Authors Note: Thank you so much for your reviews! Warning this chapter mentions abuse and torture.
JJ POV
After Maddie's reveal about the tally marks she eventually passed out from exhaustion. I don't know what it is about this girl but I have this connection to her I can feel it. This connection is more then the situation maybe it's because I'm a mom. Or maybe it's because my past is similar to hers. All though no one not even will knows about that. Maddie's head is in my lap and I start to run my fingers through her hair. These handcuffs have started to really hurt my wrists and I have been here less then 24 hours. I can see the marks forming on mine and I wonder what Maddie's looks like. I can see the bruises and almost raw skin underneath the cuffs. Eventually she slowly starts to wake up. She opens her eyes and says "Sorry" and I ask her "for what?" And she replies "For falling asleep on you." I look at her and say "Maddie it's okay that's not something you have to apologize for. Henry does it all the time." She smiles and says tell me about him. I reply "Well like I told you he's three. He's wild. He's so full of energy it can be exhausting. He loves super heroes Spider-Man, iron man, well you name it he loves it. He's also obsessed with dinosaurs and he totally can't correctly pronounce the names so it's soo cute when he tries because it's not even close. He loves my team especially his Uncle Spencer because as I told you Spencer is what we call boy genius so he tells Henry all these random facts about Dinosaurs. One of my favorite things in this world is his cuddles because they are amazing like when he cuddles you the rest of the world just stops and nothing seems to matter." Maddie said "He sounds amazing JJ. What about Henry's dad? Is he around?" I reply "Yes he is. His name is Will and he's my husband. He's a detective for local pd and he's from New Orleans. And yes he has your typical southern accent and I melt every time I hear it. Will and I met when I was working on case then we started dating. After dating for a while I found out I was pregnant with Henry and then Will and I got married. He's the love of my life. Well now you know about me... it's your turn. Tell me about you."
Maddie looks at me and says "Well you're in the FBI right? And you said you were investigating my disappearance so I'm assuming know mostly everything. What do you know?" I told her I know she was adopted at birth and that her parents had died while she was in the car. I also told her that I knew she was a foster kid but beyond that I didn't know much. Maddie said "Well there's not really much else to know. Since my parents died all I do is go to school and move around from home to home so it's not like I have many friends. But if you want to know something... I guess.., uh oh I know sign language. One of the foster homes I was in had a deaf girl and she taught me." I look around and then at her and say "Well we have time why don't you teach me." Maddie nodded her head and said okay. As Maddie starts to teach me I tell her "I know how lonely you must feel being a foster kid and I can only imagine how lonely you must have felt while you've been in here, but I'm here now so you are no longer alone." Maddie smiles and nods her head and continues to teach me to sign.
A few hours later
As time has gone on I can see Maddie getting more anxious about what's to come. Frankly so am I in fact I'm terrified of what he's going to do not to just to me but to Maddie as well. I hear something outside of the cell I grab onto Maddie. This time I'm going to do everything to protect her. I feel Maddie shaking I told her "Its okay it's okay. I'm here." The bastard comes into the cell and says "Good evening daddy's back. Time for some fun. I think this time will start with you Madison." He says as he tucks a piece of her hair behind her ear. I stand between them and say no. He starts to hit me in the chest and in the face. I try not to cry out in pain with each hit but I keep fighting I try to kick punch whatever I can. That's when he delivers one blow to my face strong enough that it disoriented me for a moment that's when he grabs Maddie. Maddie starts thrashing in his arms as he unshackled her from the wall. She screams "No NOOOO NOOOO PLEASEEEEE ILL BE GOOD PLEASE DONT DO THIS." I hear her cry as she spoke. And with that she was gone. I pace around the cell. I can hear Maddie scream and cry out in pain. God I feel like a failure as I can protect her from this coward. I hear her cry out over and over again. Eventually what I'm pretty sure was at least 3-4 hours later I hear her stop. I panic wondering what's happening. Then the cell door opens.
He throws a hood over my head and puts me in chains. The moment I feel him unshackle me from the wall I start thrashing around I'm not going to let him do anything without a fight. I feel his hits but I don't care I'm not letting him win. He carried me out. He throws me on the ground. He then sits on top of me and I feel him cut off my jumpsuit. Damnit no I'm not ready for this. He then rips off my underwear. He gets off me and picks me up and says now it's time for fun. He chains me back up in the air and removes my shackles and hood. I immediately look around for Maddie. I see her lying chained to the bed naked, bloodied, bruised, and barely conscious. Oh god what the hell did he do to her. All of a sudden I hear a rush of water and notice he has a hose pointed at my direction.
I cry out in pain as the water hits me. It's sooo freaking cold it feels as though someone his shooting thousands of nails into my skin. I continue to scream. The water is steadily streamed for minutes before it's finally turned off. A moment later it's turned on but this time it's scalding hot. I can feel it as hits my skin. It feels like it's on fire. I scream and continue until it's finally over. I'm trying so hard not to actually cry I'm not going to let this man win. Then a new type of torture starts. It's the whip. Whack whack whack whack over and over again. With each hit I scream out in pain and with each hit I feel my body become weaker. When the whipping is finally over my back is in so much pain. He came and tucked my hair behind my ears and said "don't worry pumpkin I don't like leaving marks just pain." That's when he grabbed the hose again and this time it was freezing again I could feel the water as it hits My skin like nails. At this point I'm in so much pain and I'm so cold my whole body starts to shake.
He finally stops the hose. As I continue to shake he starts hitting me repeatedly. And he says "Scream daddy" I shake my head no I'm not going to give him the satisfaction. After a while he says "Well if that won't make you scream for daddy, I know what will." That's when he takes me out of the air and throws me on the table. I look over at Maddie and can see her she looks so weak but she's trying to fight to get out her restraints. I feel him chain me to the table and he turns my head to look at her and straps it down. He starts my legs and torso to. He leaves the room and comes back with a cattle prod. And then he repeatedly starts to shock my body. I cry out in pain but I refuse to scream daddy. So after a while he gives up with that and comes into the room with a branding iron. I'm terrified he brings the hot metal iron into my vision and is see the letter S inside of an O. He looked at me and said "Those are my initials and I'm going to give you mark to make you forever mine." I start to cry as I feel the hot burning metal pushed into my skin on my neck right behind my left hear. I scream out in pain and want to vomit from the smell of my own skin burning. I can hear Maddie screaming begging him to stop as she's fighting her restraints. By the time it's over I still haven't stopped crying. He looks at me and says "do you have anything you would like to say?" I say "Yes... fuck you." With that he hits me across the face splitting my lip. He then says "your going to regret that."
The Unsub then sits on top of me and inserts three of his fingers into my vagina. I scream out and pain. I feel something tear inside and blood trickle down my leg. He continues to the build a rhythm and goes faster and faster. I'm screaming in pain and want to vomit. I want this to end I hate that he's touching me there. I start to cry as he continues for what feels like hours. I feel myself start to break and scream "Pleaseeeee daddy stop." He looks at me with an evil smile and says that is my girl. He unchains me from the table and drags me to the shower where he chains me and goes to get Maddie and does the same. Then he takes turn washing us all over I can just feel his hands everywhere. I try not to cry and look at Maddie as she has a flood of tears streaming down her face. When the shower is over he comes to me and spreads my thighs with his hands and inserts his fingers once again as he tells me he's conducting his cavity search I can feel his erection pressed up against me as he's doing it. It takes everything in me not to vomit. He then takes some ointment and puts it on my skin where he branded me. It hurt like hell and he says "we don't want to get an infection now I don't want anything ruining my work." He then redresses me with a new jumpsuit and chains me back up. And brings me back to the cell. He reshackles me to the wall and removes the chains and again leaves me cuffed in the front. The moment he leaves I run to the toilet and repeatedly vomit. Then I quickly sit on the bed waiting for him to return with Maddie. She arrives and once he has her shackles to the wall and removes her chains. He says sleep tight ladies and lays down to trays of a roll a cup of water and some beans. He then slams the door. And with that Maddie runs to me and throws her self into my arms sobbing. I cry with her as I'm in so much pain and can't believe that he he touched me. Then I rock her back and forth until she's soothed. And with that we quickly eat and go to bed... sleeping in each other's arms.
Authors Note: Hope you enjoyed the chapter! The next chapter the team finally gets a lead but by that time will it already be to late? Read to find out. Leave a review and let me know what you think.
