ok ok so
edward had CHEATED on meh!
i am
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I was engulfed, enshrouded, entombed by the deepest lairs of abject depression and sorrow.
Never again would I know the gentle warmth of his soft love, the only love that had ever truly seen me for me and accepted every fiber of the individual that was I.
A crushing dagger that was the knowledge I was meant to be alone forever sharply pierced through my soul, decimating my heart strings into a mass of disorganized fray, worthless and weak.
Underneath the anchoring weight of a million worlds of pain, I lugged the husk of myself to the bathroom mirror.
A face underscored by pure lonely agony stared back.
I sat and watched as a fist I recognized as once mine impulsively lashed out striking the mirror.
Glass soon littered the floor as I stood there, cradling my now bloody fist.
The pain faded into a feeling of power, agency, strength, and anger.
I reached for my iPhone and navigated through the App Store
I realized what I had to do.
I had to download Tinder.
