BPOV
"Look Bella... I don't interfere in your personal life, and I'd expect the same from you... I like Emmett!" Angela told me on the phone the next day.
"He is an asshole!" I said.
"I don't want to hear a word against him," she said.
Fine!
What could I even do here if she wanted to ruin her life!
Last evening was... fun! Emmett and Jasper were indeed surprised to see me with Edward, and that was... fun! In their minds, I was a loser, and they were shocked to see how come Edward was dating a... loser!
They must be thinking how come someone rich, successful like Edward would choose to be with me in the whole world!
To be honest, I also asked myself a similar question sometimes!
Edward really 'loved' me for some reason even if it made no sense... I could really see it now!
The way he could see through me...
The way he was aware of my mood swings...
The way he took care of my likes and dislikes...
He was so... nice?
What did he see in me?
I mean, I wasn't an asshole like my brothers, but I was an asshole to some extent! Maybe there was something in our genes!
I had no pure intention in my heart when I started dating him, but things were changing... I could feel that!
I was really fucking confused about my feelings right now...
Yes, I loved his company, but did I really 'love' him?
Was I even capable of loving someone?
But maybe it wouldn't be that difficult to fall for him if I really tried!
But what if he ever found out about my original intentions? Given my luck,
"You can do whatever you want..." I said to Angela, "Just make sure you never blurt out to Emmett about why I'm dating Edward..."
I didn't want anyone to know about my real intentions... Because they didn't make any sense anymore!
Yes, I'd have some fun seeing some surprise and disappointment on those assholes' faces, but that's about it... I was in such a good mood nowadays that I was hardly thinking about getting back to them! I mean, I hadn't completely stopped thinking about it! Edward asked me if I wanted to join his company... And I was actually considering it... It'd be so, so, so fun!
"I think you should stop playing with Edward's feelings..." she said.
Oh really?
She didn't want to take any advice from me, but she was fine advising me?
Please! Give me a break!
"I think I know what I'm doing..." I said, "You shouldn't interfere in my personal life!"
"Fine." She said.
"I just want you to make sure you don't blurt out anything in front of your... boyfriend!" I shook my head.
"I won't." She said.
"Thank you." I said.
A/N: Can anyone please explain to me why I am still watching Dior Rob edits on loop? It's been more than two weeks now! (Okay, back to watching those again! :p)