Date: 4-19-2008
Full of grace, I make my presence known to you and a frown appears on your face.
You give a voice to your emotions through your actions and reactions to me.
I wonder what is it about me that is so bad and makes you to be so mad and sad?.
I have been kind and I have never once left you behind.
How can you be so blind and out of your mind?.
If I could, I would rewind our lives back to the beginning when the wind didn't carry us away from each other.
If I could, I would rewind our lives back to the beginning when the longing for us to stay together forever was strong and you did me no wrong.
These days, you don't want to feel a thing for me, therefore you wash your hands clean of me.
Distant, you are hesitant and reluctant to spend any time with me.
You are no longer stuck to me like an atom.
You area phantom that is drifting in and out of my life.
I am a pantomime trying to find a way out of my sanctuary, imaginary glasshouse for you have me in a mouse trap.
I am getting tired of this, you hold my red bleeding heart in your hand while I am continuously sinking in quick sand.
You inhale and then exhale me out of your lungs like smoke.
I choke on the thought that you were once my friend.
This cup of suffering of mine is now overflowing with tears in memory of all the lost years that we never had a chance
to experience.