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Suck & Lick
This is very shocking... I suddenly have a lover. I'm still stunned. And I was the one who asked her to be my girlfriend. Imagine how I would have looked if Aontakam had said no. And we just arrived in Japan today. We will be here another 3 days. We will sleep in the same room. It will be so awkward.
On the other hand... the petite one was the one who initiated the relationship. If the bridge wasn't there, who would dare cross the line?
Okay... I have a lover.
So, what do I have to do now that I have a girlfriend? I haven't had a lover for so many years. Actually, Toy was my first and only boyfriend. And we were together very briefly. My first impression of having a lover wasn't that good. So now that I have to start over, I'm a bit at a loss. Like... we're now in the Page 369 of 928
bedroom, and the lights are closed. We're sleeping in our beds, turning our backs toward each other. Aontakam may already be asleep, but I'm still wide awake. It's as if I had taken a barrel of energy drinks.
"Are you asleep?"
I'm often surprised by Aontakam. She tends to make a noise or ask something that's on my mind. Just now, I was wondering if she was asleep, but she asked me that first.
Good... If Aontakarn hadn't asked, I would have simply laid here silently.
"No."
"What happened earlier..."
Thump Thump.
The sweet-faced one means the fact that we agreed to be lovers quickly, for sure. I'm suddenly Page 370 of 928
afraid that our silence made Aontakam change her mind. So I quickly turn to her and lick my mouth.
"Please don't say that you were just kidding." "Were you?"
"Chris wasn't kidding."
"Kant is also afraid that Chris will say that you were just kidding. I was so nervous."
"Right... me too."
Okay... we are concerned about the same thing. That makes us giggle like teenagers who are secretly watching porn.
"What do we do now that we're lovers?"
"Well... You had a boyfriend, didn't you? What did you do?"
"It was Toy. And I broke up with him right after he asked me to use my mouth."
"Ah... old-fashioned. Then let's start with having deep conversations. Does that sound good?" Aontakam, who's lying on her back, flips over and turns to ask me from her bed. When I hear that, I flip myself to lie facedown as well. I open the lamp so that we can see each other more clearly.
Ah... it's good that I turned on the lamp. MY Aontakam looks so good.
"Good. Because Karn said that if we are lovers, Karn will tell Chris what I wanted to know."
"You're very invested in the relationship between Karn and Toy. Did you ask me to be your lover just so that you could know about Toy? Will you break up with me after you know?"
The sweet-faced woman raises her eyebrow and asks as if she's testing the water. I shake my head vigorously. I'm afraid that she would misunderstand me.
"No. It's not like that. Well... it plays a role, but a very small one."
"Why did you ask me to be your lover, then?"
I go quiet and pause to think. Aontakam, who's waiting for my answer, is starting to sulk. She mumbles.
"Never mind. I'm too tired to sulk at you."
"It's because Chris likes Karn a lot, lot, lot."
The sweet-faced woman, who's about to turn her back at me, pauses before she slowly turns back to me and tightens her lips. I'm not sure if her face is bright red because she's blushing or if it's the effect of the warm light. But the fact that she's pressing her lips together tightly is an indication that she's not in her normal state.
She's probably very shy and nervous right now.
"This is great. I thought I was the only one who liked Chris a lot."
Thump Thump...
It's a bit strange to be confessing our love after we've agreed to be lovers. I scratch my cheek with my finger, thinking I have to say something to make Aontakam feel better.
"Chris likes Karn a lot. So it makes Chris want to know everything about Karn. When Toy, your ex, said what he said, it made me frustrated and stressed out. That's why I acted so stupidly towards you, though I had no right to."
"…"
"But I have all the rights now." I say this merrily. It makes Aontakarn laugh until her eyes seem closed.
"Why do you have to be this cute, Chris?"
"Karn is also cute."
As soon as I finish saying that, Aontakam buries her head under her pillow while I close my face with my hands. Every second ticks by with immense awkwardness in the air. I have to change the mood.
I'll change the topic. If silence hangs between us for so long, I wouldn't know what to do.
"So? How far have you and Toy gone?"
When I ask that, Aontakarn slowly pushes herself up and smiles slightly at the corner of her mouth. I get frustrated when I see that.
"You said that you would tell me."
"I But you're so cute when you're frustrated." The sweet-faced woman places her face on her chin and tilts her head as she looks at me. "We're lovers now. Have you done anything to me?"
Not after we're lovers, but when we weren't, we did a lot... Of course, I didn't say that. If I did, she would know that I had pretended to be drunk all along.
"We just agreed to be lovers..."
"Right? So what do you think about Karn and Toy?"
"But you two dated for two years."
"True. It's not surprising that Chris can't let it go... I'll tell you." Aontakarn shrugs nonchalantly. "My mother doesn't like Toy."
"Huh?"
"My mother said that Toy couldn't be trusted. She told me to keep my distance from him. My mother and Chris are very much alike in many ways. You both don't like Toy and are possessive of me." Aontakam laughs and goes on. "I had to go home right on time. I can't sleepover anywhere. I have to tell her everywhere I go. And yes... Toy and I never had sex."
"What about... using your mouth?"
"No mouth."
"Ah-huh..." I unconsciously cracked a grin of relief. A small pillow is thrown straight at my face. "Ops."
"Don't be so obvious about how you feel."
"Well... I'm relieved. I don't want a good person like you to be taken advantage of by that kind of man."
"What if I was taken advantage of? Will you despise me?"
"No. It's just... I'm possessive." I change my position from sleeping face down to sifting up with my legs crossed over each other on the bed. "Karn has no idea how far I imagined things between you and Toy."
Ananthakarm smiles a little and asks with curiosity.
"What did you imagine?"
"Well..."
"Well, what? You can tell me. We're close now. We were best friends, and now were girlfriends. The deeper our conversations, the better." The sweet-faced woman winks at me cutely. I hesitate a bit, but decide to tell her.
"I can tell you?"
"Just say it. I want to know what I'm like in your imagination."
"In my imagination, you're always naked." I close my eyes tight as I elaborate embarrassingly. I don't know if I also let slip a smile.
"Naked? So you see every part of me in your imagination?"
"It's just my imagination."
"Which part of my body do you like the most?"
"C... crazy. What are you asking?"
"Come on. I want to know."
"Every part of you is beautiful. But Chris likes your neck the most. Also, your breasts and waistline... That's all."
"What? Just the top half'?"
"How far do you want me to imagine?"
"Karn imagined your body, including the inner organs like your kidney, liver, and intestines. Every single part!"
When I hear that, I cross my arms over my chest instantly.
"You did that?"
"How can I not? You have a great figure... Have I ever told you that I love your abs the most?"
"Why?"
"It's strong. It has lines and bumps." Aontakam glances at my abs, though my clothes are covering them. "Kant imagined hearing your moans, even."
"Moans?"
"Why am I the one under investigation? I was asking Chris what you imagined about me. That's all? Geez! No fun."
"What more do you want?"
"If I knew more, I would know what you're thinking."
I raise my eyebrows curiously because I don't understand what Aontakarn meant. So I go back to the previous topic, which is Toy.
"That's that. When I imagined what you did with Toy, I got frustrated and anxious. If you were with a decent man, to have something with him would be..."
"So if it's a decent person who has fought for our liberty and was honored for it, you wouldn't mind me going far with him?"
No! I was bullshitting. I would be frustrated anyway. MY Aontakarn should not be taken advantage of by anyone because she's too delicate. But saying that would make me look narrow-minded, so I have to pretend to be open-minded.
"Let's say that Toy is a player and a jerk. He doesn't treat women with respect. You're too valuable to be with him. Honestly, you've been with him for so long that I wonder how you made it without being taken advantage of."
"Because I made him realize that he has to respect me." The sweet-faced woman also sits up at this point. "Karn has told him since the first day we dated that... if he makes me feel unsafe, I will break up with him immediately. He could take it or leave it. He was very patient, come to think of it."
"He must have liked you a lot. Oh... so, when he was with me, he just wanted my body. Geez."
"It's good that you didn't fall victim to him."
"I'm a tough nut." I wink at Aontakarn as I brag, so she gives me a bored expression.
"Oh…"
"What?"
"I was going to ask Chris to lick something."
"What..."
"But you're a tough nut... Moreover, if I were to ask, you may break up with me." Aontakam slips under her blanket and turns her back to me. "We can be together like this. It's cute in a way. Good night. Sweet dreams."
I can only open and shut my mouth without saying anything. I want to reach over and poke her, but I stop myself. I suddenly feel like slapping my mouth for bragging about how tough and reserved, like a woman from the past decade, I am.
"HAHA."
Aontakarn's laughter can be heard. I can tell she's trying hard to hold it in. I can only glance over at her directly with cute aggression, slip myself under the blanket, and turn my back to her as well.
Savage... Does she think that I want to do something like that with her? So full of confidence!
As I snuggle into the warmth of my blanket, I can feel something caressing my waist. I startle a bit and turn over to see that it's Aontakam. She's snuggling her nose into my neck and whispering to me, though there are just the two of us here.
"Let me sleep with you. I'm cold."
"Ah... Ah-huh."
Though she says she wants to sleep, her hand is moving down. I squeeze my legs together in panic.
"What are you doing, Karn? It's..."
"Can't I? We're lovers."
"We are, but isn't it too fast?"
"We went further than this when we drank beer. We just never touch the skin, and we never..." The petite woman shifts positions and is now on top of me. She takes off her t-shirt. She's now naked in the dark, with only the lights from outside the window shining in. Though it's just a shadow, I can see her figure clearly with my two eyes. "Do you want to touch it?"
"Karn..."
I reach out my hand to grab her full breast in a daze. I start to caress and massage. I want to own her body. The bounciness makes me hesitate at first. But I muster up my courage. I sit up and snuggle my face into her breasts, sniffing her alluring body scent. Aontakarn is better at this than I am. She pushes me down on the bed and holds me in a lying position.
"Chris is a tough nut. Chris wouldn't use your mouth, right?'
"N... No."
"That's okay... I will do it."
And the sweet-faced woman pulls the blanket off me along with my pants. My pants are now at my ankles. She splits my legs apart. I panic and try to cover myself with my hands, but her hard gaze makes me give up doing so.
"Ah... I wasn't prepared. It may not be clean."
"I'm okay with that."
Aontakarn then moves down and uses her mouth.
"Ah..."
"Chris... Chris!"
I was poked until I was startled awake. Aontakam is in her bathrobe. She just showered and is about to dry her hair. She gives me a confused look.
"K... Karn. Oh... it's morning?"
"What did you dream about? It seems torturous." The sweet-faced woman asks. I just dropped my jaw. Damned. We just agreed to be lovers last night, and my imagination had already run very wild.
"I dreamed that I was drowning."
"It's a very sexy way to drown. I like how you moaned. If you moan in your sleep again, I will record it." Aontakam winks at me and walks to the dressing table. "Hurry up and take a shower. The meeting is in two hours."
"Ah... Ah-huh."
I get off my bed and walk to the bathroom shyly. I turn to stare at the sweet-faced woman who's glancing at me. The smile on the corner of Aontakarn's mouth makes me have to ask.
"Why are you smiling?"
"Nothing." "Nothing means that there's something." "Okay, there is." "What is it?" "I'm not telling you."
I scrunch my mouth a bit to show Aontakam that I'm sulking. I'm about to walk to the bathroom, but Aontakam stops me on my track when she adds on.
"Shall we go to Kawaguchiko after the meeting?"
"You mean Fuji? Sure... But we didn't book a room. Would that be a problem?"
"Nah. Let's go. We've been planning to do that for so long... When did you book for it?"
"March, next year."
"That's so far away. Since we're already here, let's go on a date."
"Date?"
"Yes. A date." Aontakarn turns back to face the mirror and puts on her makeup. She continues on nonchalantly. "Let's go to an onsen and admire Fuji as we sip beer and sake together... That would be great."
Drink beer and sake...
"Sure. I'll book it. If we hurry, we can get a good room."
"I already booked it." "That fast?" "Well. It's a good opportunity to celebrate." "Celebrate what?" The sweet-faced woman smiles so wide that her face wrinkles. It blows me away...
"Celebrate the fact that we are lovers."