BPOV
I called him three times the next morning, but he didn't answer.
Was he mad at me?
I guess he had so many reasons to be mad at me!
But I needed to talk to him!
I couldn't let everything just end like this!
I still didn't understand what 'love' really meant, but I guess I understood that he did have some feelings for me, even if it didn't make any sense!
"You called?" He said rudely when he called back after about half an hour.
He looked mad!
"Ummm... I wanted to apologize for the way I reacted yesterday... I've realized I reacted very irrationally..." I said.
"Good for you." He said as he took a sip of coffee.
Good for you?
See? He's like this most of the time and then he expects me to believe him that he loves me!
Alright, I made a mess, but I didn't expect him to say 'I love you' out of nowhere!
C'mon... Be polite! I could do it for once!
"I'm sorry..." I said.
"Hmmm..." He said.
What did that even mean?
"I know you're mad at me, but the way you said that you love me, it was so sudden... I didn't expect you to say that..." I said, "But I agree I acted like an ass, and I'm sorry for that."
"Okay," he said as he took another sip.
Okay?
What did that mean?
I guess there was no point in being polite with him!
He might be in love with me, but that didn't erase the fact that he was an asshole!
"Look... I don't know how to do this!" I said, "I know I didn't handle it properly yesterday, but I was... shocked! I'm sorry for that, but it doesn't mean you're at no fault! How would I have known that you had feelings for me? You always acted like an ass!"
He kept drinking his fucking coffee without saying anything...
"And you're still acting like an ass!" I said, "I'm trying to talk here, but you're..."
"Damn! I thought it was such a nice start to my morning... You being polite, saying all this 'sorry', 'sorry'... Aah, too good! Anyway, it was good while it lasted!" He sighed.
"You..." I shook my head.
"I know, I know... I'm an asshole!" He winked.
