******One day after the Blight visit******

Dear diary : *Sigh* I don't know where to start with this, I really can't believe this happened, but Amity proposed to me, or something similar, I may be imagining it very strongly and. . . . . . ! It can't be happening! It's not even remotely possible that something like this could happen to me. She is Amity Blight, a person with a settled life and a bright destiny among the stars and I am . . . Just a city girl with nothing more to offer, I don't feel worthy of even being by her side, *Sigh* I'm only going to end up dulling Amity's shine if I stay by her side.

It's not possible for such a pretty girl to fall in love with me, no, not when I'm just someone so flat and simple. *Sigh*, Diary Should I leave her side and stay away from her? She has her family and friends with her, she will be fine without me, her sister Amelia could do it, Amity should be able to do it equally without problems, after all she is a great girl.

******The next morning******

Diary: I thought about it all night and no matter how much I did it, Amity's words keep coming to my head, we are friends and I like her a lot, maybe too much, but she can't be in love with me, it's not right no matter what. What I would like is not possible. I consulted it with my pillow all night and that is the conclusion I came to after thinking about it all night, Amity Blight couldn't be in love with me, it's not something real no matter how much I want it, I must have been confused by her words, after all I'm just a weird girl in the end.

Someone like me shouldn't dream of flying so close to the sun, because I wouldn't be able to get up after falling.

(A couple of tears stain the page at the end of the note, running some of the ink)

Luz closed her diary, wiping her tears next to her nose. Next to her you could hear her friend's snoring after the pajama party they had that night.

Luz was been invited by Boscha to spend the night at her house, they had played until they fell asleep or at least until Boscha did, Luz couldn't help but smile at the pink-haired girl's face while she was sleeping.

-She's so cute - The brunette thought for a moment, a fleeting sigh escaped her mouth, remembering her dilemma with Amity again. Luz shook her head to shake off the idea of romance for a moment, she needed to focus on this and think with her head instead of her heart - (Can I even make someone like Amity happy?) - the question was there, accompanied by that feeling. latent doubt that was slowly eating away at her. Luz felt a dryness in her mouth that pushed her to leave the room in search of something to quench her thirst. Seeing At the end of the hallway the a light illuminating kitchen. She slowly walked with small steps to the kitchen.

When she poked her head out from the hallway she was immediately noticed by a woman sitting in the room - Luz! What are you doing up at this hour my girl? - It was Boscha's mother who was in the room - You should be asleep, it is not good for someone so young to be awake at this hour and - the woman stopped her reproach, noticing how the girl's gaze darkened by moments - Tell me Luz, is there anything you want to talk about? Since you arrived, I looked at you somewhat discouraged. – she asked with a sigh.

Luz looked at the ground, also sighing before looking at the woman's face, nodding slightly - There is something, but I don't know how I should feel about it and. . .

- Hang on a minute! "Let me prepare some hot chocolate, something sweet is always good to loosen tongues," the woman muttered, lighting a stove and beginning to hum a tune while Luz looked at her patiently.

- Good, now give her a drink, just be careful, remember that is hot - The woman pointed out, watching the brunette blow into the cup and take a small sip of her drink - Now, tell me what ails Luz.

- It's about my friend Amity, she came to my house the day before with her family, her sister and along with her fiancé who made a couple of jokes and she ended up saying. . . - Luz took a deep breath, letting everything out in one breath - she said she wouldn't give me to anyone else. After that, I didn't know how to react and I just ran as far as I could.

Ameris listened carefully to everything the girl said, nodding as she pondered her words - And now you don't know what she meant, or am I wrong? - she asked, Luz nodded somewhat shyly to the question. Ameris sighed, stroking Luz's head.

- I understand, but I really can't give you any more advice than to try to talk to her and be honest, both you and her should do it. Right now your friendship is at a point where it may or may not end for both of us, but in the same way it is possible that it will become something deeper, Luz. - Ameris smiled, noticing how the girl's face was beginning to turn red.

-But she's Amity Blight! -Luz exclaimed - I don't have the slightest chance of having something like that with her, just look at me. . .. - his words were stopped by the woman's finger.

- Don't say that Luz, you are prettier than you think and never let anyone tell you otherwise, you understood me - Ameris reproached her, showing a more serious tone than she usually showed in other cases - Listen to me, why do you think that? you, but you just need to see your sister for a moment. Maybe she didn't date Amelia, Amity's younger sister, so tell me what's stopping you from doing the same with Amity.

Ameris's words left her silent for a moment, the girl sighed before answering - My fear, the fear of losing a beautiful relationship for wanting more than what I currently have and. . .

- I never said that you were going to ask her out on a date or declare yourself Luz - Ameris interrupted her, shaking her hair again - I just told you to be honest, both you and her. If this is a misunderstanding, that's what it will be like once you sort it out, just try to be more direct and let her talk until she finishes, don't run and if necessary, talk about it in a more private place for her.

- I understand, thank you for helping me, Boscha's mom - Luz thanked the woman, giving her a hug, the woman smiled, reciprocating the hug and caressing her head.

- Now go to sleep, one's beauty is linked to the rest one receives - the woman muttered, once they separated. Luz just smiled, running back to Boscha's room and leaving the woman alone in the place again. It didn't take long for Ameris's footsteps to be heard long after, accompanied by the spotlight going off.

Luz closed her eyes, trying to sleep and looking forward to the next day so she could talk to Amity, she just hoped in the depths of her heart that this was the right thing for both of them.

******A couple of hours later******

- Luz wake up, wake up Lucecita. . ..hmppp! - Boscha shook the brunette to wake her up from her sleep, the girl was fast asleep and recovering the hours of sleep she had lost by chatting with the pink-haired girl's mother. - Come on Luz, you need to wake up once and for all, I have no plans to deal with your crazy girlfriend so early.

"Five more minutes, babe," Luz murmured between yawns. Unaware of the scene she was about to create, Boscha's face began to turn a bright red, a product of both the shame she was feeling and the anger.

- Luz, wake up! - Boscha exclaimed, pulling hard on the blanket and taking the brunette to the ground. Luz woke up confused because she didn't know where she was at that moment, slowly her memories began to return to her.

- Hey, Boscha? What time is it, where am I - Luz murmured confused -. . . Ha! I remember, we had a pajama day and . . ..

- If yes, it doesn't matter, change quickly. We're late for school - Boscha muttered, hurrying the girl to get dressed, between struggles and tugs the pink haired girl ended up fixing the brunette.

-I could do it alone Boscha- Luz snorted, looking at the girl. Boscha smiled a little at the brunette's reaction.

- I know, but I need to make sure that you had no distractions and also that's faster, now come on, you have a pending talk with a certain tomato at school - Luz's face lit up for an instant when she heard it and she tried to protest, but the pink-haired girl I was already taking her to the exit - Boscha, wait!

- What are you saying?! I can't hear you over the sound of a heart about to break Noceda - Boscha exclaimed, running faster until he reached the bus stop. Both girls had barely managed to get there, the bus horn began to sound announcing that it was close to leaving.

- Ugh, a little more and we couldn't make it Luz. . . Luz? - the pink haired girl turned around to find the girl kneeling on the ground gasping for air. - Or it seems that I didn't measure my strength this time. . .hmmm, I guess it's up to me to get you to school and - Luz's eyes twitched as she heard Boscha, feeling a pair of arms position themselves under her and lifting her up , her face was burning with embarrassment as she was loaded onto the bus. in Boscha's arms.

It didn't take long for the interior of the vehicle to be filled with squeals and screams upon seeing the brunette being carried in her arms, but beneath these small murmurs they could be heard. "Traitor, cheater, slut" among other things were those that could be heard in the background. Boscha only gave a small stomp to silence them, sometimes the easiest way to communicate was through the most basic means such as violence. .

- Hey Mittens! I brought you your early birthday gift - Boscha exclaimed as soon as she arrived at the place where Amity was sitting, the green-haired girl just waved and smiled, but the pink-haired girl could see the truth behind her eyes - (she really looks upset with this, hmmpp no way it will be fixed later) - he thought before sitting Luz next to Amity.

"Thank me later, Noceda," she muttered before walking to the next empty seat she saw, leaving the two girls alone to talk. Luz and Amity looked at each other, exchanging glances, but not knowing how to start the conversation, until Amity finally sighed.

-Luz, there is something I want to talk to you about, please wait for me at the exit - Amity murmured, sighing - Please don't go - the green-haired girl said the latter in an almost pleading tone before standing up from her place, leaving Luz alone. For a moment before Boscha came to sit next to her, the pinkette smiled at her, understanding everything with that look she saw in Luz's eyes. Luz shook her head, thousands of possible scenarios began to form in her head, but none of them were the remotest thing from something happy.

Dudas y consejos.