******Hunter's Diary******
*Sigh* I'm here again just like every day, my mother says that if I don't want to talk about something then the next best thing is to write it down and meditate on it.
Now all his words and advice are coming back to me, on my head. I haven't been able to fully resolve my current feelings, Like I really like one of the girls, maybe it's platonic "Hgnn" They are confusing me! And I still can't clarify this. My heart starts to beat faster when I see Lucia or Amelia, but I don't have the same problems when it comes to Luz and Amity.
I've thought about trying to date them, at least Luz because Amity seems to be more likeable with other girls than with boys in general. I know it's stupid to think about it, that I should just go and ask one of them on a date, but now everything is more complicated than before. Mittens accidentally proposed to Luz and a week has passed since that confession of love, but Amity wanted to do it in a more formal way and called her at the end of classes to be able to do it well, (What a waste of time), in my opinion she should only clarify things for her and ask for his response. There is no need to make a big show of bringing her a bouquet of flowers with a box of chocolates.
******Hunter's Diary******
A couple of hours after school
*Sigh* Things never really turn out the way she really thinks, Luz didn't make it to the place and Amity ended up getting depressed, spending the entire afternoon crying inconsolably, waiting for Luz response to her messages.
My mother Lilith came to see her and comfort her a little, and Mittens refused to eat until Luz answered her messages, but it seemed that Luz had more important things to do at that moment to answer * Sigh*. In the end she did eat, after my mother became more firm with her and almost forced her to eat.
Amity continued crying until her eyes burned from lack of fluids, red as tomatoes and swollen to the point that it didn't let her see much, falling asleep with me as her guard making sure she didn't do anything stupid, like try to run.
*Sigh* And when she finally fell asleep, the ringtone on her phone started ringing, it was a childish tune from that magical girl show that they both like to watch, but no, that's not relevant now. When the tune began to play, I answered as quickly as I could, leaving the room to prevent Amity from waking up, the last thing I needed was Luz at that time.
Hunter sighed, holding back the urge he had to scream when he heard a ringtone. . .. Hello who's talking? - He answered, waiting for a response on the other end of the line.
- Amity! It's me Luz, sorry for not answering sooner and. . . - Hunter clenched his fist when he heard Luz's voice, behind him he could hear a small sob that made him turn slowly in Amity's direction. He let out a sigh of relief when he saw that the girl was still asleep, although crying in her dreams, the brunette's name escaping from her mouth in whispers.
Noceda! How do you have this number? - He asked once he left the room, not wanting to disturb his friend's sleep further, for a moment the line on the other side remained silent.
-Hunter? What are you doing with Amity's phone? - Luz's confused voice was heard after a few moments, but it didn't take long for her to come out of her stupor - Well that doesn't matter now, hand me Amity if she's around. - Hunter clenched his fist again at the little shame that the brunette was showing at that moment. Luz had not only missed the appointment that Amity had asked of her, but she had not even done the minimum to give Amity a notice to excuse her absence.
-"The lack of face on you, Noceda" The blonde snorted between his teeth.
-Hunter! You still there? Hello - Luz started calling him after not getting a response for a couple of seconds.
- She's asleep, Luz, but I can send someone for you. Where are you right now, Noceda? - He murmured about Amity, offering the brunette a way to get there. -"You have a lot of things to explain once you arrive" - he thought, meditating and hoping for a moment that whatever had stopped the girl from arriving was a very good reason.
Hunter sighed, meditative for a moment as he internally prepared to return to the call. - Look Luz, I don't know what you two are up to, but if you have any problem it's better that you fix it with Mittens as soon as possible, the last thing I need in my life is more drama before. . .. - Hunter paused for a moment, reproaching himself for his almost indiscretion about his family - . . . something important to me, just tell me where you are and I come for you.
- No! It's not necessary, I can walk and . . . - Luz exclaimed a negative response, as if she wanted to hide something from him, Hunter could feel it in her voice, that was a tone he had seen hundreds of times when an employee of his uncle made a mistake and tried to hide it from Belos.
The person's voice began to break, he responded with hints, trying to divert the topic and attention away from him. Hunter shook his head and let out a sigh - Luz, I'll find you on the way, start walking don't worry - He interrupted her, hanging up before the girl could say more or try to refuse, after hanging up she looked at the screensaver of Amity, an image of both girls sharing ice cream after school, shook his head again, lowering the ringer volume to zero, before entering Amity's room, returning the phone to its place.
- Hunter, is that you? - Amity's voice called him, he felt a small tug on the fabric of his sweater, when he turned he saw the girl still sleepy, trying to wake up - How long have I been asleep? "I hope not too much," she asked, rubbing one eye while still being somewhat asleep.
- A couple of hours, don't worry too much about it now, just sleep - He whispered, gently taking her shoulders and laying her back down on her bed - You went through a lot today, just rest and let the next day come.
- But what about Luz? She still hasn't answered me and - Amity tried to take her phone to check, but the blonde managed to be faster, moving the device away before she took it.
- No Mittens! I told you that you should rest, you will be able to see Luz tomorrow more calmly and without many problems, but for now you must think about yourself and not about her - Hunter remarked using a firmer tone that he normally would not use in Amity if she were in his usual state of mind.
- But Hunter, I need to know what happened, you can't just take my phone and leave - The girl demanded, trying to take it from his hands, but her body was now weak after all her carelessness from crying for the brunette. Hunter just grabbed her wrists, pushing her against her bed and pinning her against the mattress.
- I said no, Mittens, you're not in a position to fight me now - He scolded the girl, noticing how her face was turning red as a result of the anger and helplessness she was feeling at that moment - Just look at you! You are incapable of fighting me at this moment, I could do whatever I want with you and you would´nt be able to refuse - Hunter reproached him, increasing the intensity of his voice. After a few moments he let go of Amity's hands and let out a sigh - Just rest, I will return your phone tomorrow at school.
Hunter then left the room, closing the door behind him. For a moment he felt his body faint and his heart pound. Hunter could feel how his entire face was burning for having treated his friend like that, his breath seemed to fail him for a moment as he remembered again the face and the look that Amity had given him.
Upon leaving the mansion, Hunter began to breathe as he walked down the street, with big breaths of air little by little he was letting his heart relax and letting the cold of the night lower the heat from his face, he could feel how everything He was returning to normal for his body, but these efforts were thrown overboard when he saw the brunette.
-! Luz, here you are - He called her as he approached, the girl turned from the swing where she was sitting, waiting and for a moment Hunter regretted having come. The Light's face was in a similar state to Amity's, her eyes red from crying, the mark of tears running down her face and her breathing labored.
The boy couldn't help but accelerate his steps to stand next to Luz. She looked at him for a moment, rubbing one of his eyes before taking him by the waist in a surprise hug, almost throwing them both onto the cold grass - Hunter - She whispered, Burying his face into the blonde's chest, Hunter could hear the girl's breathing calm down a little, feeling Luz's warm breath on his chest. The brunette only maintained her hug, breathing her own breath mixed with the cologne that Hunter had on his clothes and something else whose scent was familiar, in the end she moved away from him, smiling in a way that it was clear that she was forcing herself to do it.
- Luz . . . - a small cloud of steam escaped from Hunter as the girl sighed the name - you have a lot of things to explain, you know that, right? - He pointed out, watching the girl shrink in place for a moment.
- I know, but I don't feel right now to do it - Was his response to him, his friend, a short and forced reply that Hunter felt like an excuse that made him grit his teeth. She wanted for a moment to yell at the girl, to blame her for how much she had hurt Amity, the girl who was willing to let everything go for her, the girl whose heart was in pieces thanks to her.
Hunter wanted to do it with all his might, but he didn't and instead just shook his head and sighed for a moment - just promise me you'd talk to her, Luz, I don't think Amity could resist something like that again, right now.
I know, I know, I promise I'll see her tomorrow, just promise something please. - Luz's gaze crossed Hunter's eyes. He looked back at her, feeling somewhat strange and curious about what Luz was going to ask for now.
- What do you want to promise? I hope it's not something ridiculous or silly, Luz - he growled in response, taking a more serious tone.
The brunette took a moment to laugh at the blonde's attitude and to see him better, she could notice how part of his clothes were somewhat disheveled, how one of his shoulders looked somewhat damp and above all these things she could notice that familiar aroma that she had noticed before that it was Amity's perfume that he was soaked in it.
- It's about Emira, you could make her not get too close to me. It's about. . .. - Luz began to stutter, Hunter wanted for a moment to ask what she meant, but the words were stuck in his mouth when the girl began to tremble and try to hide her face from him.
- Okay, I don't know how much I can do, but at least I will try to keep you company while you resolve your things with Amity - He sighed, getting up from his seat, to leave the place, but again he felt someone pull him.
-Hunter, could you stay a little longer, just a little longer by my side, I really don't want to be alone right now. - Hunter looked at her for a moment, seeing in her eyes the feeling of supplication reflected in her pupils. He let out a grunt and sat back down, looking back at the girl.
- Just a little more Noceda, don't expect more from me - He whispered, letting out a small grunt before taking a seat next to her -( You don't know how much I envy you Noceda) - Hunter's gaze seemed to get lost in the horizon, unaware of the attention the girl next to him was paying him.
-I know Hunter, thanks for this - Luz murmured, looking at the blonde boy for a moment and putting a hand to her lips, her body shuddered when she thought of Amity's sister and how much she wanted to erase that bad drink from her mind.
- (Hunter, if I could only ask you one thing, you would grant it to me, you would fulfill my selfish wish even if it was something just once) - She muttered to herself, keeping that wish in the depths of her mind, now she should just settle for continuing. ringing.
Emociones conflictivas
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