A Mafia Bond
Chapter Five: He's Trouble
Bella Cullen
"You can hate me all you want, but it's gone now. There's no getting it back." Edward said.
When he turned his back I began to straighten up. Edward opened the car door and I slipped my panties back on and my top.
"Hurry up I've got to get you home."
"Why?"
Edward turned back and glared at me "Because, I don't want dad suspecting anything."
I finished dressing and stepped out of the car and my legs disappeared from under me. Edward caught me before I hit the ground and picked me up bridal style and carried me to the passenger side.
"Are you okay?"
"My legs. I-I"
"Sore"
"Yes."
He helped me into the car and shut the door.
It wasn't until he was driving again that he finally spoke to me again.
"It'll hurt until it doesn't" He assured me.
I couldn't look at him as I said through gritted teeth "My VIRGINITY Edward."
He shrugged his shoulders "What about it?"
"You took it from me."
"I warned you that I would."
"You're my big brother!"
"So?"
I looked away from him and out the window.
"It'll be better next time."
"There won't be a next time."
Edward laughed "We'll see about that."
"You cheated on Jessica." I reminded him.
"And you got creamed by your own flesh and blood." He snapped.
"Edward, stop it"
"You liked it. You liked every single second of it."
"You're sick, twisted, I hate you."
"You wish you hated me, but you don't. I've ruined you for anyone else. No man will ever be able to fuck you like I did."
"STOP!"
"Face it Bella, you wanted it too. You wanted my cock inside you. You wanted me to touch you. You loved it."
"Edward, STOP IT!"
He laughed then "No"
"Stop the car"
"No"
"Stop the fucking car or I'll open the door and jump out."
He stopped the car then and I immediately went to grab the door handle.
"Bella, wait"
"What?"
"Just calm down."
"Calm down, CALM DOWN?"
"Yes, calm down. We're almost home."
"I can't go home looking like this."
"Like what?"
"All flushed."
Edward leaned over then and brushed my hair behind my ear.
"You look beautiful"
"Please"
"I mean it"
"Don't touch me"
"You really think you hate me now, but you don't. Not yet. I haven't finished with you."
I stared at him, my mouth agape.
"You really are sick"
"Maybe, maybe I am, but you don't seem to mind."
He smirked faded when he looked down then at me and I followed his gaze, my jaw dropping slightly at the sight of the blood smear on my trousers between my legs.
I looked back at Edward who met my gaze.
"I...I bled"
"Yes"
"It was your first time, Bella."
I gulped "But I thought..."
"No"
I suddenly felt stupid.
"How much do you bleed?"
He shrugged "Depends"
"On what?"
"Different for different girls."
"How much?"
"The more sex you have, the less you bleed."
"Great"
Edward sighed and began to slide off his jacket "Wrap it around your hips the sleeves will cover your front." he instructed me.
"Thanks"
"Better?"
"Yes."
"Good"
I watched Edward drive now, he was so calm so collected after what we had just done.
"You can't tell anyone, not anyone." I told him.
"No one would touch you anyway. I've made sure of that through the years."
"What? Edward, no"
"I kept guys away from you. I knew if you started dating, I'd lose you and I wasn't ready for that."
"No"
Edward sighed as the rain started then and he activated the windscreen wipers.
"It was better it was me. Any other guy wouldn't have been gentle and you would have ended up pregnant."
"That's not true"
"Yes, it is. I warned you that you wouldn't be able to walk right."
"Do you think this is funny?"
"It's sex, Bella. Call it as it is or don't talk about it at all."
"I wasn't supposed to lose my virginity to my own brother Edward!"
Edward stopped the car then and turned to me.
"Bella, I don't give a fuck what you say. I know you enjoyed it. You were screaming my name."
"I hate you."
"No, you don't."
"How could you do this?"
"It's done now, there's no going back. What's done is done."
I placed my hand across my stomach feeling a sharp cramp.
"It hurts."
"...I know."
Edward started the car again but we never spoke, when we pulled up in front of our apartment I got out of the car before he could say anything to me. When I slammed the door shut behind me he took off again.