25
Feeling towards 'Fuji'
As I sit here at the police station watching my parents bail out my brother, I'm thinking that I should be sleeping in bed because I'm tired from my trip back to Japan. I haven't seen Toy yet. I think I heard the police officer say that he's being treated at the hospital. I cross my arms across my chest and look at my brother wearily. He's so good at doing stupid things.
"Don't look at me like that."
"I haven't said anything... How did you get into a fight with Toy?"
"That idiot." "Will I get to know the full story today?" "I swear because I get angry just thinking about it."
As my parents are handling the bailing documents, my brother and I are talking about what happened. Puth finds out where Toy works, then looks for an opportunity to 'accidentally' meet and greet him. He tries to steer the conversation to be about me.
Puth says that he's hitting on me...
Yep, Toy, the idiot, doesn't know that Puth is my brother. How stupid could he be?
Once he knew that Puth was making advances on me, he brags to try to put himself above Puth. He gossips and tells lies about me, such as...
"He said that you were easy and a slut. You used your mouth with him on the very first day. You did it in a car. Yet he can't even describe your body. If he saw you naked, he would have known that you have a birthmark under your breast."
I cover my breast with my hands and move back from my brother.
"How did you know?"
"I'm five years older than you. When morn didn't have time to wipe your pees and poos, your brother did it, honey. Fuck... He didn't even get your breast size right. He said that you have big breasts when you don't have any."
I think the next person to get his jaw broken will be my brother.
"You were protecting me? I'm crying."
"You're very touched, huh?"
"No. I'm sleepy. I just got back from Japan. I'm very tired. Why am I here at the police station because of you? I'm bored." I whine as I kick my brother's shin. "But... thank you for protecting my dignity. Just thinking about using my mouth on him makes me want to puke."
"But are you sure that you've never done that?"
"Never!" I pause a hit when I think about someone else.
"Why did you pause? You never doing it with by doesn't mean that you've never done it with someone else."
"I've never used my mouth with any man; just know that."
"What about doing something else?"
I did almost everything! Of course... I didn't let that slip. I quickly rush over to my parents, who just finished with the documents. After that, we go home. In the sky, there are letters among the bright stars saying 'The End.'
The end to the matters at the police station, that is.
As soon as I get home, I quickly update Aontakarn on what happened. I thought she'd be asleep because of the exhaustion from our trip. Yet, the sweet-faced woman was waiting for me to call to tell her goodnight, like I usually do, and I will continue to do so forever and more.
[I'm so sleepy, but I have to wait for your call or I can't sleep.]
"Why are you so cute? You're waiting for me? I'm sorry I called you late today. Puth acts up since I get back."
[I already told you that I needed to hear your voice every day. By the way, Toy always entertains the people around him, huh? Do you know which hospital he's in?]
"I heard that it's xxx. Why are you asking? Are you visiting him?"
[Yes. I want to drop by for a bit.]
"Old flame dies hard, huh?"
I twist my mouth as I say that frustratingly. It makes the person on the other end of the line laugh merrily.
[You're really very possessive. Did you forget that my old flame is also your old frame, the one you used your mouth on? HAHA.]
"Crazy. Chris would never use my mouth on a man, but if you're talking about a woman, maybe."
[Why are you talking like that? Come see me. I miss you. Argh.]
"I miss you too. You sounding like that is making me go soft. I'll go see you tomorrow."
[Will you spend the night?]
"Will you let me?"
[You can possess me like a spirit possessing my body.]
Why is she so cute... We talk for a bit more before we hang up. My exhaustion makes me sleep tight all night, as if I'm Yaya in the nighttime sanitary napkin commercial.
Our trip ended. It's time to come back to reality. The reality of a Monday... a working day.
The team revealed the truth that Tho also went to the ATX meeting. Like I said, I'm good at English and video editing, but I can't really take good notes on technical terms and deep industry knowledge. I have zero knowledge when it comes to IT. So, it's Tho who is most fitting to go to that meeting.
Everyone was very nice in deciding to let Aontakam and I go to Japan together.
Gosh... they are great people.
Though we don't have fixed working hours, when it comes to 'work', it's still boring. The only uplifting part is that MY Aontakam came to the office very early, just like me. I think we're probably thinking alike.
We came early so that we could see each other sooner.
think Chris Kitkat : I miss you. Aontakarn : I miss you more.
Think Chris Kitkat : I miss you much more.
Aontakarn : I miss you so so so much more.
We chat during a meeting. Everyone is looking at Puth, who just got out of jail, pitifully because they just found out what happened. No one blames my brother for getting into a fight with the marketing staff of one of our sponsors. They know it's a personal matter.
"We believe you have a reason for doing that, Puth. No matter what, we are all on your side."
Jeth says this to encourage Puth. Everyone nods in agreement. My brother gives them a grateful look.
"Thank you, everyone, for understanding me. Fuck... I can't help it. He was so rude and disrespectful. He said Chris has big breasts. Bullshit. She can't even find a bra her size because it's the size of a pinhead."
Everyone glances at me and tries not to smile. I can only bare my teeth at the guy who's joking, wanting to kick his ass. There's only Aontakarn, who's shaking her head.
"No. Chris's breasts are large. I touched them."
"What?"
Everyone in the meeting now turns to Aontakam. It makes the sweet-faced woman realize that she let something slip.
"We went to the onsen together, so I got to see them. I just want to argue on her behalf. It's definitely not the size of a pinhead."
Though Aontakam made a good excuse, everyone is still quite embarrassed. It could be due to the fact that the sweet-faced woman rarely says such things, so it is somewhat embarrassing for all when she does. It's as if Aff Taksaom swears 'F***.'
"How was the Japan trip?" Tho asks, wanting to steer the topic away from that awkward one. If only he knew that it makes me even more embarrassed. "What did you gals do?"
"Ah... we went to Don Quijote to buy stuff."
"You also went to Fuji?" Puth mentions this. "Chris told me that."
"How was Fuji?" Tem asks as he stares at us, wanting to join in on our conversation. I look at the sweet-faced woman and clear my throat.
"It's a snow-capped mountain. It doesn't look like it can emit lava."
"How does it feel?"
"It feels like a mountain."
"Geez. You get to go on a trip to Japan. Tell us how it feels to stand there and look at the volcano. Elaborate. Describe it with words so that we feel it and envy you."
Aontakam looks at me a bit and starts to elaborate. She understands that I have run out of words. We didn't really spend that much time admiring Fuji. We just do our things and look at it from the window.
"It feels... gentle and delicate, I guess."
When our lips first touched, our tongues responded to each other and searched for sweetness in our mouths. If talking is communicating, we greet and negotiate with our tongues to see how far we can go.
"It's as if we get to be very high..."
When our hands were naughty, they worked their way to free each other's clothes from our bodies. Sometimes we hesitate whether to free all or leave some on. We weren't sure which would make us feel better. I chose to free every piece, while the petite woman chose not to. She left small pieces on me as she complimented how charming it made me look the entire time.
"We were exhausted but elated. We couldn't breathe well. It's as if there wasn't enough oxygen... It's high, you know. It's a mountain."
Aontakam allows me in, but I prefer to be touched from the outside. We took turns and jerked repeatedly. Though the roads were different, we both arrived at our destinations.
"Mount Fuji is that great? Ah... you're describing the mountain, right?" Jeth seems surprised when we get to this part. Aontakam and I are in our own worlds. We startle and smile to try to cover up what we just said.
"That's how we felt when we visited Fuji." I summarized and changed the topic. "Let's talk about work. It's almost noon; I don't want to skip lunch. The ATX meeting..."
And we all get back to work.
After the meeting, it's time for everyone to split up. As I said, we don't have fixed working hours. We show up on time to meet and discuss what's necessary. Aontakam and I have been quiet since the meeting. We walk to the parking lot, both thinking to ourselves.
"Where shall we go?" Aontakam asks this. I have to say what is very toxic to me.
"We talked about visiting Toy. Would that take long?"
"I promise that it won't."
"Good."
Aontakam drives us to the hospital where Toy is being treated. Actually, we don't have to come. But since we talked about it last night, we did. Toy is in a special room. He looks as if he's been bitten by a pit bull. His cheeks are all bruised. I heard that his jaw is broken, so he probably can't talk much.
"Good... It's better that he doesn't talk."
The sweet-faced woman walks to stand by our ex's bedside. She looks into the eye of the person lying in bed, who's severely injured. She's cold and lifeless. Her eyes are hard.
"K... Karn."
"Don't talk." Aontakam waves her hand and shakes her head to stop him from talking. "Just listen."
"…"
"You deserve this."
"…"
"Stop babbling lies about you bedding everyone. We know it's not true, not between us or you and Chris, like you bragged to her brother."
Toy shakes his head, trying to make excuses. I walk over to the other side of the bed and smile at him from the corner of my mouth.
"Good for you." I say that to him with the same tone of voice as Aontakarn. "You got beaten because of your big mouth. A person like me using my mouth on you? How dare you say that to my brother, especially since it's a lie?"
The person lying there, badly injured, is still trying to make excuses. Aontakarn ends the conversation by saying what shocks him and makes him go quiet.
"Listen. We both would never use our "mouths" with you. That would never happen because we... prefer to use our "mouths" with each other."
"…"
"We, Chris and I, are lovers. Let's set the record straight."
The sweet-faced woman ends things there. She drags me out of the room by the hand. I look at Aontakarn, stunned. I'm so stunned that I let out a smile. But Aontakarn is not smiling. Amazingly, there's nothing from her.
"Let's go."
"Are you okay, Karn?"
"No."
"What's the matter?"
"I'm very hot."
With that short response, I immediately understood what she meant. We walk in wide strides to the parking lot without saying more because we both know what we want.
"It's only afternoon. The sun is still on top of our heads." Aontakarn says this as she's about to start the car's engine. "We can't be hot at this time."
"Thailand is a hot country. It's not surprising that we're hot."
"Are we too obsessed, Chris?"
"Shall we go play football to distract ourselves?"
I shake my legs as Aontakam drums her fingers on the steering wheel, trying to control her emotions.
"We're not teenagers. Isn't this too much?" Aontakarn tries her best to keep her emotions in check.
She turns to look me in the eye with her light brown eyes.
"It's probably the honeymoon period. We're very obsessed with each other."
"What if it's like this forever?"
"Isn't that a good thing?"
"It is great."
"Damned. We both think the same thing."
Aontakarn really starts the engine and let's me know where were going as she makes her decision.
"Then... let's go to my house ASAP."
"How ASAP is that?"
"I'll probably use the engine to its maximum capacity."
"Let's go slowly. That's too dangerous."
"I'll try."
We focus on the street and Bangkok's traffic, which frustrates us more. The weather is hot, and the traffic is jammed. Our emotions rise so high that our spirits are already at the sweet-faced woman's house.
We were in the car for twenty minutes. As soon as we park the car and close the gate, we run into the house and jump at each other. The petite woman clings to me like a baby monkey.
"Here. Let's not go any farther."
Aontakarn says this as if she's ordering me. She pulls her t-shirt off over her head as I quickly carry her to the sofa. The emotions we've been trying to hold in since the meeting mom when we talked about Fuji are so strong that we can rip each other's clothes into pieces.
"Karn... MY Aontakarn."
"You can do everything you wish, ah..."
I sacrifice by being the one who gives her pleasure first because it seems like the petite one can no longer take it. We both work on taking off Aontakam's jeans. I don't even hesitate when I go down to have a taste of her as I slip my fingers in to get her to moan as my reward.
"Good... Very good... Chris. My emotions are rising so fast."
Because Aontakarn's body is very ready, everything happens shockingly quickly. But once the petite woman reaches her goal, she doesn't forget to give me pleasure as well. She pulls me up to sit on top of her and commands me to take off my pants.
"Take it off. Now."
Though she's normally very gentle, I've noticed many times since we were in Japan that she's very authoritative, hot-tempered, and likes to give commands when it comes to this.
No... I have to show my leadership as well.
I take off my pants, but I do not do exactly what Aontakarn asked of me. When the petite woman tries to push me down on the sofa, I resist.
"No... Chris wants to do it like this."
"Do what?"
After I say that, I separate Aontakarn's legs and press the middle part of me into hers. The petite one looks at me, confused.
"How does this help?"
"Let's try it first."
I apply pressure. I grind. I rub my middle part, which looks like a flower, into hers. Aontakarn's eyes become wide open. She seems shocked, as if she didn't know we could do this. The surprised look quickly changes to one of arousedness. The petite woman starts to moan in her throat. She covers her face and eyes with her hands.
"Chris... this is so good. Ah..."
"Yes. It's very good... So good... Ah..."
Our bodies grind as our emotions slowly rise to the climax in the way that I like, which is to do it from the outside because I don't want anything to go inside of me. Aontakarn comes right after me. Our bodies lie on top of each other. Our legs intertwine like sciccors. The room is filled with a sensual aura from our sexual encounter. The sweet-faced woman wraps her arms around my neck as if she's trying to console me. She kisses me on my temple.
"We were apart for only a day, and you came up with new ways to do it."
"Is that good?"
"Good... It's as if I get to take this journey with you."
"There are many more things we can learn. I looked at some clips and saved many for us to try last night."
"Savage, but I love it."
We then fall asleep, and I'm confident that when we wake up, we will get to try new things, as we just said...