A/N: I wasn't originally going to do Emily's POV but since everybody was curious to know how Emily felt I decided to test it out and Emily's POV just came flowing out, she's much easier to write for me than Naomi mainly because Emily's feelings about Naomi are much more straight forward. Emily feels what she feels, does what she does, and make mistakes and she owns up to them but Naomi wants to blame everyone else for the mistakes she's made with Emily (Which you'll discover what they are later.) but while I found Emily easier to write and much nicer than Naomi, she a lot more fucked up than Naomi and in this part you'll discover a little bit of the history behind that. (Same thing goes Mistakes are mine and if it doesn't make sense I'll find a way to re post it.)
Chapter Six: In light of new Information (Emily's POV)
"Emily! Are you even fucking listening?"
Truthfully, no Emily wasn't listening to Katie. She never really listened when her sister spoke for the main reason being that Katie said some of the stupidest shit Emily had ever heard. Emily may love her sister dearly but her sister was functionally retarded sometimes.
"She's too busy texting Naomi" Pandora answered with a giddy smile on her face which Emily returned with a smirk. Katie groaned at that; Katie wasn't a fan of Naomi.
"That Cunt? Why you texting her for?" Katie asked with disapproving look on her face.
"Just insuring I get laid tonight." Emily said with the smirk from earlier still on her face, tucking her phone back in her jeans and giving Katie her unbinding attention. Annoying Naomi wasn't fun anymore especially since she hadn't answered back.
"I wouldn't worry about that, she's unbelievably easy" Katie said with a smile, turning her attention back to the mirror in front of her. If there was one thing Katie loved more than her sister: it was herself.
Emily's smirk quickly turned to annoyance at Katie's comment; she didn't like Katie's assumptions about Naomi, she never did.
"Look, who's talking?! Miss I'll sleep with anybody who even looks my way!" Emily spat. She didn't like it when Katie got on Naomi like that.
"Oh, give me a break; you make fun of Naomi all the time." Katie said insulted by Emily's earlier comment (She just loved sex but that didn't make her no slut, no matter what people said).
Emily choose to ignore the fact that Katie was right; Emily made fun of Naomi all the time and even to Naomi's face but Emily was the only one who could do it: For Emily it was some weird form of foreplay but when Katie did it she was actually being a bitch and Emily didn't like Katie being a bitch towards Naomi.
"Whatever just mind your own business" Emily rapped back. Katie gave her annoyed look before turning back to the mirror to which Emily was sure to eye fuck herself some more.
It was a couple of minutes before either twin felt it was safe to speak again, when Katie asked "Where's Effy?"
"She's at Keith's pub meeting Cook and the others" Pandora answered with amused look on her face, it was always fun to watch the twins fight. Katie grunted and Emily's eyes lit up with curiosity.
"How do you know?" Emily asked with a bit of excitement in her voice.
"She just texted me that she was heading back to your guys house from Keith's" Pandora looked ready to burst out laughing; Emily was so transparent sometimes. Pandora knew Emily's curiosity was because of Naomi.
It was then that Effy herself busted through Emily and Katie's door making the Sexy sign on the doorframe fall on the ground.
"You!" Effy pointed at Emily with an angry look on her face. "Owe. Me. Big. Time." Katie and Pandora laughed at that and Emily simply smirked.
"I just spend nearly thirty minutes with Mr. Humps a lot, Mc high, Mopey, and bitchtastic for you!" Effy throw her purse on Emily's bed and sat next to Pandora.
"I still can't believe your sleeping with Cook." Katie said, she was applying eye liner now.
"I can." Emily said with a roll of her eyes, When she had come up with the plan to get Naomi to the party tonight; the part where getting Effy to sleep with Cook was relatively easy. Effy liked to put up a front that she was just sleeping with Cook to help Emily but she was really doing it for herself; Effy wanted Cook since first year.
Effy glared at her. "Keep it up, your already on thin ice with me." Effy threatened.
Emily just rolled her eyes at that. Effy could threaten all she wanted but she would never kick her out of the beauties. Effy loved her too much.
"So, it was that bad?" Pandora asked, all the fighting was becoming less amusing and a little boring.
"Yes! Cook just keep staring at me," Emily was sure Effy was leaving out the fact she was probably staring at him just as much "JJ barely said a word," Emily saw Katie physically flinch at the mention of JJ's name "That Freddie guy just keep mumbling about needing to get high," Everyone but Effy laughed at that "and Naomi just keep making trouble with me until I couldn't take it anymore and lashed back!" Emily frowned at that.
"Was Naomi really making trouble or where you just being a bitch?" Emily asked with a frown still playing on her face.
"Yes! Emily, she was being a bitch first." Effy looked insulted by Emily's question but Emily simply shrugged Naomi was probably being a bitch first; Naomi had a bone to pick with Effy for some reason that Emily didn't have a clue about.
"Who's idea was it anyway to invite all of them?" Katie asked with a knowing look at Emily.
"Hey, don't look at me I just wanted Effy to invite Naomi." Emily wasn't taking the blame for the others.
"Actually it was Cook's; he threatened to withhold sex if I didn't invite them." Effy said staring at her nails. She didn't see all the amused looks that the others were giving her; she stopped staring at her nails when everyone started laughing.
"Shut up!" Effy crossed her arms over her chest and blushed.
"Wow, Cook really threatened to withhold? He couldn't wait to fuck me when we were sleeping together." Katie blurted out, still fixing her hair. Emily mentally cringed at that; she didn't need to know that about her sister.
Effy glared at Katie. Katie simply shrugged nonchalantly "Whatever, it's a fact. Deal with it."
Everyone knew Katie used to sleep with Cook but so had Pandora before she met Thomas but for some reason Effy only got jealous when it came to Katie and Emily had an idea it was because Katie was much more experienced in the art of sex than Effy. Effy had been a virgin until last summer.
"Can we talk about something else?" Emily felt the need to be mentor or this could get bad.
"Sure, so does Thomas have the location yet?" Effy asked looking thankful for the change of subject.
"Oh, yeah!" Pandora exclaimed her face lighting up at the mention of Thomas's name. Pandora had met Thomas during the summer when he became an exchange student from Congo; Pandora had instantly fallen in love with him. Emily could still remember when Pandora had told her mother she was seeing Thomas: Miss Moon looked like she was going to faint! Pandora's mother was the biggest judgmental and racist person Emily had ever met: she didn't like Thomas because he was black and she didn't like Emily because she was a lesbian and thought Emily was going to turn her daughter into a lesbian too. God, if she wanted that shit, she would just go visit her own mother! And Listen to Jenna Fitch rant on about how she was gonna turn Katie gay (As if!) or how she was going to burn in hell (She gladly go to hell knowing she had at least sleep with Naomi once.)
Emily had come out in her last year before the first year of 6th form. It practically destroyed her parent's marriage: Her father couldn't give two shits if Emily was gay or not: he was just happy to see his daughter finally happy (Emily suspected he had always known.), but her mother had been a different story; she freaked saying "Emily wasn't her daughter" and even briefly kicking her out for a time. Their mother kicking Emily out had also caused a rift in Katie's relationship with their mother as well; while Katie may not have agreed with Emily's lifestyle but she still had loved her sister and no one not even their mother was gonna treat Emily like that, and James was just happy he wasn't the only one in the house besides dad who liked girls; he started sharing his porn with Emily (He had said he couldn't do that with dad, Emily didn't have the heart to tell James he couldn't do that with Emily either.) Emily and Katie had briefly lived with Effy and her mother, Emily had grown closer to Effy for that but Effy and Katie stopping being best friends and somehow grew apart during that time and Emily felt ashamed that it was probably because of her; Emily wasn't the only one going through that change either. Katie had to drop all the plans they had made when they were younger from getting married together to marrying their own set of twins (That still could happen: if one was a girl.) but Katie and Emily never took the time to talk about that from their parents getting a divorce to moving into a new house, Katie and Emily believed sticking together was more important and that talk would only have caused a rift between them. Probably still would.
"He said it was gonna be at that underground rave we went to last month." Pandora answered grinning.
"Really? That's like two hours away!" Katie exclaimed. "I need my beauty sleep!" everyone rolled their eyes at her; the last thing Katie needed was beauty sleep.
"Get over yourself" Pandora spat. "Thomas spent all day coming up with the location."
"Besides everyone who's anyone knows where that place is. It will weed out the losers who try and sneak in." Effy stated distractedly; typing something in her phone. Probably typing Cook the location Emily though with a smile.
"Expect the losers you invited." Katie stood up and headed to the closet finally! Emily though with a roll of her eyes spent enough time eye fucking yourself in the mirror, Katie?
"Watch it." Effy seethed.
'Besides I quite like JJ." Pandora smiled "He's so cute! If I didn't love my Tom-o as much as I do I'd fuck him." Oh, you sneaky bitch! Emily though with a smirk on her lips. It was a known fact between Effy, Emily, and Pandora that Katie liked JJ though it was never spoken nor would Katie even admit it to another living soul probably not even to herself; but it was the truth all the same.
"Whatever floats you boat." Katie said throwing something (Hard) back into the closet.
"Yeah, I find JJ quite sexy you know in that nervous kind of shy way." Effy chimed in, time to get back at Katie it seems. "Almost like he'd be one of those gentle lovers, you know?" Effy shared a smile with Emily.
"Yeah, if I didn't like muff so much I'd definitely fuck him." Emily said with hint of mischief in her eyes. That seemed to push Katie over the edge, stomping her foot at that, clearly having had enough. "Enough! You lot are sick! I'm going to change in the bathroom." Katie walked out of the room slamming the door behind her mumbling something like "Cunts" back at them.
Effy audibly sighed when she left and Pandora and Emily laughed loudly.
"I couldn't take much more of her." Effy said sighing. "I love her but she can get on my ever loving nerves." Effy turned back to her phone.
"Give her a break. It's not like she's any different on a good day." Emily said feeling the need to defend her sister.
"And on a good day, I can handle her but today is not a good day." Effy huffed, still staring holes into her phone.
"Have a tiff with Cookie." Pandora asked softly putting her own phone down. Thomas could wait.
Effy gave Emily a look and Emily could tell she already didn't like where this conversation was heading.
"I may have said something to Naomi." Effy shirked back a little on the bed at Emily's glare.
"What you say?" Emily continued to glare.
"I may have suggested something about you sleeping with someone else after you sleep with her the night you met." Effy couldn't look at Emily and good thing she didn't because if looks could kill… these looks definitely would have.
"What!" Emily was beyond mad, she was downright livid.
"Well, it wasn't like I was spitting out lies." Effy was getting defensive "You really sleep with another girl that same night besides Naomi started it." Emily was riled now.
"One, I told you that in secret! And two, I don't care who started it! You should have been the bigger person!" Emily needed to calm down she could feel a vain about ready to pop out of her head.
"Emily." Effy tried.
"No, I don't wanna hear it, Effy! You fucked up! You'll be lucky if I ever forgive you!" Emily started to rub her temples; a vain was definitely going to pop out of her head soon.
"Emily, it wasn't like Effy spilled some great big secret. Naomi already knew." Emily looked up to see Katie standing in the doorway with her arms crossed over her chest "it's not like Naomi hates you for no reason." Katie added.
Emily just keep staring "What?" she wouldn't believe that. She couldn't.
"I saw it with my own eyes; Naomi caught you fucking another girl." Katie sat back down in front of the mirror. "I may not like Naomi but nobody deserves that, Ems." Emily could hear the disappointment in Katie's voice and somehow it made the whole thing worse.
Emily finally knew why Naomi was always so reluctant to take anything they did further then just sex. That's what Emily's plan was for tonight: she was going to ask Naomi to be her girlfriend but in light of new information that plan should be shooting down to the ground, explode, and scraped for a new one. When Emily had met Naomi, it had been at a party being thrown by Cook and it was a well known fact around Roundview that besides their own parties; Cook's was just as legendary. Emily's parents were still going through their divorce but this day had been partially bad in its own right: it had started off as usual with Mom and Dad fighting about mundane stuff like who split what and so ever but it wasn't until they got to who got custody of her, Katie, and James that had thrown the towel in on her relationship with her mother: Jenna only wanted joint custody of Katie and James! That had hurt more than then it did now and Emily was looking to get drunk that night not hook up with anybody (Especially not Naomi) but when she saw Naomi she couldn't help but want to go talk to her to get to know her or do anything with her but she had been overcome with shyness (First in her lifetime), so Effy took it upon herself to introduce them. Everything started falling into place from there: Emily became extremely intrigued by Naomi from her stupid but cute belief's about injustice to what where her favorite books but with things rolling into place as they were and after a few (A lot) of drinks; one thing had lead to another and soon they had just gotten done having sex and that had really scared Emily. The sex hadn't scared her, no that had been quite good even if they had been really drunk it was the feelings she had felt afterward; the need to continue being near her or with her (She never wanted to be with a girl more than once.), she needed to get rid of these feelings and found it an another willing young girl she didn't even remember who she was now but it hadn't helped. Nothing had but it wasn't it now that she had been ready to want any of those feelings to become real but it looked like that was ruined as well.
"Emily, I'm really sorry!" Effy looked ready to start crying and Emily didn't want that. She may just start crying with her.
"Effy, Stop. It's not your fault. It's mine." If Emily had known her choose to sleep with that unnameable girl that night would result in this, she would have changed it at least to keep Naomi from seeing her do it!
Katie sighed at that and dropped her lip gloss back down on the vanity table "It's not your fault either, Ems." Katie turned toward Emily "You just made a mistake and you were going something tough that night. You've obliviously owned up to the fact that you fucked up and after you explain everything to Naomi and she still doesn't forgive you then fuck her, than you're obliviously too good for her." Katie patted her on the shoulder and turned back to the mirror but Emily could tell she wasn't fixing herself up anymore; she was just uncomfortable about what they were talking about. Katie hated seeing her sister so upset.
"Thanks, Katie" Emily didn't care how uncomfortable this made Katie, she was getting a hug.
Katie immediately tensed at the unexpected touch but she let Emily hug her, she knew Emily needed it but when Emily started kissing her cheek that was when she started fighting Emily's hug.
"Alright! Enough!" Katie shouted "No need to be some damn sentimental!" Emily let go of Katie and went to hug Effy, who look like she needed it more.
"Thank god, I needed that!" Emily exhaled. She sat back in her chair after hugging Effy and Pandora as well. Emily just felt like hugging everybody. "I was slowly going into Emo mode"
Katie looked alarmed at that, "Don't you dare go Goth on me! I'll start denying you're my sister!" Katie exclaimed.
Emily rolled her eyes at that before saying "We're Twins" Emily smiled despite being annoyed at Katie.
"I don't care! No respectable Fitch mingles with Goths!" Katie really turned back to the mirror at this time.
"Since when are we respectable?" Emily was really curious to know.
"Since I said we were." Katie said it almost like it was a fact.
"Yeah because when Katie says something goes than it must be written in stone." Pandora said sarcastically.
"Damn right!" Katie deadpanned.
Any other day, Emily would have augured that point but today she had to believe Katie was right. If Naomi couldn't forgive her then Naomi wasn't worth her time. At least a small part of her believed that (A tiny, tiny part of her.)