(NC-17)
It was a lovely cold fall day, as Tonks sat in Ashlee's living room, her legs out in front of her on the ottoman.
"Baby sounds super super healthy. Good strong heartbeat." Ashlee said, moving the little muggle doppler that she had around, listening to the baby.
Tonks had gone back to visit Ashlee for a check up that day and was able to hear the baby's heartbeat.
"Woah, that's his heartbeat?" Tonks asked.
"Yup. That's your kid." Ashlee laughed.
"In a few weeks I should be able to get ahold of a scanner like that healer at the hospital had and you'll get to see the little guy proper." Ashlee explained.
"Good, I'm glad. Anything to make sure he's alright." Tonks said.
" he is measuring at about 16 weeks so the due date that the healer gave you is probably still accurate." Ashlee said.
" I was going to ask you about that, on the day you'll like be there, right?" Tonks asked sounding nervous.
"I was planning on it, unless you don't want the help?" Ashlee mused.
"Oh no, we do." Tonks quickly told her.
Ashlee chuckled.
"Perfect, then I'll be there."
"Also, I have some news." Ashlee told her.
"I told you so far everything looks 100% normal with the baby as far as I can tell. But, I heard back from a few contacts of mine who are specialists in lycanthropy. They want to meet you and Remus."
"Their names are Slater and Wilson, they said they think they can shed some light on some things. He wants to get together next month when he's back in London. But, he said in the meantime he wanted to send you guys letters about a few things, ask some preliminary information, that sort of thing." She explained.
"That's fine, we really appreciate the help, I'll tell Remus." Tonks explained.
"I'll let them both know, then." Ashlee said, smiling.
Tonks nodded, before pulling her shirt back down.
Later on, when she got home Remus was there. He had clearly just gotten back from work and was settling in and had just opened his book.
"Wotcher." She greeted him kindly.
"How'd it go?" He asked.
"It went well and the baby's heartbeat and Ashley said everything looks and sounds good"
Remus sighed in relief.
"Good I'm glad.. My book says that the baby is about the size of a small pork chop this week, and has fully formed arms and legs. And, his ears will start to work soon." Remus was finding it easier day by day to really sit with the idea that he ears going to be a dad very soon.
"Our little pork chop." Tonks chuckled.
"Yeah, it's an interesting comparison." Remus nodded.
"Ashlee says the due date and everything is still probably going to stay the same. he's measuring at exactly 16 weeks today." She explained.
Remus nodded. "It's the beginning of April right?"
Tonks nodded.
"She also said she heard back from two of her contacts who are specialists in Lycanthropy. I agreed we'd meet with them next month once they are in town. They might send us some mail in the meantime." Tonks explained.
Remus once again felt relieved.
"That's good to hear. I'd appreciate a helping hand from an expert." Remus admitted
Tonks nodded agreeing.
Over the next few days Tonks found herself feeling great. She also found she was feeling fairly horny. She had read in one of her books that this could be normal but she was becoming desperate.
And the worst part was, Remus seemed completely uninterested in her.
One night by the fire place Tonks curled up to Remus and kissed him passionately.
He could tell immediately what she wanted, but he couldn't agree. Not with it being the day of the full moon, not after last time.
He truthfully, was fairly nervous to touch her belly again. He wasn't sure why he had done it a few times while she was asleep but doing it while she was different. It was harder for him.
"I- I don't think I can help you." Remus told her honestly.
"the full moon is tonight." He explained further.
he wasn't rejecting her.
"I would otherwise." He promised.
"do you feel sick?" She asked.
"not really no."
"So, your saying that you wouldn't enjoy it?" She asked. Rubbing her hand across the large bulge forming in his pants.
"I'm saying it would make me uncomfortable." Remus said, gasping.
"Hmm, it seems like you'd enjoy it quite a lot actually." She whispered to him.
She continued rubbing his growing bulge through his trousers.
"Oh, I'd like it." Remus gasped, not daring to look at his wife.
"Doesn't really seem like your uncomfortable then. But, this seems uncomfortable." She told him, Massaging the now massive bulge in his pants.
"Let me help you." She said, starting to undo his belt buckle. The wolf inside him growled in excitement.
But, He didn't stop her.
"I don't want the wolf to have you. " he told her quietly, not looking at her.,
She stopped. "That's what this is all about huh?" She asked delicately.
He nodded. Ashamed.
"I'm okay with it if the wolffish part of you enjoys being with me, Remus." She said, starting to rub him through his pants again.
Remus groaned a little. The wolf was dying to taste her.
"I'm not sure I want that." He told her.
"How about I just help you with this, she said, un zipping his pants,
He nodded.
"You need to relax." she told him, as she
slipped his pants down a little to free his cock.
He nodded again.
Remus watched her take him into her mouth, and gasped as she slipped him in and out of her mouth.
He watched her do this for several more minutes until he and the wolf inside him couldn't take it anymore.
He pulled away from her a little.
"Lay down on your back." He told her.
She looked up at him surprised.
"I'm going to give you what you want." He told her, darkly.
It made all the muscles in her bottom contract a little.
"Lay down" he said, again.
She laid back on the bed, doing what he said. If he was going to give her what she wanted, she'd do whatever he said. She trembled a little in excitement.
Remus slipped up her dress to her hips. Pulling her knickers down to her ankles quickly. Tonks could feel the fabric slipping off her ankles on to the floor.
She gasped, excitedly.
She could feel herself getting wet.
Remus could smell her arousal thick in the air as he spread her legs apart. He bent down kissing in between her thighs.
Tonks closed her eyes, throwing her head back, enjoying the sensations.
She whimpered a little as he trailed kisses closer to his goal.
She audibly gasped when his mouth reached her most sensitive areas.
"That feels awesome." She said, and breathed ragged fast breaths as he slowly and softly licked between her legs.
"OohhhAhh." She moaned in ecstasy, as Remus slipped two of his fingers inside of her.
Remus was surprised. She was wetter than normal. It was such a turn on.
He slowly slipped them in and out of her body while he licked her. And he could feel her slowly growing tighter around his fingers.
Tonks marveled at how strong Remus' hands were. He kept up the same slow pace as he fingered her.
"AAHHHhh." Tonks moaned as he twisted his fingers. He kept flicking her over and over with his rough wet tongue.
She dug her nails into his scalp, as her legs began shaking. She could feel an immense pleasure building up between her legs.
She gasped and shuddered in ecstasy as she reached her climax.
"Ohhh, Remus." She gasped.
He stood up, caressing her legs.
"Flip around for me?" He asked her.
She obliged, happily.
He rubbed her ass softly as she got on her hands and knees for him.
Remus marveled that the bed was the perfect height to do this.
He had just wanted her to face away from him because he didn't want to hit or bump her stomach. He had anxiety about that since the last time they'd had sex and he had accidentally touched her.
But, he suddenly realized he enjoyed looking at her like this.
Her sweet bum was pressed up against his bare erection.
He slipped it over her wet and swollen vagina.
He slipped it across her several times, causing her to cry out. He did it again, over and over.
She squirmed as he continued to slip his erection over her sensitive areas.
Eventually, once she was worked up He slowly started to pump into her, letting himself push in, then slowly slipping in, little by little.
She gasped as he filled her body. He felt deeper than normal in this position, and she whimpered, knowing she was about to get much more than she had bargained for.
He was swollen from the full moon too, adding to her pleasure even more.
"You okay?" He asked rubbing her back softy, as she whimpered.
"Yes." She gasped breathlessly.
He picked up the pace, slipping into her hard and fast.
Remus watched as he pumped into her over and over and over. Again and again.
He could feel her muscles rippling around his shaft. It was heady.
He moaned, feeling her body responding to him.
The noises she was making were so hot, he didn't think he'd be able to hold on much longer.
"Ohhhhhhhhhh." She gasped, in amazement.
"Oh, Remus. That feels amazing." She said, beguiled, in pleasure.
Remus was basking in her light and pleasure.
He watched as Tonks arched her back, causing him to touch the most amazing spots inside of her. It felt completely enchanting. Her legs were trembling and she could feel herself beginning to tighten and quicken around his massive erection.
Tonks continued to get louder and louder as his rhythm continued.
Remus tried to distract himself, but watching was too hot. He closed his eyes, trying to remain in control of his pending orgasm.
He could still hear her screaming though, and could feel fluid leaking out of her, drenching both them and the bed.
"Ahh- p- please don't stop?!" She begged him loudly.
He slipped into her hard a few more times, and they climaxed hard, together.
After, they laid together quietly talking like they always did.
"I didn't know I'd be able to convince you?" Tonks mused.
"Well, I break all my rules for you now apparently." Remus chuckled.
"Are you glad you did?" She flirted.
"Yes." He admitted, snuggling her.
After a little while, Tonks got up to take a shower and Remus went to go get Tonks her favorite crackers from the kitchen.
She showered for a little longer than she typically would have. the hot water felt good on her expanding body.
The soap ran down her swirling as if bubbled down the drain.
She touched her expanding abdomen. Her belly had started to grow rounder and fuller in the past week or two specifically.
It certainly wouldn't be possible to hide the pregnancy from anyone soon. She felt a pang of guilt that she hadn't told her parents yet or Remus' father.
She brushed the thought away. Her father and mother were going through enough with the muggle born registration. It could wait a few more weeks. She wasn't sure how they would respond to the news either.
As for Lyall, she supposed it was up to Remus when they told him.
She ran her hand over her belly once again and when she did she thought for a brief second she felt a slight movement inside of her. It was odd, but it was over in a second.
She wondered if perhaps that was her feeling the baby.
Tonks stood for a bit longer under the steaming hot water. Concentrating to see if the sensation would happen again. But it didn't.
Eventually she gave up shaking it off, and turned off the water.
After, she dried off and used the loo before going to the sick to wash her hands.
She felt a little weird though while she washed her hands though. Really weird. Not in a good way either.
She was suddenly hyper aware of the cold tile floor underneath her feet, and overly sensitive to the heat radiating throughout the steamy bathroom.
she gripped the counter.
She felt a bizarre sensation float over her, it made her instantly start to sweat, and she felt nauseous and an uncomfortable sort of high wash over her.
she wasn't sure if it was because she'd never experienced something like that before, or if the sense was purely instinctual but she felt like something was off. Really off.
She gripped the edge of the sink harder, her knuckles turning white, trying to steady herself.
"Remus." She croaked. it came out far quieter than she had intended. She needed his help.
"Remus" she said again far too quietly, after a few seconds.
She felt dizzy though, and her vision started to go grey. She knew she needed to sit down, and when she tried to sit, she slid down the vanity.
"Re-" she went to call Remus again but couldn't talk.
She heard the door opening as her vision went black.
"Dora, did you call me?" she heard Remus ask her as he opened the door. But that was the last thing she heard.
When Remus looked up as he entered the bathroom he saw his wife slumping over on the floor in front of the sink.
"Dora!" He yelled. Terrified he ran over to her, kneeling next to her.
"Dora!" He grabbed her wrist and sighed when she had a pulse.
With shaking hands he squeezed her arms. "Dora." He pleaded.
"please." He said shakily.