So I figured everyone deserves an explanation as to why updates seem to be slow with it taking six months to update this. Truth is when I started this story I had originally opened to be over with it in about a year. That turned out to be false. Instead I found myself in a strange feeling of disinterest and a creative mess.

Going to a few old friends in fanfiction and hearing them I realized something. I might be hitting that period where many fanfic writers just stop altogether due to their sheer age. Yes, age as I am 29 going to be 30 soon and I have been doing this for close to 15 years in some form or another. There is also the very… sad thing about this fanfic.

See I wanted to do a Touhou fanfic of some kind for years but could never get it off the ground. Until recently when I finally forced myself. Only to discover recently after watching the last video from an old YouTuber I enjoyed that I might be a remnant of an older era in touhou. A feeling that sort of broke me. It's very demoralizing to know that despite it being something you love that a lot of the people you used to share it with are just gone.

Regardless, what I am saying is that I don't know if I will even be able to finish this story or well any story again as to be honest I don't know if this is truly temporary or if I am just done with this part of my life. I at least owe it to you all unlike so many other writers to give you a heads up. If I don't update this, any other fanfic, or create a new one in a year then you can guess that I am now… well retired.