Chapter 13

Amara's POV

A Loud knocking noise wakes me up out of my sleep, thinking I imagined it I pull the covers back over my head but the knocking only gets louder.

I groan before putting on my robe to answer the door, I look through the window to see it's Billy before opening the door.

Billy stood with a devilish smile and hands in his pockets.

I rub my eyes still tired. "Do you know how early it is?" I ask.

Billy just stares at me in disbelief "It's three in the afternoon."

"Oh.. well I was up all night talking to my mom, you'd know that if you answered my call," I say annoyed he didn't answer my calls.

I've been doing a lot of thinking and me and Billy together didn't seem like the best choice for me or him. He tries to come in but I block his way.

"I'm sorry,"

He gives me a puppy dog look

"I don't think we're a good idea," I mumble out but by the look on his face I could see he heard me. He shoots up making me back away.

"Why?!" he fumes.

"We've been in this position before. I dated a boy realized my feelings for you dumped him for you and you ended up with her, I know that was a long time ago but it hurt," I rush out moving away from him but he stays on me. He backs me into a wall putting both hands by my head keeping me trapped.

"I never meant to hurt you," his eyes look honest I feel my body getting hot so I look away from him but he grabs my chin in a tough grip making me look up at him. "You crazy if you think I'll ever stop wanting you,"

My breath hitches as he brings his forehead to mine "I can't let you go again," I bring my hand up trying to push him back but he wouldn't budge he felt like he was made of stone. Since when has he gotten a buffer? He grabs my wrist making me wince since it is still bruised holding it up above us.

"Not again, "he mumbles low before his lips land on my neck a low moan leaves me when he sucks hard on my collarbone. His other hand grips my thigh lifting me against the wall and wrapping my leg around him. All signs and thoughts to push him away immediately vanish.

His lips finally find mine he sighs into the kiss pulling me tighter against him. I relaxed against him submitting myself to him as he carried the kiss so slowly and so meaningful. Somehow my thoughts flashed to my dream making me pull away from the kiss.

His lips try to follow mine but when I turn away he groans putting my leg down. I pull my wrist from him trying to soothe it. Why did my mind take me back there?

I look at him feeling guilty. " I should've said goodbye," He looks down at me surprised squeezing his hands into fists before shaking his head.

"I don't wanna talk about that,"

"We have to talk about it eventually,"

"No," He bites back moving away from me. Ignoring the warning signs in my head I talk about it anyway.

"You had started acting so different pushing me away after your mom left, we were so close we told each other everything. Sidney Prescott wasn't even your type and you just out of the blue asked her out,"

"What's your point?" he questions his face emotionless.

"I confessed my feelings for you," I whisper trying not to let my voice crack.

"After that day, our relationship was never the same... I mean we hung out but it was like you were in a different world." Billy clenches his fists then unclenches them and takes a deep breath.

"Let's talk about anything else?" He asks trying to change the subject he turns away from me.

"That's not fair," I snap "If you not gonna tell me why then get out," I point to the door.

"Angel" he starts but I cut him off, "I want the truth, or you gone,"

He hesitates looking at the door before looking back at me. "I. I loved you then as much as I love you now but I have my reasons for dating Sidney but I was never really attracted to her," I squinted my eyes at him before throwing my hands up.

"Wow that clears up everything," I scoff trying to walk away from him but he grabs my arm pulling me against him. I immediately feel hot and weak, I'm stronger than this... I can walk away. Just walk away and throw his ass out.

He tilts my chin up at him kissing my lips deeply. Unlike our kiss earlier this one was rough and deep His hand goes from my chin to my neck lightly squeezing it causing me to moan into the kiss my knees suddenly felt weak.

As if reading my mind he grips my thighs pulling me up against him, my legs wrap around his waist on instinct. Before I can think rough kisses caressed from my neck making me ache for more. he nipped the nape of my neck, his teeth grazing where they met my shoulder in a slow, deliberate pattern that he somehow knew drove me crazy.

I moaned as he continued, I expected him to be the type to get right to business but he took his time studying me. "Want more?" His words ghosted across my ear before laying a kiss on my earlobe. I'm pretty sure I'm bright red. I gasped as I felt him nibble my earlobe before tracing the shell of my ear with the tip of his tongue.

"You're driving me crazy."

"That's the idea." His laughter was shaky, letting me know he was just as affected as I was.

Somehow we end up in my room I pull on his shirt signaling for him to take it off he immediately obliges tossing it somewhere behind him. I told myself I'd be strong the next time I saw him and tell him how I felt and I did I just somehow ended up with him between my legs anyway.

"All mine," he whispers gripping my hair into his fist.

He gently places me down without breaking the kiss, I feel his hand on my back quickly disconnecting my bra. He takes it off tossing it behind him and stares down at me. "Beautiful." breathed. His mouth connects with my breasts eagerly.

My nipples were almost painfully puckered from the tender onslaught and my mind was hazy with pleasure. His tongue traced a path from the nipple he had been living, following the path of my scars. My back arched as my moans increased as he paid attention to every inch of them as if they were his roadmap.

"I've dreamed of this" He mumbled before placing a kiss between my breasts then came back to kiss me as his hand trailed over my stomach.

I couldn't answer, only moan in response as his rough hand quested lower.

His fingers slid into my underwear and I sighed as he sought my clit. "So wet already." My hands gripped his shoulders as my hips came up, desperate for his touch.

I lean up and kiss him he responds quickly fighting me for dominance, he wins but I don't mind. It makes him so much hotter. His finger dips inside me curling deep inside causing my spine to arch. A choked moan leaves my lips as he adds another one quickly.

"Angel if we don't stop I'm not going to be able to control myself." He mumbles huskily against my lips. My knees felt like jelly as he kissed down my neck.

"Don't stop," I mumble breathlessly.

"Yes doll" he kisses down my neck as he pulls my shorts off. He stared down at my naked body I felt like I wanted to cover myself but his eyes looked down at me so dark as if daring me to make a move, I decided not to.

He smirks before moving down my body gripping my thighs pulling me closer to his face. "I'm finally tasting you," before I can respond a moan slips my lips as his tongue glides across my center. He starts slowly kissing and sucking at my clit. Shocked by the contact I moved back and tried to hold my moans back. He notices and starts to move faster pulling me back to him. "Don't run baby,"

"You taste even better than I imagined...then I've dreamed" he groans out gripping my thighs harder, pulling me impossibly closer. Breathless moans leave my lips as I grip his hair. I feel a finger enter me bringing me closer to my orgasm.

"Almost there?" He asks mockingly as he adds another finger, he sucks my clit while pumping deeper inside me.

"I'm gonna cum," I moan out, I could feel him smirk before he stops pulling his fingers out. I look at him disappointed.

"Don't pout I wanna feel you cum around me," he teases licking his lips before sucking his fingers into his mouth.

I kiss him hungrily tasting myself on him and he kisses back with equal emotion. He detaches his mouth from mine and pins my arms above my head. He slowly pulls down his shorts revealing his big aching cock. He places it at my entrance and teases it. He puts only the tip in making me gasp then pulled it out rubbing it against my clit

"Don't tease me-," I'm cut off as he enters me halfway and then gives me a few seconds to adjust as I cry out in pleasure and pain.

I give him a nod taking a deep breath as he sinks completely inside me, a deep groan leaves his lips as I clench around him. It hurt but at the same time felt good. He moves, slowly going deeper after every moan in his ear. My nails rake down his back hard causing a moan from him.

"Fuck that feels good.. harder "He grips my throat gently squeezing as he continues to thrust into me. I clawed deeper into his back and he moaned it was so sexy I squeezed tighter around him wrapping my legs tighter around him. His hand leaves my throat slamming against the headboard I kiss him deeper pulling him against me. I squeeze around him harder as he hits an angle that makes me see stars. "Fuck don't squeeze me like that," he grunts out looking me in my eyes.

"Like this?" I tease squeezing him tighter, I feel myself get wetter as he moans biting his lip at the pleasure. "Fuck," He smirks lifting my leg over his shoulder slowing his thrusts but going deeper as he kisses from my thigh to my ankle, the new position has me panting, moaning mess.

My eyes flutter closed as I feel a knot in my stomach tighten, I place a hand on his chest. "I'm going to cum." I pant as Billy goes harder-hitting the perfect spot.

"Cum for me baby," he whispers as he grips my neck lightly squeezing.

"Billy!." I cry out as a huge amount of pleasure runs through my body. His thrusts become sloppy as he grips my body tightly as I orgasm.

He thrusts a few more times before he moans and grunts in pleasure. He buries his head in my shoulder kissing my ear, "I love you." he whispers making me look at him.

"I love you too," I replied kissing him deeply as he slowly pulled out of me. Now feeling sore I lay my head against his shoulder. He moves away telling me he'll be right back it kinda hurt my feelings until he did come back with a wet cloth he wipes me clean before his eyes widen in fear when he sees a little blood "Did I hurt you?" he asks worriedly.

"Just sore, no you didn't, you were amazing," I tell him looking into his eyes. "Probably should've told you I was a virgin though."

His eyes go wide in surprise before he pulls me into a deep kiss he pulls me into his arms rubbing my waist "You know you telling me that is just making my obsession worse,"

I roll my eyes before closing them. This day did not go at all the way I expected but I don't regret it I can't help the warning signs in my mind about Billy.. he's changed a lot more than I thought.