Monokuma Theater!
I know how you all feel. You feel like giving up, don't you? It's understandable. Life's way too complicated. You have dreams to make it big, but "making it big" is so reliant on the luck of the draw that you'll most likely just work costumer service for decades. And really, that's not your fault. All these fat cats will tell you that you can be anything and that all the possibilities are around you, but then shut you out with the lamest reasons. Did you try applying for an entry level job? Well, you need five years of experience for something that you have no experience with. Did you want the free time to properly develop your skills and make it big yourself? Enjoy rent, bills, taxes, and the need to buy electricity, water, food, health care, and whatever distractions it takes for you to stay happy. But that happiness is just a facade, right?
How do I know? Because dear viewer, I've suffered through such things as well. I know, you're beloved Monokuma is supposed to be invincible and always aching for a jolly good time...I still am, but I've almost wanted to give up too. Too many annoying people got in the way of my dreams and fun. You may have noticed much time has passed since the last killing game. I lost my drive, some contract disputes, creative differences, all that jazz. But it's never too late! I was able to find that spark again. I was able to find a drive to keep me going. I have the perfect reason to take all these snot-nosed brats and have them kill each other! And what is that reason?
It's a secret. Upupupup.
So, things have just been terrible for me this year. Everything has been distracting me, I keep getting trying to do side projects that aren't this or my original story outlines, it's just been a mess. I'm sorry, guys. I really don't want to just dump all my problems onto you guys because it's personal and you really don't need to be an out lit for my bitching. I really do want this chapter done this year and have chapter 4 started by December, but it seems like less and less of a possibility. I swear I'm getting back to it. I just need to find some way to regain my energy and passion and joy.