing and going nowhere.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone,
Someone that I'd like better.
I can never forget.
So, don't remind me of it forever.

*flash back of Lilo and Stitch the day they found us*

*flash back of the jokes and the laughter*

I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone,
Someone that I'd like better.
Can you help me forget?
Don't wanna feel like this forever (forever).

If I left tomorrow
Would anybody care?
Stuck in this sorrow.
Going nowhere.
All the chances that have passed me by.
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
Would it matter at all?

*fell to my knees as song ends*

Meanwhile. Lilo and Stitch were almost back to the house when they saw smoke rising from that direction.

"no! we're too late.." Lilo said. Stitch hugged her as she cried. "How could he" Lilo continued as they looked at Lilo's house burn down. They remembered Popper's body was still at his parents place. "Popper's body" Lilo said wiping tears. They quickly ran down the trail towards Popper's parents. When they got there, Popper's body was still there. His fur was colorless, black fur where it used to be dark green, dark gray where it used to be green and gray on his belly. Lilo sat down beside him, she pet his lifeless fur on his chest. "I'm sorry Popper, I tried I didn't know what to do, Now we lost Nani and Jumba, I don't know what to do. You will always be part of our Ohana" she said as she kiss his lifeless cheek.

"Soka, Cousin" Stitch said to Popper's body. Just then the mist came back except it was different. Instead of being black like it was before it was like a bright light. An Anka appeared on Lilo's forehead and she was consumed in the light. Some of the light went into Popper's chest. As the light dimmed Lilo looked different, she looked like she did in the mirror but only for a short time, then she was human again. She felt weak at first, then she came to. The burn on her hand was gone as well.

"what, was that?" Lilo said in disbelief.

Meanwhile. I continued to lay in the darkness. Until I seen it. Out of the blue a ball of light came down braking the darkness. "impossible" I said looking at it.

"Nothing is impossible, if you believe, Popper" a soft girls voice said. I got startled.

"huh!" I said getting up from the now dimly lite ground. I couldn't believe what I saw.