anonymous asked:
Sonamy prompt: Sonic finds out some personal stuff about Amy on accident (either overhears a conversation or accidentally reads her diary). He finds out that besides Amy's love of adventure and genuine love the biggest reason she's so attached to Sonic is because he's the first real friend she ever made. He didn't just save her life he saved her from loneliness and she fears going back to that solitude of having no one around.
cutegirlmayra answered:
Prompt:
Sonic put the letters down… a bit too far into his mind in processing how he saw the past… versus how Amy did.
He smiled and gently flopped the old letters down back on Amy's assorted table where many items were being organized and taken out again.
She had gone to her back shed near her garden to get more stuff out, having garbage bags all around… but Sonic was told that anything on this table was allowed to be trashed.
He couldn't… He just took one of the letters, folded it neatly into a tiny square, and tucked it into his glove.
He ended up taking another one… and another… later, after helping her with her 'spring cleaning' regiment, he took off to the hills behind some grove of trees.
The sunlight shone down like the revelation of feelings he had when reading the assorted letters… and one by one… took them out… looking at the top of the pages to see which was ordered first.
He had only skimmed at times… but he couldn't just throw them away without properly reading them first.
He was too curious for his own nature… but Amy was just gonna toss them anyway…
How bad could it be?
That he ended up… keeping them… for a long,… long time.
The Letters:
… So, naturally, I went to the strange floating planet, after the cards predicted a "Destined Meeting" how could I refuse?!
I didn't realize… how scary it was gonna be…
But for some reason, the handsome hero made me feel not scared at all! ^(^/u/^)^ I really liked how kind he was to me… Though, he didn't say much, I was nervous to even meet the famous Sonic The Hedgehog! Defender of little lives, they would say, with a big spiky head!
His head was normal size… at least, to me, he was perfect! Hehe~
I had never really thought about how much trouble I was putting him through, not until afterward. I trained really, really hard after that! I wanted to prove to my beloved hero that I could join his rough-and-tough gang of good-doers by entering the same tournament as him! But… I think I still had a lot of work to do. But, that didn't slow me down!
I knew we were destined for each other… but not even really knowing how to make a friend,… how was I supposed to get a husband!?
It boggled my mind for a little while… was I too clingy? To… needy? Not pretty enough Too headstrong? I don't think Sonic would be worried about that… he's not like other guys, he's a hero! Brave and true, right!? And a beautiful shade of blue~ Was I the one that had the vibe off?
It's been a bit since the tournament, and Sonic and I had our first real conversation! I knew it! That magazine that mentioned "The quickest way to a man's heart is his stomach" actually worked! Go figure, everyone told me those articles were hocus pocus, but I showed them!
Sonic ate a blueberry and peanut butter sandwich… because, well, I didn't know where to find strawberries… but he was very polite about it.
I was embarrassed a bit because I talked so much. I just wanted Sonic to know everything about me, that's how people start to like you, right? Through "Understanding one's emotions" so I just kinda rambled on about myself as though I even had a life before running into him… I don't know how he took that.
But I won't forget his smile, he was pretty into eating before looking up at me while chewing and staring into my eyes… Eeek! So handsome! 3 3 3 ^(n/u/n)^ He reminded me of a prince or knight from fairy tales… did I get him to want to be my boyfriend?
"Start small, work your way up." The magazines never mentioned what to do if the boy was always gone… but I couldn't just go back to my dull, boring life where I was on my own one minute, then scooped up by ill-fate the next! So… I just started to live life again… I didn't want to… but I hadn't seen him in so long.
I had this incredible adventure with Sonic again! I saved a Birdie and his family! I finally made Sonic respect me! Now he'll have to let me join his team!
Tails said today, "We're friends!" and I had to smile and wait till I was alone to cry about it. Sonic's never said that… not yet… but hearing his best friend, someone Sonic really trusts, say I could was his friend? It hit more than it should have… Knuckles might take some more time.
Psyche! Knuckles totally just handed me a chao and looked away all sweet about it! I'm in! He trusts me!
Now… if only I can get Sonic to admit tell me he cares…
Another gnarly adventure! Sonic must be so exhausted! But when I went to find him, he was just chillaxing as though another day had gone by! It was eventful, you should be resting, but like this!? Like nothing even happened?!
He said he was sad about Shadow… I didn't quite get it but I realized… I was sad, too. He didn't seem like a bad person… he was just trying to help his friend's dream come true… at least, the best way he could interpret it, and help it come true… I thought about my dreams, the world's dreams,…
I feel so stupid. I asked Sonic about his dreams, and he looked at me like I had said something that made his brain empty on the subject… Sonic, you big dork cool goofball! He does have dreams, right!? Does he really go through life just enjoying whatever he runs into?
Yes. I found out yesterday. Yes, he does.
I don't know why that frustrates me, or why I admire that so much… my heart keeps falling in love, but my mind keeps saying… he's never called you his friend before.
He was the first person I spent so much time trying to get close to… I know he isn't trying to be mean about it… he's very important, and the world needs him… but it hurts sometimes. Wondering all the time what we are… what I am to him.
Today, Sonic pulled me aside after showing up randomly to my home. He said he had to go for a long time, and now to worry… he wouldn't do that unless he considered me his girlfriend, right?
Sorry it's been so long! We were sucked into another world! Everyone was human, but not like Eggman, and the animals didn't talk or anything! Let me explain,-
Sonic moved the paper aside and continued to the next one, his heart a bit heavy, his eyes a bit drooped… Come on… where is it? The part where she realizes and writes what was so obvious to himself?
After Cosmo, Tails wasn't the same. We said goodbye to Chris and Sonic and I had a big dinner. It was nice~ Just the two of us.
Sonic narrowed his eyes, but this time, he skipped so much and started to rapidly skim the papers, flipping them over the other like a machine to find the paper where she knows who she is to him. None of the other letters to herself mentioned anything about her doubts anymore… did that mean… she accepted and figured out she was important to him?
Oh, I forgot to mention… when Sonic first got back, and gave me the flower, I felt like he really did care. I was the first person he came back to greet and let everyone know he was okay. That made me feel really special… that smile again… like maybe… he does enjoy my company.
Sonic frowned, gritting his teeth a bit as he hissed back his sorrows at making her wait so long to know how he felt.
She didn't even know..!? Was he that discreet? Or was she oblivious?
No… he couldn't blame her… maybe… girls just need a direct statement?
He wasn't exactly getting angry… but he was disappointed in himself.
He flipped the last page, worried when he only saw a few paragraphs…
Sonic was gone for so long… the Forces were really suffering without their shining blue hero to lead them on… I… wasn't doing so well either.
We won! Haha! As we were rebuilding, we each all stated how much we missed him… I put my hand to my heart, wanting to tell him specifically how I was feeling… but that would have been embarrassing. He knows. I'm sure he does.
It didn't mean I wasn't going to follow him around after that! Hehe, same old and forever,… I love him no matter what.
Sonic's body seemed to loosen from their tight, hunched fixation over the letters…
I almost never got to say it, you know? I finally did, I told him, "I love being with you, Sonic!" and tried to give him a smile that meant, 'you are my world, my very first love, and my dearest friend.' but I don't think it got across to him…
Until! The very next day, Sonic took me out on a run! No explanation, he just said he felt like it. I think Tails told him how much I was suffering without him, but I don't care, it was so much fun!
Sonic even said, "I love moments like this." when we were watching the sunset after a long, hard days work on some ruins left behind from Eggman's empire takeover. Sonic… said he loves moments with me… I knew then… that even if he never said it, we were all important to him. And… I hope he one day knows… how he's everything to me.
Sonic threw down the last paper, dashing off to head back to Amy's house… as the wind gently carried the papers… off into the sky.