Tears wept from those beautiful chocolate brown eyes.

Splashed onto my pants like waterfalls I wanted to drown in.

In no world was what I had forced her to endure acceptable.

I deserved to be taken to task for my insidious deeds.

Staked to the post and flogged until my back resembled shredded paper.

Bella could not forgive me. I was a fool for even trying to hope she should.

The look she gave me turned my blood to bile.

Was so far beyond depraved.

I was not a creature worthy of the love she had on her damp face.