Letter by Letter, a glee fanfic

Kurt,

I hope this letter finds you well. I'm writing to you because I trust you and value your opinion. I've been grappling with something, and you're the best person to help me navigate it.

You know me, Kurt. I was a badass at McKinley High, tossing students into dumpsters and throwing slushies in everyone's faces. I was the guy who deemed the Glee Club "gay" and "losers." But, as you know, things have changed. I joined the Glee Club, found my passion for singing, and became a father.

I've been experiencing new feelings that I never thought I would have. I've realized that I might be gay. It's a bit scary to admit, but I feel a sense of relief in acknowledging it. I've also developed a crush on a friend. It's confusing and exciting all at once.

I want to be a better man for him, Kurt. I want to be someone he can rely on—someone who respects and treats him right. I've made mistakes in the past, but I'm committed to learning and growing. I want to be someone my daughter, Beth, can be proud of.

I'm reaching out to you because I admire your courage and strength. You've always been true to yourself, and I need your help to do the same. I'm not asking you to solve my problems, but rather to guide me in understanding these new feelings.

Life has taken me a long way, Kurt. Beth's adoption, dating Lauren and Kitty, enlisting in the Air Force, and now realizing my sexuality. It's been a rollercoaster, but I'm ready to face this new chapter of my life.

I look forward to hearing from you, Kurt. Your advice and support mean the world to me.

Puck

Puck,

I'm proud of you for reaching out and being so open about your feelings. It takes a lot of courage to confront and express these emotions, especially when they're new and confusing.

Firstly, I want to assure you that there's nothing wrong with being gay or having a crush on a friend. It's completely normal and part of discovering who you are. It's important to remember that everyone's journey with their sexuality is unique and personal. There's no right or wrong way to go about it.

As for being a better man for your crush, it's admirable that you want to improve yourself. It's crucial to be a better person for yourself first. Personal growth, understanding, and acceptance are key.

I'm here for you, Puck. We can talk, share experiences, and navigate through this together. You're not alone in this journey.

Remember, it's okay to be scared and confused. It's fine not to have the answers. What matters is that you are trying to understand your feelings and are willing to grow from them.

You've come a long way from who you were in high school, and you'll continue to grow into a person that you can be proud of.

I am looking forward to our conversation.

Kurt

Kurt,

I hope this letter finds you in good spirits. I've been doing a lot of soul-searching lately. Thank you for telling me about your journey of self-discovery. You inspired me, and now I find myself on a similar path.

I remember you once sharing with me your experiences with Finn and Blaine. You had a crush on Finn, despite him being straight, and even tried to get closer to him by setting up your father with his mother. I can only imagine how hard it must have been when things didn't go as planned.

Then there was Blaine, whom you fell for quickly. Despite the ups and downs, the two of you managed to maintain your relationship. Even when things got tough, like when Blaine cheated or when you flirted with another guy, you both realized that you were still in love with each other.

As I said in my last letter, I've developed feelings for a friend, and it's both exciting and terrifying. I want to understand how you navigated through your feelings for Finn and Blaine. How did you handle your crush on Finn, knowing he was straight? And how did you maintain your relationship with Blaine, despite the obstacles?

I want to be a better person, not just for my crush, but for myself. I want to learn from your experiences and avoid making the same mistakes. Plus, with your guidance, I can navigate these new feelings and become better.

I am looking forward to hearing from you.

Puck

Puck,

I'm proud of you for reaching out and being so open about your feelings. It takes a lot of courage to confront and express these emotions, especially when they're new and confusing.

As for being a better man, it is admirable that you want to improve yourself. It's crucial to be a better person for yourself first. Personal growth, understanding, and acceptance are key.

I'm here for you, Puck. We can talk, share experiences, and navigate through this together. You're not alone in this journey.

Remember, it's okay to be scared and confused. We don't need to have all the answers. What matters is that you're trying to understand your feelings and are willing to grow from them.

You have come a long way from who you were at McKinley High, and you'll continue to grow into a person you, your crush, and most importantly, you can be proud of.

I'm curious to know more about your crush. Can you tell me more about him? What do you like about him? What makes him special to you? Understanding these feelings can be a big step towards accepting them.

I am looking forward to our conversation.

Kurt

Dear Kurt,

I appreciate your support and understanding. It means a lot to me. As for my crush, well, they are someone special. They have a unique blend of strength and kindness that I find incredibly attractive. They're not afraid to stand up for what they believe, yet they do so with grace and respect for others.

They have a passion for music, just like us. When they sing, it's like the whole world stops to listen. Their voice possesses the power to resonate with people's hearts, making them feel understood and comprehended. It's a beautiful thing to witness.

They're also incredibly stylish. They have this knack for fashion that I've always admired. They're not afraid to be different or to stand out from the crowd. They wear their uniqueness as a badge of honor, and that's cool.

But what I admire most about them is their courage. They've faced challenges, yet they've always handled them with bravery and resilience. They've taught me it's okay to be vulnerable and true to yourself, even when it's scary.

I want to be a better man for them, Kurt. I want to be someone they can rely on—someone who respects and treats them right. I've made mistakes in the past, but I'm committed to learning and growing. I want to be someone my daughter, Beth, can be proud of.

Thank you for being there for me, Kurt. Your advice and support mean the world to me.

Love,

Noah

Dear Noah,

I'm glad to hear you're making progress in understanding your feelings. It's a journey, it's okay to take it one step at a time.

Your crush sounds like a wonderful person. They've made a significant impact on you. Their strength, kindness, passion for music, unique style, and courage are all admirable qualities. It's understandable why you're drawn to them.

As for your question about Finn and Blaine, it was hard. With Finn, I had to accept that he didn't feel the same way about me. It was a hard pill to swallow, but a necessary step in moving forward. With Blaine, our relationship had its ups and downs, but we always found our way back to each other. We learned from our mistakes and grew stronger because of them.

I also want to address something else. I left Blaine, not because I fell out of love with him, but because I realized I had feelings for someone else. It's a confusing and difficult situation, much like the one you're in now. But it's important to follow your heart and be true to yourself.

I've noticed a change in your letters, Noah. You seem more self-analyzing and open-minded. It's a significant shift from the Puck I knew at McKinley High. I'm proud of the person you're becoming.

Lastly, I want to mention Tracy, my daughter. She's been asking about you a lot lately. She thinks you'll be her stepfather and wants to live with you in Washington, DC. She sees the change in you too.

Remember, Noah, it's okay to be scared. It's fine to be confused. What's important is that you're honest with yourself and others. Keep exploring your feelings, and don't rush yourself. You're on the right path.

Take care,

Kurt

Dear Kurt,

I appreciate your kind words and guidance. I'm glad I have your support in navigating through my feelings.

I remember the night we admitted our feelings for each other. It was a moment of vulnerability and honesty that I'll never forget. It was also the night I lost my virginity to you. It was an experience that brought us closer and made me realize how deeply I care for you.

I regret that my feelings for you came between you and Blaine. It was never my intention to cause any harm. I respect the relationship you had with him and the love you shared. I hope to be a better partner for you than he was.

I see a future with you, Kurt. I want to grow old with you, share your joys and sorrows, and build a life together. I want to be there for Tracy and be a father she can look up to. I want to be a part of your life in Washington, D.C..

I'm committed to becoming a better person for you, Tracy, and myself. I want to learn from my past mistakes and grow from them. I want to be someone you can be proud of.

Thank you for being there for me, Kurt. Your advice and support mean the world to me.

With love,

Noah

Chapter 2 will be up soon. Letters From Home was too short. I had Copilot help me write the letters and my directions sucked. I used Quillbot to edit and the grammar checker on FF.