Kaori and Tetsuo was on the temples balcony, where they can see all of Tokyo it was a very pretty view, lights shining from through the city from the sun. They were leaning against the marble, Tetsuo's back laying against Kaori's chest and looking over the edge of the balcony at the city. Kaori was brushing her fingers through his hair rubbing it and messaging his head, humming. Tetsuo really enjoyed having her company.

It felt like it was just the two of them and no one to disturb them. As if they were the only two in this corrupted city, and that was just fine for Tetsuo and he knew Kaori wouldn't care either if no one was around and it was only them.

Although that has soon become a different story, because of Kaori's current predicament and state. Tetsuo didn't know how to go about addressing it or even knew if he really wanted to address it, he honestly was really ready to have that conversation. There's still a lot going on and he has some fucked up issues internally mentally, spiritually, and psychologically.

"T-Tetsuo." Kaori's voice took him from his train of thoughts. He only lifted his head towards her, letting her know he was listening.

"U-U-Um… T-T-There's s-something important… I-I have to tell you." Kaori was clearly very nervous and didn't know what to say, she wish she didn't have to. She doesn't want to burden him any further than he needs, for what would be for him bad news.

Tetsuo could sense and feel his girlfriends distress, and he knows it's hard for her. He was thinking as he was waiting to her what she would say.

"I-I…I-"

"Can I tell you something first Kaori?" Tetsuo cut her off, she looked down at him. Freezing in her speech.

"S-Sure." Kaori went back to messaging his head.

"My mother died giving birth to me… Which only left me with my so called father. His ass was a mess when my mother passed away, and being left with me didn't really help his predicament… raising me was becoming too much for him to try and do alone. He would drank, gamble. Leave me in the house alone for days on end and when he did come back. He would just take his frustration out on me, and say that I was the reason my mother died."

This was the first time that Kaori heard Tetsuo confide to her something like this. She cradled his head, resting her chin on top of his long snowy white locs

"Then one day around when I was 5 years old. He suddenly wanted to take me to the park, so I can play with other kids. He smiled at me… Mind you the bastard never smiled at me once, he smiled at me and told me to have fun and he'll be back… Soon it became night time, all the kids already left to there parents… my dumbass thinking he just forgot and went back to the apartment. When I found my way back, I noticed there were eviction notices everywhere. Back then I didn't know what it mean. I tried to open the door but couldn't get in. Knocked and banged against it… No one answered." Tetsuo closed his eyes trying to relax.

"He abandoned you?" Kaori asked in a sorrowful tone.

"Yep dipped out on my ass… I was crying so loud I ended up waking up one of my neighbors from the other room, and older male came out and asked me what was wrong. I told him, and he took it upon himself to find someone to take care of me. Which lead me to the orphanage and the first time I met Kaneda… I never told Kaneda about the previous events leading up to there… I don't like people pitying me, your the only one I told this too. So don't go around saying shit okay?" Tetsuo trying to intimidate her, she only smiled at her.

She nodded, "I-I would never t-tell anyone… I'm glad I'm s-special enough f-for you t-to confide in me something so important… I have something to tell you as well." Kaori looked out at the city.

"I use to wish that my parents… A-Abandoned me… It was better than g-getting beat constantly by both… I-I had to raise myself, b-because I was invisible to them except when they felt the need to hit something, I-I w-wasn't no more… They wouldn't really feed me anything or even take care o-of me… S-So I had to learn stuff on my own to get by… Eventually things got worse. I was beaten to the point I-I c-couldn't s-see… I could barely walk… I w-was bloody on t-the l-living room floor. So when night came, I-I use the energy I had left to run away… Not caring to grab anything… I-I ran t-to one of my friends, told them what h-happened and began staying with them… I-I guess we both have f-fucked up childhoods."

Tetsuo laughed at that, he never heard Kaori curse. She chuckled a bit, Kaori and Tetsuo was very alike in many ways. As well as the same horrible upbringing. They didn't really have no one to help raise them or teach them anything, they either learned and raised themselves or had their friends.

Kaori was worried with a child growing in her stomach, she didn't know how to be a mother or have anyone teach her. Neither did Tetsuo, and he knew he was not in the right mind to try and raise a child or anything and he was still somewhat young. Tetsuo wasn't going to vocalize to her that he knew, not knowing if she could tell or not that he did. But he didn't need her going into fit of stress and depression over it. Because with what's happening and going on, he didn't know what to do and neither did Kaori.

Children are unpredictable, as well as life. They live in a world and city, that feeds off evil and spreads it. Having someone come into a world like this is so unfathomable. A child can easily be swayed depending on the environment around them. The finances, care, safety, health, and so many things they'll have to take in account. They didn't want to be like their parents if they did have a child together.

Kaori loves children, they're like the brightest thing that can purge any darkness in the world. When they are raised well and loved. She doesn't want to kill the baby in her stomach, but could she really raise it. And what if Tetsuo didn't want to help her raise them, so many things ran through her and Tetsuo's mind.

"T-Tetsuo?"

"Hmm?"

"J-Just H-H-Hypothetically s-speaking…"

"Mhmm…"

"H-How w-would y-you… R-React if y-you w-were t-to have a c-child… I'M JUST CURIOUS!?" Kaori spoke defensively.

It was silent for awhile, Kaori began to become nervous… Very nervous, she can see the motors running through Tetsuo's head. She sometimes didn't know what to expect from Tetsuo, when he would think for so long quiet.

"I… I honestly don't know… I'm still a damn kid myself… I don't believe I'm father material… I'll suck ass at it to, and the child might resent me."

"I don't think you'll be a bad father."

Tetsuo leaned off of her, to turn around to look at her. He was not expecting her to say that.

"N-N-Not saying t-that I… Uh…"

"Can't you just say it already! I already know damn…" Tetsuo looked away uncomfortable. They both didn't saying anything, it always seems to go quiet for them when they're nervous or worried. Although the sound that began to break through the silence is a sniffling sound. Tetsuo quickly shooting his head up.

"I-I'm sorry… I-I was j-just scared to tell you… I w-w-wasn't s-sure how you would handle it… I d-d-didn't want this situation t-to become more of a b-burden… S-So much is g-going… A-A-All of this s-started and h-happen because K-Kaneda saw me… All I do is bring trouble f-for you… N-Now I'm pregnant… I-I-I'm scared…" Kaori pouring her eyes out, hiding her face. She was crying so hard, she didn't even feel Tetsuo pull her into a hug. Trying to control her breathing as she was crying in his chest. He pulled her away, not to far and kissed her gently. She slowly put her arms around him, pulling her into his lap. Tetsuo broke the kiss, but lips still brushing against each other.

"One stressful thing at a time alright baby."

Kaori heart was doing backflips, Tetsuo using pet names every once in awhile. Will always make her heart melt, "O-Okay… So if we don't know whether w-we'll keep it or not… C-Can we h-hypothetically g-give it a n-name?" She looked up at him with glossy eyes, it looked as if she was pouting.

Tetsuo blushed slightly turning his gaze away from her slightly, "I-I don't care, I don't want you getting attached to it. If we decide to… You know… Do something else other than keep. NOT SAYING, I already decided… It's just, a lot t-to process."

His words made Kaori smile, and she sat herself up straight. "O-Okay, s-so hypothetically if you had a child. What would you want to name them?"

"Well Hypothetically, what is the child's gender?" Tetsuo retorted.

Tetsuo saw Kaori thinking about it, he can already tell this was a bad idea.

"What about Tetsuo Jr."

"THE FUCK! I would prefer anything else but my own damn name. Why the hell you would chose that I don't know, besides… I don't even like my name."

"W-Well I like your name."

"It's still a hard hypothetical no."

Kaori started thinking very hard at this point. She didn't know why if she wasn't sure Tetsuo wants to keep the child. Maybe deep down she thinks it'll be really nice to have a an actual family for once. That she can show love and get in return, even though the pregnancy wasn't something they wanted to happen. They're already here, and she wonder if she did keep it, what would that look like for them. If they make it out of this situation.

Kaori had so many questions and never no answer. Raising another life is hard, as well as challenging but… It also doesn't feel bad either.

"W-What about Haruki… Haruki Shima." Kaori said flustered, Tetsuo blushing at his last name being spoken.

"Isn't that a boys name only?"

"I-I think it c-can be neutral, depending on h-how it's said… D-Do you like the name?"

"I-Its better than using my first name… S-So I guess."

Kaori smiled, but the smile was a bit different. It was the most brightest smile, making Tetsuo's stomach act funny. They both leaned against the balcony looking back out at Tokyo, it looked even more beautiful when it was night. Along with the cool breeze. The silence this time was one that was comforting, enjoying each others company. And thinking on everything that was just talked about and revelation of Kaori being pregnant with Tetsuo's child.

"Hypothetically speaking… If we did keep the child… Would we even be able to support them? How will we even provide for them?" Tetsuo asked irritated.

They literally live in a small home and don't have any money nor do they work. The child would struggle along with the parents, that's not something anyone would want for any child.

"Well hypothetically if we keep the child, we can always figure out a way… Y-You know b-back in high school… I-I wanted to be a k-kindergarten teacher, I t-thought it'll be nice to be with children… There happiness and joy is so contagious, y-you can't help but feel it too."

"So what happened?"

"I didn't have the m-money to continue. So I had to drop out."

"Would you go back if you were given a chance too."

"Without a second thought." Tetsuo can see how her eyes sparkles sharing a dream she wanted, but could never reach. Schooling cost money, and if you don't have constant funding coming in. Taking classes was a little to impossible.

"If we did keep the child… I'll give it a-all t-the love in the world… L-Love that I was n-never able to know… U-Until I met you, a-as long as t-the child know they're loved a-and see there parents trying w-while still trying to do w-what's best for them… F-For me… I believe that alone is enough." Kaori turned her attention to Tetsuo, who was just smiling at her and chuckled a little.

Tetsuo sighed scratching the back of his head, "Sometimes you make it hard to say no to you… If you want to keep the child, then… That's fine… Like I said one stress at a time… Whenever it gets rough, we can figure it out together.

Kaori's heart felt so light, she wanted to cry. She leaped in Tetsuo's lap, went into a kiss. They could've feel if Tetsuo didn't have a good grip. He returned the kiss happily smiling in it, wrapping his arms around her waist. As long as Kaori was happy he was happy, that mind set being vice versa for Kaori if he was happy she was happy. Nothing else matter to them, but each other only.

In the midst of destruction and chaos, there's always something in it that makes living through the hellish world worth while. It gives you the slightest hope that everything you went through is to help bring you to where you are now. You're where you need to be, and hopefully it never changes.

"You know… We haven't had any alone time sense Valentines… So if you're in the mood." Tetsuo smiled holding her close, there knows slightly touching.

"Y-You w-want to do it out here." Kaori was still flustered and red from everything else, having outdoor sex was another thing.

"Don't worry, it's just us up here. And you said she would make sure no one bothers us, until I feel better right? Well I would say this is something that help me fully recover." He gave a breathy laugh as he began kissing her neck.

"W-What if they hear us…?" Kaori trying to refrain from making any noise. Tetsuo was sucking on her revealed neck, one hand holding and keeping her close against him. The other making its way inside her shorts, and giving her ass a hard squeeze. Rewarding himself with a cute sound escaping her mouth.

"Then I suggest you be quiet hmm."

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SMUT ALERT

Kaori was stuffing her face into Tetsuo's coat. Her cries and moans residing in her boyfriend's coat. Her naked ass sitting up, giving Tetsuo a great view of it. As well as her dripping pussy, Tetsuo had inserted two fingers in her pussy. Spreading her inside to stretch her out, it's been a minute since they had sex, so she's slightly tight.

He leaned down behind her hiding his face in the crook of her neck. He pressed more fingers deeper in her insides, her pussy swallowing it in. He bit her neck, leaving bit marks here and there. She was making inaudible sounds in the jacket.

"I-I'm sorry, I can't hear you babe." His breath tickling her ears, he began thrusting aggressively in and out of her. The heat and sensation, was having Kaori becoming weak. Eyes rolling in the back of her head, mouth free of the coat. Her moans becoming audible, she was trying to not be as loud. For everyone to hear downstairs, she was close to her orgasm. The last few thrusts in her, was her breaking point.

She squirted all over Tetsuo's fingers and the floor, Tetsuo inhaled her moans with a kiss. Shoving his tongue her throat, he pulled away. Repositioning them, she was laying on her back. He positioned his rod against her entrance, spreading her legs apart smirking.

"If I knew you would get excited from the thought of someone seeing us. I would've been did this." He smack her ass with a lot of force, Kaori reacting strongly to every smack. And without notice he entered inside her, Kaori breath hitched in her throat. He leaned forward, pounding inside her deep scrambling her organs. He kept her legs apart.

his arms now on each side of her, her legs reaching to her head. So he can go deeper, Kaori couldn't stay quiet any longer. As she was feeling so much pleasure from it.

"T-T-Tetsuo… T-They'll… H-AHH-Here u-us.." Kaori through moans.

"Then your ass…Needs t-to be quiet." Tetsuo put his hands around her throat, with a firm squeeze and grip. His thrusts becoming faster and stronger, Kaori drooling. She enjoyed how much dominance Tetsuo had over her, and how much he could feel her up with his cock.

Every thrust he did hit her sweet spot, tears coming from her eyes. She couldn't turn her gaze away from Tetsuo, she could see the hunger in his eyes. As a predator that finally caught its prey.

"T-Tetsuo." She tried choking out.

"F-Fuck, y-you love driving me c-crazy don't you."

They both felt rise in their stomach, of them both getting close to a nice release. Kaori her second time. Tetsuo came close to her ear.

"You're Mine! *Thrust* You belong to me! *Thrust* No one can have you! *Thrust*"

Kaori hearing Tetsuo being possessive is something she loves the most and hearing it in a low tone. Was getting her excited, making her walls squeeze tighter around him. She hugged his head closer to her.

"I-I w-will always… B-Be yours." She spoke breathlessly. Her words getting him excited. He was close… Very close.

He let go of her throat, he pulled her in his lap her legs against her chest in the air spread out. He wrapped his arms around her waist tight against him, their foreheads touching. He began thrusting up inside her again, she was afraid of making any sound again. She took Tetsuo's lips in her, she moaned inside his mouth.

Kaori couldn't last any longer, she finally releasing her juices on his cock as he was still pounding her. Crying in pleasure, looking at him with hazy eyes. He smirked at her, he shut his eyes tight.

Finally spilling inside her filling her up, he grunted and made a few more sloppy thrusts before finally pulling out. Letting her go and fall limp on the on top of his coat. She was trying to control her shaky breathing, she was a flustered mess. He ran his fingers threw his white locs.

"I think I feel better now." Tetsuo let out a breathy laugh. He saw she was trying to get up, but her legs were like noodles on top of her naked body freezing. Tetsuo grabbed his coat off the ground, wrapping it around her and carrying her to relax in his arms as he leaned against one of the pillars again.

It only took four seconds for Kaori to be out like a light. The sexual activity and two orgasim, made her exhausted. He was rubbing her back and playing with her hair, he smiled down at her. He kissed the top of her head.

"I love you." He spoke in her hair, he would never have the courage to say that to her openly. That shit was to embarrassing and mushy… Maybe one day he would, but right now no. She's all Tetsuo needs to deal with all the bullshit, he wouldn't have it any other way.