Here's the last bit as I promised!
As you can see it is very VERY short. But I wanted to give a last bit of hope :)
Enjoy!
~TH~
Captain's Personal Log 2263.93
I refuse to allow this book to be marred with my last update. It's too beautiful to waste.
It's been a month since I last wrote and while I thought it would be my last, fate had different plans. My friends caught on to my little scheme and between my own survival instincts and my friends intervention, I was unsuccessful in my attempt. Something I am now thankful for.
I have been working with Bones and I'm doing… better. I can't say that I'm back to my normal self, but I can say that life once again has meaning. The Enterprise A is nearing her final stages. We won't leave until Bones has fully cleared me, but I think I'm close. He kept it out of my personal record and for that I am thankful. Sometimes I think I don't deserve his friendship. But I am thankful for it none the less.
Spock has been a surprising force of comfort. If anyone understands the wholesale loss of a crew it would be him. I'm not sure how logical all of our conversations have been but it has helped. It's helped a lot.
Uhura has been oddly clingy lately. I don't believe either of my friends have told my little secret, but she always seems to know things anyway. Perhaps she found out from her boyfriend. Oh right, Spock and Uhura are officially back on. I'm happy that they're happy. And I'm happy to call them both my friends.
I might return here from time to time. Might fill more of these beautiful, vintage pages with my private scribblings. But for now, I'm with my crew and happy.
We lost many, but I was not one of them. Fate once again saw to it that I survived. I have to believe there is a reason for it. My dying would be a disservice to their memory. So I'm going to live every day for them.
May the future be bright and our discoveries be many,
Jim
~TH~
And that brings this to a wrap! I'm glad to finally have it out there instead of rotting in my Google Docs.
Please let me know if you have any thoughts!
I have no promises or plans for what's coming next lol. I'm writing whichever way the muses lead.
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Much love and God bless,
Jamie