They have been waiting for an update from the hospital on their son and haven't heard from them to see how he is doing. Not knowing anything is hard on Kaz and has gone to the point where she stresses out so much that she had an anxiety panic attack the one day after work and all Bea can do is be there and hug her, she was making sure that Kaz doesn't hurt herself in the process. Bea is feeling exhausted but supportive, and being there for her girlfriend is the most important thing right now. It is one of the safest options because she was there for Bea when she needed Kaz and it's Bea's turn to be there. "Have some water, Kaz, and just keep your eyes on mine. Okay, it's going to be okay and I will see our baby" She didn't take it at first and tried to breathe normally again. She didn't want any water and couldn't help but think about the baby
"I just want to know what's going on with him. I'm losing my mind, Bea. My mind is not in a great space, and I am so stressed about him, you, Liz. I can't take it anymore. I have so much on my plate right now, and I can't take it. Bea" Then the tears started to come down and became so overwhelmed with the amount of stress that she had been just in the last week "Kaz, it's gonna be okay and I promise you that everything is going to be fine. We are going to this no matter what happens, and I hope you understand that I love you and our beautiful angel" They both kissed a couple of times
"You are an amazing girlfriend, Bea. I'm glad that you are here for me, and the amount of love, support, and strength that you give me is so strong. I love you so fucking much, Bea" Then emotions came back, and missing him on of that "Please don't worry okay, just focused on healing and us and our son" A few days later and the hospital called but it was not good news. Bea and Kaz went to find out the bad news, they were nervous about the news and felt like it was not good news to hear "The hospital finally called, and uh-huh, I'm sorry that I have to tell you guys this um. Your son is not doing well and he's not responding to treatment, everything shutting down and there is nothing they can do for him. I'm so sorry to you both" Kaz just wanted to go and didn't want to talk about the baby, so she left the room and needed some space "So what are our options now? Governor, we haven't had the chance to name him" The governor talks about everything and gives some things a think about "Thank you, Governor"
She left the governor's office and tried to catch up with Kaz then at the same time she pumped into Allie while Bea was looking for Kaz "Hey, uh. Have you seen Kaz?" Allie didn't look good from the drugs "No, I don't see or talk to her anymore. Why?" They locked eyes and the love that they both had before Kaz came into the picture, it came to them with full force and it was like "I'm looking for her and I am wondering if you have seen her" Bea was about to leave and Allie grabbed her hand "I know that look, Bea" She was missing her like crazy
"Allie, I really need to find Kaz" But Allie didn't let go of Bea's hand and they locked eyes again "Bea! Come on, we both know that there is still a soft spot for me and not for her" Bea was able to free herself from Allie and left to find Kaz. She was in shock from seeing Allie and was feeling a little sick with everything that had happened "Bea! You know that inside you're still secretly in love with me!" She yelled at her and it was Allie trying to get to her, she turned around "Stay the fuck away from me, you didn't help yourself to get better or did it for me. You didn't care about me! Allie, I didn't matter to you. My heart was used for drugs" They both started to cry when Allie started walking toward her but Bea stopped Allie in her truck from coming and she lifted the sense before it got worse, she didn't look back while she was calling Bea's name from the distance and it didn't leave her head since then. After 10 minutes later Bea finally found Kaz and she was with her crew walking to the unit then went to her cell and got the shoes off, Bea respectively knocked on the door
"Come on in Bea, close the door please after you" She came in then closed the door after her and got on the bed with her "Come here and snuggle with me," said it with a little smile. Even though they are not having a great day but trying to stay strong for themselves, Bea goes into Kaz's arms as soon as she hits the bed beside her and gets a lot of cuddles and kisses from Kaz "How are you, Kaz?" She looks so sad about everything that happened today with the news about the baby "I wish we could do something about it but it is what it is"
Then Kaz just wanted to talk about something "So, Bea. What's up with you? Do you have anything to tell me" Bea had some tea to tell her but she was not going to be surprised by it "Yeah I do, it's about Allie and you won't be happy about it" The look on Kaz's face when she heard her name "When?" The way she says it and knowing that Kaz was pissed off at her for everything that she has done in the past
"I was looking for you and I bumped into her today and still looks like she is on the gear. Allie is in love with me and she still thinks that I love her, I still have the SPOT for her but I don't. She knows that you're all mine" Bea put her hand on Kaz's cheek then she kissed Bea's lips tenderly and softly "We both know that it's the drugs talking" They were slowly getting their clothes off "When I talked to her earlier, her eyes were very red. I think that Allie has taken something before she lifts the room" Bea got Kaz's shirt off and they both locked eyes with each other for a moment then they smiled and giggled at one another. After an hour they were cuddling together in the bed with a smile on their faces "I don't why Allie is even trying at this point to get you back with her, even though it's her fault in the relationship" They both were trying to make sense with Allie but knowingly they can't do it
"She is a druggie, so she will never change and I mean never. You tried then I tried but she just runs back to the drugs and there is nothing that we can't do for her, Allie has to do it on her own when she is ready to get clean then she will come back to us for help" Bea got out of bed to get some clothes on and to see everyone in h1 cell block "Can I come with you? Just for the walk" Bea had a little smile "Yeah sure! Of course you come, you are welcome" They both went together until BOOM!!!!!!!
