\\Shikamaru\\

It's half past eight on a Friday night and instead of getting ready to go to the pub, I'm getting 'casual' to go and see the woman I can't get out of my head. This night has to be worth all the others, where has Shikamaru Nara been, repeating sex, then what? Fall in love?

I put on some perfume and look in the mirror to make sure I'm okay. My hair is still damp from the shower, but it will dry. I nod at my reflection and walk quietly downstairs where Sasuke doesn't even notice me leaving.

- See you later! - I say and wave my hand.

- Bye! - he says automatically without taking his eyes off the tv.

Her house is very close, so I walk there. We don't want to cause suspicion, for opposite reasons of course, so I leave the motorbike in the garage. I follow the GPS to the address she texted earlier today. It looks like a nice house, at least from the outside.

Well, I'm not going to look foolish and stand here in the middle of the street, so I walk up the two steps to the entrance and ring the doorbell. A few seconds later, she appeared in the doorway. Beautiful as ever, without even trying, she lives in my head 24/7 and she doesn't even know it, every day it gets harder to resist. Tonight is going to be incredible, with a body like this she doesn't even need to do anything.

I step forward and greet her with two kisses on the cheek. She lets me in a little awkwardly. After all, this is a first time for both of us. On the sofa to the left, a black cat lies on a blanket and looks at me curiously. I hold out my hand for it to sniff and it immediately rubs against it. I've already conquered the cat, all that's left is her.

- That's Tsuki, Tenten's cat - she says calmly - He seems to like you! - she smiles without showing her teeth.

- I'm the cat charmer! - I say in an attempt to break the mood, something I think is going to be tricky.

- I can see that. Do you want anything? - she asks politely. The only answer that comes to mind is yes, you naked on this sofa. But I stop myself.

- No thanks- I say and look at the tv, noticing that it's on Netflix - Shall we watch something? - I suggest, hoping to put her at ease.

- That's fine. Pick something and I'll make us some popcorn. - I smile in thanks and watch her bum as she walks away towards the kitchen, trying not to take her on the sofa in the middle of the programme is going to be very difficult. The cat jumps off the sofa when I sit down next to him and I'm sad, he's cute and I like him. After going through the catalogue and not finding anything that screamed Temari, even though I hardly know her, she comes back with a bucket of popcorn and sits down next to me at a certain distance, putting the bucket down between us.

- So have you chosen anything yet? - she asks with her gaze on the telly and popcorn in her hand.

- 365 days, is that okay? - I say wryly with a silly grin on my face.

- Of course not, pick something decent! - she says and throws a cushion at me, making me laugh.

- There's the Temari I want to see. Let yourself be free, I won't bite, unless you want me to, of course! - I say and I get another cushion - Okay, okay, come on, tell me what you like.

- Anything but sappy romances. - she says and grimaces at the mention of the type of films.

- OK then. Can it be horror? - I ask hopefully, I love horror films and it'll be a great excuse to be close to her. Princess, let's live out our corny cliché, please.

- You can, but I'm not responsible if you go deaf or get hit in the face. - I laugh at her personality, which is becoming more apparent by the second.

- How about this one? I ask as the name 'Silence' glows in white letters on the screen.

- It looks scary. - she says with a worried look on her face.

- Don't worry, the big, strong Shikamaru is here. And we're not going to get much sleep, so don't worry- another pillow gets thrown in my face - It was totally worth it. - we both laugh, the first time I've made her laugh today, my heart is much warmer.

I clicked play and the film started. The minutes passed and the popcorn ran out. I don't have enough fingers to count how many times Temari hid in the blankets or jumped out of fright. But I'm not far behind either, this film is fucking scary.

- Ahhh! - we both shouted in fright once again.

- I should have chosen a happier film! - I say as I try to calm my heart.

- Look, the big bully is scared to death. - she laughs.

- Don't even start, you're worse. Come here and I'll protect you. - I say and hold out my arms. After a few seconds she cuddles up to me and it feels really good.

- Do you think you won't be scared now? - she asks amused.

- Of course I will, but now I have a good reason to suffer! - I say with a smile on my face.

We spent the rest of the half-hour cuddling and every time something bad was about to happen she hid her face in the crook of my neck. Her warm breath against my skin was making my hair stand up and parts of my body come alive. You can ask me a thousand and one questions about this last part of the film, and I won't know the answer to any of them. My thoughts are stuck on the woman hugging me and the things I want to do with her.

- What do you want to do now? - she asks innocently and pulls away a little to get a better look at me.

- Don't ask questions you know you won't like the answer to. I could tell you all the things I want to do with you, but I think it's better done- I say quietly and without hiding my intentions, I've been ready for action since the second I crossed that door - I've been a good boy and I've held back, but everything has its limits and you're making me crazy.

- But I haven't done anything! - she says with a confused look in a low tone, as if the empty house couldn't possibly know about our secret.

- All you have to do is stand close and my thoughts will always be the same. I've already told you that you drive me crazy! - I say and move closer, making the distance between us shorter.

- Then show me what you want to do. Because only the gods know that you have the same effect on me. - I didn't need any more encouragement.

I kissed her with need, after all I've had this urge for almost two weeks, my hand has never worked so hard in my life, not even in my teens.

Temari must be just as needy as I am, because she responds with the same urgency and soon puts her hands on the back of my neck while mine run down the side of her perfect body. I slip my hands inside her top and when I see that she doesn't protest, I pull it off. I smile when I see that she's wearing black lace lingerie and she's embarrassed.

- Don't look like that. With a body like yours, I'd dress like that too! - I try to reassure her and kiss her neck, then move down to her breasts. I was about to take off her bra when she stopped me.

- Not here. If Ten gets here early, she'll see us. My room is upstairs. - she says and I nod in affirmation.

I hold her ass and she hooks her legs around my waist. I climb the stairs without breaking the kiss and she points to the bedroom door when we reach the small hall on the top floor. We enter and I close the door with my foot. I lay her down on the bed and go back to lock the door. On the journey to the bed, I take off my T-shirt, which is only in the way, and get back on top of her, now finally taking off her bra and enjoying her perfect mounds of flesh, kissing and sucking them with desire and longing. When I felt her little sound of contentment, I got a smile on my face and continued down towards her intimate area, kissing as much skin as I could.

I remove her trousers and she lifts her hips to help me. Once again, I'm pleased to see that her private parts are covered in a fabric that matches her upper body. It's these details that make her even more perfect.

- Tell me what you want, princess! - I whisper in her ear as I climb back up.

- What do I want? - she asks confused.

- Yes! Now that we have all the time in the world, I'll fulfil your wishes.

- But I don't know what I want. In my experiences, I was always the submissive and only did what I was asked. - she says nervously. I lie down next to her before I speak.

- If you've never done what you like best in bed, you've never had decent sex. Then find out what you like. I'm all yours, beautiful. - I put my hands behind my head and watch her kneel beside me - Don't be afraid to say or ask anything. Go on and show me your naughty side.

- Okay, I'll try. - she says

- Don't try. Free yourself, you didn't need any encouragement at the party.

- At the party I was stupidly drunk. - she says and crosses her arms, making my eyes return to her breasts.

- Just do it, trust me you don't need much to turn me on. Do you think you can stay up all night? Fuck me till the daylight!

- Honey, you might need a seatbelt when I ride it! she says seductively as she sits on my thighs. Without thinking, I laughed at the statement and she hid her face between her hands.

- No, no, I liked it. I'm sorry it was funny. Please continue. - I apologised and encouraged her.

- I think I'll stop using sexy phrases and get down to business. - she says defeatedly.

- As you prefer. - I say and watch her take off my trousers - This is a sight I'll never tire of. - I confess and she smiles, gaining the courage to continue.

She continues until she's completely takes off my trousers, taking my socks with her and leaving me in just my boxers.

- There's something I've always wanted to do! - she says seductively as she slips her index fingers into my clothes.

- What? - I ask, mesmerised by her movements in anticipation.

- You're good at maths? - I just nod without taking my eyes off her hands dangerously close to my most sensitive area - How about 34+35? - she says and finally releases my member making me sigh.

- You've never done that? You don't know what you're missing. Come here, princess! - I say and she smiles as she gets up to remove her last item of clothing.

Soon she's on top of me and my hands and mouth delight in that perfection as she ventures into my lower parts. We were both moaning with pleasure, which encouraged us to continue. For someone who says she's inexperienced, she knows what she's doing, and her hands work perfectly in tandem with her mouth. I won't last much longer if she keeps this up.

- Wait a minute, you'll ruin all the fun. - I say and she pulls my member out of her hot mouth. Temari turns round and I rush back on top of her. We kiss quickly and fiercely, and I lower myself to her intimate area, returning to oral. If she's agreed to do it again, I'll make it up to her.

My tongue and fingers go back to work, now with a better angle to satisfy her. I could spend hours listening to her moan like this, but my focus right now is on bringing her to orgasm. Her hands go to my head, pulling my hair as her moans become louder and more uncontrolled. Soon I feel her walls contract around my fingers and she screams my name.

Fuck, that's the best sound I've ever heard. I kept licking until her breathing calmed down.

- That was incredible! - she says with a huge smile on her face - I can't believe I've waited twenty-one years to do this.

- I know, I'm a professional! - I say and we both laugh, my ego showing.

- I told you you'd need a seatbelt. Now I'll show you why! - she says with flames in her eyes and lays me down on the bed on top of me - Hang on, I'll get the condom and be right back. -she gets up and looks somewhere in her dresser. I haven't used them for so long.- she says and shakes her head.

- I've got one in my trousers, in my right pocket. - I say calmly.

- Aha, here they are! - she says smiling without even paying attention to what I've said and hurries to put it on me, discarding the shiny square somewhere in the room without caring. She positions herself on top of me and lowers herself so that our intimacies fit together.

Fuck, this feels as perfect as I remembered. She's riding me with wanting and not hiding her moans of pleasure, and I'm not holding back mine either, although they're much more discreet than the show she's putting on. I swear this is music to my ears.

One of my hands is on her waist to help her move and the other is on her clitoris to increase her pleasure. After a few minutes of this, she began to tire, and I turned us round so that I was on top. I positioned myself again and soon we were back in action. Temari kept moaning and scratched my back wrapping her legs around my waist, allowing me to go deeper.

My movements were frantic, and we were both lost in pleasure as we searched for orgasm. She kept moaning and begging for more, I won't last long, but neither will she. Shortly afterwards, she began to contract around my penis and I released myself along with her.

I fell on top of her and we lay there trying to catch our breath. When I felt recovered, I got off her and lay down next to her.

- I'm exhausted! - I say happily and spread my arms and legs in satisfaction.

- That sounds like a good thing. - she turns to look at me.

- If I'm exhausted with you, it's always good. - I say and she smiles, giving me a quick kiss on the lips.

- Do you want to take a shower? The bathroom is just round the corner. - she points to a door at the side of the room.

- At the moment I just want to sleep, but I think it's better. - I say and get up to the door, followed by her.

- Here's a towel. I'll wait outside and follow you. - Temari says and walks away, but I grab her arm, startling her.

- Let's take it together, princess. - I say with a smile and she nods in embarrassment.

I take the condom out, put it in the bin and then join her in the bath. When I've finished, I dry off and go back to the bedroom. Completely exhausted, I lie under the covers in my boxers. Without delay, she returns, puts on a loose T-shirt and lies down next to me. I pull her close to me and fall asleep.


The light coming from the window makes my eyes uncomfortable and I feel a strange sensation on my cheek, as if someone is kissing me. I smile when I remember that last night wasn't a dream and open my eyes. I was expecting to see a beautiful princess, but nothing prepared me for the fright I got.

- Aahhh! - the little green eyes stare at me in confusion as I sit up and wipe my face with my hand.

- What's wrong? - Temari wakes up, startled.

- This cat scared the hell out of me. - I say and pet the animal.

- Poor thing, he must have been sleeping in here. - she says and picks him up.

- So you've got VIP tickets for an incredible show. What time is it? - I ask and see her pick up her mobile phone from the dresser.

- Eight seventeen in the morning. Tenten must still be asleep. Get dressed and better get home, okay? - she says politely.

- Okay. And good morning! - I kiss her cheek and get up. I get dressed and go to the bathroom to tidy my hair.

She follows me downstairs and we see that I've left my mobile phone on the coffee table and her jumper and my jacket are still on the sofa.

- Let's hope Tenten hasn't noticed, she must have arrived too distracted from her date.

- Thanks for everything, I really enjoyed your company, and the rest too. When your ego isn't drowning out the real you, you're a lot of fun.

- Thank you! I had fun too, and the rest was good too. - I give her a wink and kiss her one last time on the lips - And say goodbye to the cat for me.

- He'll miss you too. - she says and smiles, closing the door.

The walk home is quiet and I feel completely refreshed after last night. I'm almost at the entrance when I see Kiba on the other side of the entrance.

- You didn't see me here and I didn't see you, okay? - he asks quietly as we approach and gets a nod in response.

- Where were you? With the secret woman who nobody can know who she is? - I ask when we reach the door.

- It's none of your business! - he replies and then sneezes. He looks strangely at my shirt and opens the door. We go upstairs as quietly as possible and I'm about to go into my room when Kiba stops me - I know where you've been. That cat torments me even from a distance. And you smell like her shower gel, make sure you get that smell off you or Sasuke will suspect.

- Since you know, I hope you don't tell anyone. Not even her. - I reply.

- Don't tell people you saw me arrive at this hour and we have a deal! - we both nod in silence and diverge.

I decide to take his advice and go for a shower, putting my shirt on to wash too, I don't want to leave any evidence. In the mirror I notice the marks on my shoulders and back made by her nails. A reminder not to walk around naked near the boys, although for them waking up like this is nothing new.

I step into the shower and as the water runs down my shoulders I close my eyes, revisiting yesterday's memories. It was definitely worth it.


Suicide and attempted suicide are a serious problem that must be dealt with properly. If you are suffering from something that has caused you to have these thoughts, contact your local helpline. There's always a lot to live for and people ready to listen, so don't give up. If you support any story that glorifies this problem, stop reading mine.

What am I doing with my life? I'm sorry, I wrote this chapter when I was younger and not so experienced, I'm trying to improve my writing.

Kisses❤