Tell me this is love!
*Dear diary*: Today I met Luz at the end of school, I hope to be able to see her to finally declare my feelings to her in the correct way. I cannot and do not want to consider my little emotional outburst I had at his house as an appropriate or valid statement at this point.
I could see that Luz looked a little confused about it, I don't blame her, I didn't run after her when she saw me or try to spend more time after that, it was an awkward week for both of us, we didn't talk at all *sigh*, I really hate being a coward sometimes.
I just hope that things go well today, I'm not asking for much, I'm ready to accept that she just wants to be friends, I'm not going to be angry if she rejects me today, I just hope that she's not late.
"The leaves appear a little damaged with small wrinkles on the surface and pen scratches"
*Dear diary*: Luz left after waiting a long time, I didn't think the meeting would take so long and now I will have to wait for another day to do it, I don't think the situation could get much worse because of it, although maybe I should apologize to Luz and . . .. "a small pen scratch is highlighted on the paper, leaving the note unfinished without a final period"
- Where are you Amity? - Luz wonders, looking in all directions, the talk they had on the bus managed to raise more than one eyebrow among Amity's fans and with the classes of the day's ending, she couldn't be sure that anyone else was looking for her other than Amity at that time. moment.
- Come on Mittens, appear at once, I'm afraid of meeting some crazy fan of yours - Luz mumbled, slowly a figure approached her from behind - Haaaa! - Luz jumped when she felt something touch her shoulder.
-Hey Luz, how is my favorite sister-in-law? - Emira asked her, with a smile while cornering her against a wall - It seems that Mittens has not arrived at the meeting. Hmpp how disappointing of my little sister - She sighed, leaving a little more space between the two.
- Emira! What's the matter? I almost died from that scare a few moments ago - Luz screamed, grabbing the green-haired girl by the collar of her shirt - Please don't give me those kind of scares, I think I lost a couple of years of life.
- Don't worry about it Luz, womens still live a long time - The girl muttered, dismissing the fears that the Latina felt at that moment - Come with me, Mittens asked me to look for you, because she had a couple of issues and she would catch up with us. later.
- Really? You're not lying to me Emira - Luz questioned her, distrusting that smile that the girl never seemed to lose. Emira just took her hand, noticing Amity's hair peeking out from the corner and pulled Luz.
-There is no time to waste, let's go before they find you - Luz was taken by Emira away, out of the school to a place where Amity would take a while to find them. - Do you think we should rest a little Luz - The girl suggested, exhausted from running away from school. Luz looked up, noticing the shine of sweat on Emira and the girl's rapid breathing.
- Sounds good to me. What do you have in mind? - The girl asked, wiping her own sweat with a handkerchief. - I would like to sit for a moment and try to relax.
-Well, tell me what you think of a little karaoke- Emira pointed out, looking at a place on the other side of the street, Luz looked at the place and then at the ground feeling indecisive - Come on, I'll buy you something to drink - The girl offered, to encourage the Latina to accept more easily.
-It's okay, but if something bad happens to me, please tell me, it's okay.
- Okay Luz, now let's go before the sun melts us - Emira pointed out, crossing the street with Luz holding her hand. The brunette girl stopped for a moment in front of the door, breathing deeply, her nose filled with the smell of air freshener, it was clearly not the cheap one. Luz sighed, feeling a little bad at the generosity while Emira let go of her hand to rent one of the booths for them.
Luz's feet felt heavy as they moved to the cabin. When the green-haired girl arrived, it didn't take long to get comfortable while Luz watched her, feeling a little uncomfortable with the current situation. Deep in her thoughts, she was brought back when she felt the cold of a can on her. his cheek.
- Have Luz, here is the drink that I promised, cold as the love between my parents - The girl joked, bringing him closer to Luz. - If you want more, don't hesitate to ask me.
-No, i´m fine with this one. I don't want a big problem for you Emira? - she murmured, making the green-haired girl sigh. - I really don't like being a burden to others and . . .
- No! not at all Luz, you are not a burden for me, I would love to treat you to something from time to time in the future - The girl responded, dispelling the brunette's doubts and further sweetening her smile and stroking Luz's head - I don't think that you can ever be a bother to me, you know.
Luz felt her face burn with embarrassment for a moment - What are you saying Emira? sometimes I wish people could be more honest with me - the girl exclaimed, letting out a tired sigh - Everyone judges what I do, I can't be friends with someone because then everyone thinks I'm with them for fame and that.
-I can understand your problems a little Noceda, it is not easy to be someone else's shadow in contrast, it happens with Edric and I that we always deal with being compared to each other as if we depended on the acceptance of others. - Emira growled annoyed, feeling how the atmosphere had soured in a moment.
-Tell me Luz, changing the subject, what do you think of Mittens? Whether she confessed to you the other day or not - Emira murmured, looking more closely at Luz - Even if she did it in a hurry and not in the way she wanted - Emira paused for a moment to sigh - It's still a confession, regardless. After all, but. . .. I need to know what you think of my little sister, even if I should test you first.
- So… tell, Have you already had your first kiss Luz? Was special to you? - Emira asked, taking a more serious tone to the brunette, Luz, without knowing why, just nodded to the question, noticing that Emira smiled when she saw her answer.
- Why the quest. . . .?! - Emira interrupted the girl, grabbing her face and stealing a kiss that lasted for a couple of seconds that the green-haired girl tried to make last as long as she could, but that she finally had to cut off after feeling Luz's hands on her shoulders trying to push her away.
Luz fell to the ground after separating herself from Emira, breathing deeply with her gaze fixed on the ground as she listened to Emira walk towards her, stopping in front of her. - Tell me Luz, how did it feel? - she asked, taking her chin and raising her face to see her face to face. Emira saw the strong blush that covered the brunette's face, but she saw more things in it, she could see the confusion mixed with fear,shame, disgust but above all of that she saw a couple of tears that Luz refused to let out.
The girl pushed Emira's hand away abruptly, quickly standing up and confronting the older girl - Why? - Luz asked with her voice breaking at times -! Why Emira?! - Her voice began to gain strength, but Emira did not respond, still surprised by the reaction the girl was taking.
The annoyed brunette tried to leave when she didn't get a response from Emira, but she managed to take her hand before she left - Light! Wait a minute, just let me explain what happened. - The green-haired woman felt Luz's arm relax and saw how the girl returned inside, sitting suddenly on the seat.
- Why did you kiss me without warning?! - Luz asked, confronting her about her actions.
- I wanted to test if you were really feeling something for my sister Mittens, sorry for kissing you without permission, but I didn't think you would accept otherwise if I asked you nicely - Emira responded, trying to excuse herself to the girl. Luz growled a couple of curses under her breath before sighing in a tone just as annoyed as before.
- Please don't do something like that again without asking me - The girl asked, wiping her lips with the sleeve of her sweater, out of the corner of her eye she kept an eye on the green-haired girl in case she ever thought about repeating that. of before. Emira glances sideways at the girl, noting the anger on her face and the fact that perhaps she had pushed things a little too far.
-Sorry about that Luz, I really didn't think you would dislike it so much - the girl murmured, noticing that the brunette began to clench her fists - Luz, is something wrong?
- Yes, something is happening Emira! You didn't consider how I would feel! after that. I'm trying to resolve my issues with Amity and now the little clarity I had has just gone to waste thanks to you and that stupid kiss - The girl exploded with a reddened face against Emira, approaching her and grabbing her face. Emira felt her own face turn red at having the girl so close, beginning to salivate at having the Latina so close to her again and wanting for a moment to throw herself against her again, but she refrained from doing so, taking a perspective. more affable for the chestnut.
-Luz . . . - Emira smacked her lips, gathering her willpower - I can kiss you again or you can let me go, you're driving me crazy right now - she mumbled, holding onto her seat with her strength, watching Luz's angry eyes disappear and his mouth trembled as his face was released from Luz's hands.
The brunette girl began to back away slowly before running out of the room as Emira watched her leave, "If only you had said yes little Lucia," Emira sighed, hearing the karaoke alarm go off, telling her that her time was up. Emira just took her things and left the place, handing over the room key as she left, she felt a strong depression after not being able to spend more time with the girl that her little sister seemed to love.
Luz had run out, without looking back until she arrived at a park, sitting on a bench, she took her phone to check her notifications. The girl's eyes widened as she noticed many notifications flooding her inbox with messages from her friends, above all what Amity had sent her more than an hour ago. Gathering some courage, Luz's hand trembled as she went to touch Amity's contact number.
A silence enveloped the brunette for a few moments while the ringtone was the only thing that could be heard on the other end of the line.
- . . . . . . . . Hello, who's talking? - A voice was finally heard on the other side of the line.
- Amity! It's me Luz, sorry for not answering sooner and. . .
- Noceda! - a masculine but childish voice was heard on the other end of the line - How do you have this number?
-Hunter? What are you doing with Amity's phone? - Luz exclaimed, somewhat confused for listening to the blonde boy instead of Amity. - Well that doesn't matter now, hand me Amity if she's around. - a couple of grunts began to be heard on the other side and a long sigh before hearing the boy's voice again.
- She's asleep, but I can send someone for you. Where are you? - the blonde offered, taking a less aggressive tone - Look, I don't know what you two are up to, but if you have a problem it's better that you fix it as soon as possible, the last thing I need in my life is more drama before. . .. - Hunter paused for a moment - . . . something important to me, just tell me where you are and I will come for you.
Luz felt a small shiver when she heard the boy's voice, the attitude that Hunter was taking could not help but make her feel alert, after dealing with Emira. Luz couldn't help but feel that she had to keep her guard up for as long as possible - I'm in the park, but I can walk if you want, I already know where Amity lives and . . .
- I'll find you on the way, start walking, don't worry - The boy interrupted, sounding a little tired, cutting off the call before Luz could say anything else, leaving her with the anguish that awaits her upon arriving at the Blight house.
The girl's heart just wouldn't stop beating with every opportunity that was presented to her.
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