-Hey diary, I know it's not my place to write here, but my little sister insisted that I should write it instead of keeping everything saved and letting it explode in my face. . . *Sigh* well it doesn't really matter, I'm not here to argue, but to talk about my problems.
You know diary, today is a really special day for someone very important to me, someone who is now on his way to be with his special person, but sadly that person is not me *Sigh* and thatIt hurts me a lot you know. She's probably walking down the aisle, wearing that lace dress we saw once during a road trip we took years ago, the jewelry that Odalia gave her on her fifteenth birthday along with that brooch that stood out with the color of her eyes. .
*Sigh* Amelia must look beautiful right now, Caleb and I'm sure you're not bad at all, you're probably wearing the suit that Belos gave you at your graduation - (Lucia laughed for a moment) - You must be the envy of everyone in the house. chapel, seeing you kiss a girl as pretty as Amelia and promise each other eternal love. . .. *Sigh* just like I did with Amelia.
I don't know why I let Luz convince me to do this, I feel worse than before I decided to just bottle everything up and let it sit somewhere deep in my mind, *Sigh* damn my soft spot for Luz, it's hard being a big sister.
My little sister must be having a great time at the wedding with her friends, mom is probably crying because the girl she saw growing up with me is getting married, and dad. . .. *Sigh* I can't say much about him, but he was always an open-minded man who accepted changes despite having been raised the old way, although he probably would have hated Eda. Now I wonder if they invited her, probably not, Alador had a certain disdain for her and Amelia loves her dad too much.
Lucia sighed , marking the final point to the paragraph before closing the journal and looking at his wedding invitation on the table - Should I go? No, I shouldn't, I'd probably ruin it for everyone at the reception and. - Lucia's phone began to ring, taking her out of her thoughts for a moment.
- Yes, who's talking? - Lucia murmured a greeting between sighs and yawns.
- Lucy! Are you really not coming? You're missing everything - Her younger sister's voice was heard on the other end of the line - I know there's some history between you, sister, but I think you should come and give her your support or at least send her a message.
Lucio took a deep breath, gritting his teeth for a moment, Luz's words sank deep into her, but she couldn't allow herself to lose control, she had to be stronger than this and overcome it.
- (If only it were that easy) - she muttered in his head for a moment before returning to the call - I know Luz, but you know it's not as easy as it seems, me and Amelia left on bad terms, I can't just show up. nothing at her wedding, invitation or no invitation, wouldn't be fair to her or me.
- . . . I just can't do it Luz - Lucia sighed, putting the phone on speaker mode and leaving it on the table - I would like to do it, little sister, go and tell her that I wish her the best, that she has the right to be happy, but. . .. - Lucia took a moment, swallowing a bitter gulp of saliva - she would feel hypocritical coming from me, Luz.
-! At least try! This could be your last chance to talk to her. After this you may not see them again for years - Luz denoted her sister with a more serious tone - Even if you broke his heart, it sounds hypocritical on your part, to just do it this way and end it with this! A message shouldn´t suffice!
- Luz is not so! . . . . easy- She tried to respond, but her words fell into silence when she heard the tone of a call cutting off - Damnit Luz! - Lucia screamed furiously, throwing the phone against the wall, feeling the rage cool inside her as a couple of tears escaped her eyes, noticing a photo of her next to Amelia, a memory of when they were both still happy.
- Because things can't be easy for once in my life, I don't ask for much, just a little peace and understanding, - Lucia wiped her tears, fixing her gaze on the suit hanging on the door of her closet.
- One more time and I can say goodbye to you, my first real love, - she let out a sigh, beginning to undress in front of the mirror and noticing how Amelia's marks on her body had faded. Lucia saw the neatness on her dark body, letting out a moan when she touched her sensitive parts, remembering all the sleepless nights she had with Amelia, the mornings when they woke up in each other's arms and the first thing they saw was the beloved's face. waking up with a warm smile that made his heart beat hard.
Lucia spent a couple of minutes getting ready, observing herself and the fruit of her efforts and feeling a lump form in her throat when she saw herself dressed in the same way she imagined she would the day she married Amelia.
- This will be more difficult than I thought - muttered to herself, leaving his room and passing through the kitchen, a note was stuck to the refrigerator.
- Look in the garage mocosa, you will need it, just take care of it- Lucia read the note, recognizing Edalyn's handwriting on the note and walking to the garage, the harpy lady's old motorcycle was resting in the room with the keys in it. .
- Thank you Edalyn, I think I owe you one for this if Mom doesn't kill me when she sees me arrive on a motorcycle. - Lucia muttered under her breath, going out onto the street and accelerating towards the chapel, she couldn't waste another moment, she had to close this cycle and hopefully find a way to continue with her life after this.
- If mom doesn't kill me, of course - She repeated again in her head, a simple but effective plan that would end this and help her heal from her pain.
Luz sighed, while her eyes were absorbed in the phone screen, inside her her whole body was screaming, but on the outside she was as calm as she could be after speaking to her older sister like that.
- Thanks Hunter, here's your phone - She muttered, looking at the young blonde next to her.
- Its nothing, Noceda, just helping a friend in need - He responded - Now let's go back to the wedding, I don't want to miss the kiss.
Luz couldn't help but laugh when she heard him say that - I didn't know you were that romantic - Luz murmured between laughs.
-It's not because of romanticism, it's because of traditions, there are certain things that I prefer to keep in the family and my taste for traditions is one of them, Noceda - Hunter murmured with a certain indignation in his tone.
- Oh, come on! Hunter, it doesn't bother me that you have something like that, I think it's a little cute to meet a man with that perspective - She pointed out, hugging the blonde from behind - Just wait until I get married one day, I'll invite you as one of my godfathers. juniors or men of honor.
- Heh heh, you plan to go to your wedding in a suit - Hunter was the one who laughed now, when he heard the brunette talk about her future plans. Luz felt her face start to turn red when she saw him laugh, but the reason for turning that color didn't take long to change as quickly as her next words came out of her mouth.
- It would be a waste not to see you in white that day, Luz - He sighed, smiling at her in a sweeter way than before and making her heart skip a beat for the fourth time. If everyone in her family could smile like that, it was no surprise that someone like Eda had married someone like Phillip Whitebane and for that damn smile.
- We're leaving Noceda, we've already wasted a lot of time playing and I don't want your girlfriend to think that you're cheating on them - Hunter said, emphasizing the word girlfriend and almost instantly bringing the brunette out of her stupor and fantasies.
- She is not my girlfriend! We are still friends - Luz exclaimed excitedly, with her face as red as a tomato, feeling at that moment how the blonde released her hand and squeezed her cheeks.
- Your face tells me otherwise, Noceda - He murmured - that blush doesn't lie or deceive anyone, come on, let's go before Amity comes looking for you.
- Just give me a moment - Luz begged, beginning to breathe deeply to cool her face and return it to its natural color.
- Where were you? - Amity questioned them as soon as they took their seats, Hunter's silly laugh and Luz's nervousness only highlighted the girl's fears - Guys, what were you doing?
- Nothing, we were just somewhere else talking - The blonde muttered, without letting himself chuckle, Amity looked towards Luz who sank into her seat and covered her slightly blushing face.
-Hunter What did you do? - she muttered under her breath, wanting for a moment to drag the boy out of the reception and interrogate him in an ungentle way, to see if he was still laughing after that.
- I'll tell you later Mittens. . . - Hunter muttered, looking askance at the girl - Ha! By the way, congratulations on your new relationship, Luz is a really lucky girl, ahggg - Luz interrupted him mid-word, but the damage had already been done and Amity's face was the same as Luz's at that moment.
- Mittens, why are you coming and sitting with us - Odalia called from the row of seats in front of them, looking for a moment at the blonde boy - And your little Whitebane, control yourself a little, being under the influence of a chocolate with rum It's no excuse.
Odalia reproached him, sighing and turning her gaze forward, focusing on his mouth again. It didn't take long for Luz to look closer at the boy, beginning to put the pieces together and see the reason behind her friend's attitude, he was drunk and the happy type.
Hunter, still laughing, leaned on Luz's shoulder, whispering in her ear and letting his breath caress the girl's unprotected ear. "Oops, looks like the cat's out of the bag, I can't wait for your sister to come and make a fuss." .
- How can you be drunk at your brother's wedding? and you thought that my sister was going to make a scene - Luz reproached him, poking Hunter's nose.
- I don't know Noceda, tell me why Mittens has such a pretty girlfriend - he muttered, emphasizing again their non-existent relationship at that point. - The things that the world throws at us by mere coincidence and inaction in some cases.
Hunter fixed his gaze on the podium, the last rites of the wedding began, finally things came to an end and all eyes were focused on the young couple.
The vows came, followed by promises of loyalty in sickness and in health, a couple of sobs could be heard in the background coming from the occasional sentimental woman and men alike, letting happiness flow. Everyone looked expectantly at the couple, except one of them who watched the scene with a smug look on his face, as if this were the closing of a plan that took years to build and now culminated before his eyes in a satisfactory manner.
- You'look happy Belos, your nephew and my daughter just got married - Alador murmured, watching how the new marriage consummated the last act of a wedding, the kiss between the bride and groom before leaving the chapel with the bride in arms.
-I am, I really thought I would lose when the Noceda girl came in as Amelia's partner -Phillip sighed, subsequently allowing himself to laugh a little - But no one would think that luck would smile on me in the end, apparently I'm a lucky man after all.
-And you, my friend, you seem to have some luck this day, do something with it and don't waste it on banal things, you won't get any younger- Belos murmured a little advice, then moving away from the window, walking to the exit to join to the rest of the people below, while Alastor instead stayed a moment longer, admiring from above how his little girl became someone else's wife this day.
The shouts of joy and the rain of rice fell on Amelia and Caleb when they left the chapel with the girl in their arms, everyone there was celebrating while living the moment, but in the distance a girl watched everything unfold feeling her heart squeeze under the beautiful scene, although she could only feel pain when she saw them, knowing that that smile on the bride's face no longer belonged to her and it was all her own fault.