Date: 4-12-2008

There is a hole in my world,

there is a hole in my heart

and I am starting to feel less

whole. Dissatisfaction has me

going mad, I have nothing else

to offer the world, that is just

too sad and bad. I am missing

something in my life, what could

it be? I will always remember my

December, solemn autumn. It

is never enough to just have hope

and to go through the emotions of life.

My all of my focus is now directed

elsewhere, Jesus who is my lover.

Somewhere over the rainbow, there

is heaven. I look inside my treasure

box, pot of gold and I find a purpose

for my life again. Imagination is my

soul food that makes me to feel good

about myself.