As the couple entered the house the nervous energy surrounding them was almost stifling. They were both giggling and bumping into each other. The need to be touching was indeed constant. This was new for them both. While yes they had been intimate in the past neither had felt this free about it. This relaxed and comfortable. It had always been Adam trying to assure her she was safe and talking them through it. And Kim just trying to stay in the moment and not let fear consume her. But today they felt the weight that had been lifted off them. Kim felt the shackles around her gone for the first time in 13 years. She was free to fully enjoy life again and free to fully accept love from Adam.
They made their way to their room still giggling full of nervous excitement for what was to come. They entered the room before Kim stopped and looked at Adam with more nerves that he had seen in a while. "I have never done this before so I'm nervous but I know it will be good because it's us. Just know I'm unsure because I've never done this nor because I don't want to." Kim explained as Adam nodded and walked closer. "I understand. Part of this is giving in to desires that have never been met. Part of this about control. So you can order me what to do but I would love to see you let loose first before you start telling me what to do. You want to take back your life fully then do it. Do all the things you never got to do but wish you could have. I trust you and know I'm safe in here with you." Adam kissed her softly as he watched the her becoming more determined.
"Okay I can do this. Of course I can, it's you. I love you and always have. And I know you love me. Just know I have no real plan just going on instinct here." Kim stated as she reached up to removed Adams shirt. Being it was summer it was only a T-shirt so it was easy to remove. She then slowly removed his jeans leaving him in his boxers for now. Kim pushed him slowly towards the bed once his knees hit the bed she pushed harder so he fell onto the bed bouncing slightly. Kim smirked as she headed to their closet. Adam watched her go wondering what she would return with. To say he was shocked was the understatement of the year. Cuffs in one hand a tie in the other.
"You told me once the point of being cuffed and blindfolded was the suspense of not knowing what was coming. But also to force the person to take all the pleasure given. Well that's slightly difficult here since my bed doesn't allow for it but I can cuff you like a perp." Kim winked as she started to cuff Adams arms behind him. "I know it's not the most comfortable but I promise it won't be all night. Just for a short time." Kim watched Adam nod as he got comfortable on the bed. "Now you watch and take it all in, for now." Kim winked as she slowly started to undress. Making sure it was painfully slow and exaggerated. Shaking her booty as she went. But before she fully stripped she covered his eyes under great protest.
Adam felt her move off the bed once he was blind folded. He also heard the door open, he was alone. He heard her go down the stairs and across the floors. He wasn't worried that she was leaving he was more curious and excited. He knew Kim was out if her element but he knew she could shine if she could just get out of her own head. He waited somewhat patiently for her to return. The excitement flowing in his veins was out of control. He could hear her walking closer again and then the door closing he knew she was back. He felt the bed dip but groaned when he felt her straddle his body. He loved her body weight on his but her panties were pressed against him and she was wet with excitement.
Adam felt something cold being rubbed over his chest and his abs. He wasn't sure what it was but he was down for it. Next he head a bottle open, sounded like a spice bottle. He was confused and his face showed it. "I put some on my finger you can taste what I'm about to lick off you." Kim offered her finger to Adam. As he sucked it the lightbulb went off. Butter and cinnamon, not something he would have used but two things she loved so it made complete sense. Adam moaned as he sucked her finger clean. Kim removed her finger before starting her work. "Just lay back and enjoy!" Kim giggled as she slowly started to lick over his right pec. Making sure to clean the entire pec before moving to his nipple. It was already erect from the cold butter and warm air making it perfect for flocking with her tongue. Adam groaned feeling her tongue on his body its felt surreal and amazing.
Kim opened her mouth fully to take the nipple in to suck softly, her fingers trailing up and down his sides. Goosebumps forming on his skins as she went. Before moving to the left she bit down on the erect bud before kissing it sweetly. Adam hissed at the pain she created but calmed as she kissed it away. She repeated the love and attention on his left side before moving to his abs. God she loved his abs. She paid special attention making sure to licked each of the ridges and creases before licking the flats plains. Adam was moaning loudly pulling at his cuffs trying to break free. He needed to touch her, badly. "I can stop and will if you don't stop pulling on the cuffs." Kim stated with a very indifferent voice. "No don't stop. I really just want to touch you." Adam whined knowing he had never been taking care of like this before. Sure he had done it to others but it was never returned. At least not to this extent, never with cuffs and never blindfolded.
Kim resumed her mission of licking his body clean loving the control she had over him. She understood now why people liked this. It was a total high. "You will get your chance just not right now." Kim laughed as she continued down his body. She got to his v line that she loved so much. She slowly ran her fingers over his v line watching his hips buck up as her actions. Kim nipped the lines loving how Adam was moaning in pleasure. Kim slid his boxers down further causing Adam to gasp. "Kim darling only if you are sure." Adam says shocked but thrilled. "Adam you told me to take control. And I'm doing that." Kim finished removing his boxers tossing them across the room. Kim was nervous but knew she could do this. She lifted herself up and held his penis as she slid down on his taking him fully.
Kim threw her head back in pleasure, Adam groaned out at the contact. Kim leaned forward and slightly rolled Adam to unlocked his cuffs on the one side. Adam pulled his arms around front allowing Kim to finish unlocking his cuffs. He immediately reached up to grab her hips helping to steady her. Kim moved her hands to his pecs bracing herself. Before Kim started to move Adam removed his blindfold. "God darling! I love you so much!" Adam moaned out as Kim started to move her hips, rocking back and forth. "God I love you too!" Kim moaned loudly. They both needed more as Kim started to bounce up and down on him slowly. Adam held her hips guiding her, helping her to bring them both to their climax.
As the movements got stronger, more powerful Kim started to bite her lower lip. Adam noticed and loved it normal but was afraid she would cause bleeding from biting so hard. "Darling. Don't bite down. Let it out. I want to hear you." Adam was already moaning and got louder as Kim let out the groan she was holding in. "Adam baby I'm so close please help me." Kim moaned out needing her release. "I got you darling. We do it together." Adam groaned as he started to thrust up helping her to get there faster. A few more thrusts and the couple climaxed together screaming each other's names as they ride out their highs. Kim literally collapsed on Adams chest, her breathing heavy, her heart racing, her vision cloudy but in pure bliss.
Adam held her tight against his chest and covered them with a blanket. Both starting to shiver from the cold air against their hot, sweat covered skin. "Just so you know, that was a first and it was incredible!" Adam whispered before kissing the side of her head. "I wasn't sure I could do that but I'm glad I trusted myself and you. And that was a first for me too, as you know." Kim whispered back as she kissed his chest. "With your nasty sweet tooth I'm surprised I wasn't covered in chocolate." Adam whispered before laughing as Kim smacked his chest. "Well maybe another time. Right now though I need to rehydrate." Kim giggled as she sat up and removed herself from Adams body. "Don't leave yet." Adam whined. "We are not done baby. I need a drink and then I will control you some more." Kim winked as she left the room in just her underwear.
Adam moaned watching her leave the room. He jumped up throwing on his boxers again before leaving the room. A drink really did sound like a good idea. And a snack, he was hungry again. "Baby I'm hungry. What you got to eat?" Adam wrapped his arms around her waist. Leaning in to kiss her neck and shoulders from behind. Loving the goosebumps that were forming. "Well how about some fruit? Maybe a banana? It's good to ward against muscle cramps. Cause that would be a bummer tonight." Kim winked as she offered him the fruit. He took it and ate it while watching her drink some water. Both still touching each other, always needing to feel each other's skin. "Are you ready to be bossed around?" Kim asked watching Adam nod excitedly. "Well let's go then." Kim held out her hand and led them back upstairs.
"You wanted to touch me?" Kim asked as he nodded. "Well then I want you to show me how much you love me. However you want. Just show me, make me feel the love and I promise the last round will be something crazy unexpected. Something only you could be trusted with." Kim explained what she needed and wanted. Adam nodded and took her to their bed, he knew everything she meant including the ending which worried him but she was doing very well with control so he decided to go with it for now. If things turned hairy then he would put a stop to it but for now he trusted that she was in fact in control of her emotions. Knowing that Kim wanted to feel his love he knew that meant slow, sweet love making not sex and he was fine with that. He loved showing Kim his much he loved her and enjoyed seeing the pleasure come over her face and body as he worked her throughly.
"Are you giving up control? Or is this an order?" Adam asked as he laid her on the bed and helped her to be comfortable. "Definitely an order, if you want the grand finale." Kim winked knowing it would get him going. "Your wish is my command." Adam bowed down in front of her causing her to laugh. The laughter died when Adam slowly started to remove her panties. They weren't sexy but he loved how she looked in them all the same. After they were removed he ran his fingers up her legs, ghosting over her core before moving towards her bra. He gently unclipped it before removing and tossing it to the ground. Adam got up to remove his boxers looking at Kim's body before him wondering how he got this lucky in life.
Adam settled back on the bed between her knees leaning in to kiss her softly, sweetly allowing his tongue to slide in her mouth. Their tongue swirling together, fighting for dominance. The kiss left Kim moaning, grabbing onto his arm for dear life. When Adam was in need of air he broke the kiss and started to kiss down her jaw to her neck. He found her pulse point and spent extra time sucking that spot. It was his thing with her. He loved feeling her heartbeat under his lips, it turned him on knowing he was causing her heart to race. Once he moved on he kissed down her collarbone and towards her breast. God he loved her breasts. They were slightly larger than the average women as she breast fed her daughter and never lost the fullness. He loved touching them, caressing them, causing pleasure for both of them.
He started by softly blowing warm air on the bud causing it to erect. He bit down gentle tugging on it before licking over it. Finally opening his mouth to take the nipple inside to suck softly. He decided if he was going to mark her it would be here so it was covered to the outside world and only they would know. The soft sucking turned slightly harder as he left his mark and moved on. Kim gasped knowing he left her branded and used her hand to grab at his hair making him look up. "Did you really just brand me?" Kim asked passed off. "Darling no one will see it. Only you and I will know it's there. I promise not to leave one where anyone can see." Adam knew she would be pissed off but had hope since it was there on her nipple it would have been more pleasure than not. "I don't like being branded like I'm someone's property. Just don't do it again." Kim huffed as she released his hair.
Adam kissed his apology into her other breast giving it all the love and attention with out the mark. He could feel Kim getting wetter by the second. And he was rock hard. He positioned himself at her entrance before slowly sliding inside her. Normally he would have closed his eyes letting the feeling wash over him but he wanted to watch her face as the immense pleasure started to take over. He waited for her to relax around him before he started to slowly thrust in and out of her. Kissing every inch of her upper body that he could reach and he thrusted. He wanted this to last as long as possible but he also knew that wasn't an option. He also wanted this to be special. Neither big into dirty talk but Kim wanted to feel the love so he tried a different tactic.
"God darling I love you so much. You are my whole world, aside our kids. I will never know what I did to deserve you but I will spend my whole life trying to prove that I do deserve it. I want to give you the world and everything good in it. Cause you are the love of my life and I want to spend everyday making love to you just like this." Adam whispered as he thrusted, eyes still open watching Kim smiling but crying tears of joy. "I love you too baby! I promise you, me, our kids, our future kids are my entire world and we will love you forever. We are endgame that I know for sure. It's always been you and will always be you." Kim whispered back pulling him in for a kiss that was sweet at first but turned heated quickly. The speed of Adams thrusted picked up as they continued to kiss. Both knowing the release was coming fast.
Kim clenched her core around Adams erection causing him to hiss at the added tightness. But it helped get him closer and he returned the favor by pinching her clit. Both moaning loudly needing that last push, Adam bit Kim's breast before sucking it sending her into her blinding orgasm. Adam held off a bit longer stroking her through her climax till it was almost finished before he himself climaxed inside her triggering another orgasm. If she didn't feel the love she was crazy that was for sure but he knew she did as she whispered I love you as she was still shuddering, still clenched around him, still blinded by pure bliss. Adam fell on top of Kim, his body spent from that round.
As they started to calm Adam on slightly moved to bring her into his side as he laid on his back trying to catch a breath. Kim hadn't really said much still breathless but he knew what she was feeling by the kisses she planted on his side. "I love you Kim. I hope you know that, felt that." Adam whispered looking over at her. "No matter what we do I always feel the love! But that was amazing and just what I needed. I love how you make me feel. It's blissful." Kim closed her eyes and rested her head on his chest listening to his heart beat. Adam ran his fingers up and down her body as he listened to Kim's breathing even out. He was thankful for how this day had turned out. He had never expected it to go this well especially after how the day started.
Adam let her rest as he checked his messaging. He knew everyone was worried about her so he wanted to reassure them that she was doing well. He also made sure to send them the photo from the park as visual proof that Kim was doing well. He was careful not to move too much wanting her to sleep knowing she hadn't slept well the night before. They laid together for lord knows how long before she started to wake. "Hey sleepyhead. Did you have a nice nap?" Adam whispered rubbing her back softly. Kim nodded as she shifted throwing her leg over Adams hips.
"Do you want to sleep more?" Adam whispered not sure where her mind was at. "No I'm good. Just wanted more skin on skin contact." Kim whispered back as she moved fully on to his body. "You can always do that. You know I love you on me. It feels amazing and calming so feel free to do this more often." Adam winked before grabbing her booty. "Really? Grabbing my butt? You are a mess! But I love you! You are my mess!" Kim laughed pushing her up so her core was on his lower abdomen. "I love you too! And I'm only your mess forever!" Adam laughed reaching over to grab her hips keeping her steady. "If you could remove one thing off your list today. What would it be?" Kim asked rocking her hips slightly. "Well there are two we could easily remove from the list today but if I can only have one. Well then I want some control to move you into the proper position. And I would need full trust. Do I have it?" Adam asked hoping she was still feeling the high of the day. "Absolutely!" Kim nodded right away making sure he knew she trusted him and that she was ready for almost anything.
Adam nodded let her know he understood and was moving forward. "Okay you know the drill. Relax and enjoy. But you will need to hold on to the head board for support." Adam explained as he moved her body closer to him. Kim grabbed the headboard as suggested and rested her knees on either side of his head. "Are you sure this is safe? I don't want to smother you!" Kim asked concerned. "Well it would be one hell of a way to go!" Adam laughed but looked up at Kim. "Yes it's safe. Engage you abs and hold on that's all." Adam assured her before starting to lick her core while holding on to her hips to keep her steady.
Adam moved to her clit flicking it with his tongue smirking as Kim moaned loudly. Next he sucked softly on her clit loving how she bucked her hips as he sucked. He next moved further down to insert his tongue. Kim groaned squirming at the sensation of his tongue inside her. Adam continued to thrust his tongue in and out at a pretty fast pace bring her to the edge quickly. He knew her release would come soon as he adjusted his hands to the front of her thighs pressing his thumbs on her clitoral hood massaging gentle while never stopping his tongue. Kim was screaming his name, her hips bucking being so close to her release. Adam was getting slightly concerned about being smothered at this point with how Kim was moving around so he massaged harder to give her that extra push to bring on her orgasm. Kim's body jerking as the climax ripped through her body causing her to hold on tighter.
As she came down from her high Adam made one final swipe of his tongue before helping her down onto his chest. He sat her there on his chest, her head fell forward to rest on his head. Her breathing was heavy but she was smiling wide. Adam kissed her face as she still calming. "Are you doing okay?" Adam asked between kisses. "Yes but that was insane! You are insane!" Kim laughed as she crashed her lips on his. When they broke the kiss Adam smile with his lip sided grin that Kim loved so much. "Insane with you, insane for you!" Adam stated as he rolled them over so they were laying side by side again.
"I know it's getting late. How about we order dinner and then the final round before shower time?" Kim asked what a Adam thought. "If that's what you want. I feel like I know where you are going with that comment and I need you to know that we never have to go there. I know that is your main trigger and I never want you think you have to do that." Adam held her close staring straight into her eyes. "I know but I want this horrible memory to be replaced. It's the final step to freedom from that past. And I could only imagine doing that with you. You have given me so much already but I need you to help me with this so I can finally be fully free." Kim pleaded with her eyes. "Okay. We can try but if I feel like it's going to hurt you I'm not going to finish. That's the only deal I can make." Adam knew that was possible.
The couple got dressed and headed downstairs to order some dinner. They headed outside to sit on the deck while waiting for their food to arrive. They held hands while enjoying the sun setting, the air was getting cooler but neither budged to go inside. "The next house we live in needs a big tree, one for us to rest under. Teach our kids to love it as much as we do. What do you think?" Adam asked noticing Kim's shocked face. "Do we need a new house? Even when you two move in, is my house really that bad?" Kim was very confused where he was coming from. "No darling! I love your house but it's yours. And when we have more kids we won't have a bedroom for them. I'm just thinking maybe we could buy something together when we are ready to move in together or when we are ready to expand our family. But it's no rush, just thinking into the future." Adam explained as he assured Kim.
"Well it's something to think about. I'm not sure we are ready to all live together. It would be a big chance for all of us especially for the kids. I think we need more time before we make that move and when we do I think it's best to have you guys move here for awhile before we buy something together so make the change easier for the kids." Kim explained her side being the kids being the most important factor. "I actually agree with you. That's a solid plan that puts the kids first. And that is most important in my mind too." Adam agreed with her 100%. "Sounds like we are on the same page and I'm thankful for that. Merging two households is stressful enough when we don't agree so I'm happy we got this together. And when we are closer we can bring the kids to view the houses to make sure they like them too." Kim assured him. Adam nodded. They heard the door so Adam got up to get dinner. He brought the food outside to the table so they could enjoy the night as they ate.
After they finished dinner Kim cleaned up the leftovers and cleaned up the trash. Adam turned on some soft music bringing Kim into his arms to slowly dance in the living room. He wanted to settle both of their bellies before heading back to their bedroom to finish the night. Adam was actually scared about Kim's plan for the night. He was afraid it would trigger a panic attack, nightmares or an attack on him. But he had to trust her, trust that she knew what she was doing. After a few songs they headed back to their bedroom. Nervous energy radiating off them both. "Okay so if you need or want me to stop just say so. I will stop right away. If I feel tearing inside you I will stop, you have had enough stitches because of that. Just know I will protect you and care for you in this." Adam stated as he helped her undress. Once she was bare she helped him undress.
They both got onto the bed, Adam helping Kim to get into the best position. "Kim if you arms get tired go down on to your forearms. And I need access to your goodie drawer. Is that okay?" Adam was t sure if she would allow him in there. It is extremely private so he wanted to ask first. "Yeah it's fine. Get what you need." Kim agreed right away kind of knowing what he was looking for. She wasn't wet so those juices couldn't be used to help. Adam reached over into the drawer pulling a the tub of lubricant. He opened the tub and used some on his erection as well as around her opening. "Are you absolutely sure about this?" Adam asked as he held her butt cheeks apart. "Yes Adam. I'm sure." Kim stated nodding her head.
"Okay darling. I promise to go slow." Adam pressed one hand on her abdomen and the other hand holding her butt. Adam slowly started to enter her anally. He stopped when he heard her gasp. "I'm good. Just adjusting, just different and new." Kim stated. Adam slowly started to enter her. Once he was in as far as she could go he stayed still for a few moments. He slowly started to thrust in and out of her, he listened to Kim gasp with every thrust. As Adam felt Kim getting more comfortable he moved him hand off her hips and down to her breast to massage it gently. Loving the sound of Kim moaning as the thrusts picked up speed. The hand resting on her abdomen moved towards her clit, just resting his fingers on it applying pressure. "Adam I'm getting close. Please!" Kim begged.
Adam moved one hand back to hold her hips tighter and used the other pinch her clit. Kim orgasmed right away moaning loudly. Adam slipped out of her and re-entered her vaginally. Kim groaned loudly again. Adam thrusted hard inside her, pounding into her till he exploded inside her. Adams orgasm triggered another one for Kim. Kim groaned so loudly Adam could feel the vibration in his body. When Adam finally stilled Kim was down on her forearms and her head resting on a pillow gasping for air. As for Adam he held her hips and pulled out before leaning down to rest his head on her back. He helped to lay down after they caught their breaths. They immediately curled into each other, hold the other tightly.
"You did it! I'm so damn proud of you! You did amazing darling! You never cease to amaze me." Adam kissed her hard pouring every ounce of love into the kiss. "I can't believe I did that! But you helped me like always. And I love you so much for trusting me to do this." Kim whispered in between kisses. "I love you too darling!" Adam whispered back. They eventually got up and showered before changing the sheets and going to bed. It had been a long emotional day full of intimate activities. They were tired and their bodies weak. They needed rest. They only hoped that today and it's events would stop all future nightmares from the past event. Time would tell but love would keep them together, forever.