Date: 4-20-2008
Somewhat emotional,
I am nowhere near to
being perfect so all that
I can do is fall from grace.
Revengeful, karma is always
working against me and I will
never be set free from my internal
abyss. Careless and stupid, I miscarry
my babies, my dreams. The word hope
doesn't exist in my vocubulary. Mother
Mary, please have mercy on me for I have
abandon your holy sanctuary. I beg you please
ease my pain by singing me a rosary. Jesus, I
beg you to not erase my name from the book of
life. The deeply troubled evil devil inside of me
remains a constant thorn in my side. I am torn over
which road to take or to forsake in order to make me
into a more better person. Gabriel, please blow your
horn so the devil inside of me may never have a chance
to be born.