He loved her with a fire he had never known before
She had given him a purpose in life; loving her was his purpose
Now that she was gone, he wondered what that meant
If he wasn't meant to love her forever, where did he belong?
He wishes he could see her as a chapter in his life
Close the book and start another
It would be easier than always wanting to reread the same chapter
Knowing how the story ends
She isn't a chapter in his life
She is the whole book
He craves her touch sometimes like he will die without it
He remembers when she used to live for him alone
He misses the way she used to look at him
How he imagines she looks at her new love
Why can't she love him like that again?
He would still do anything for her
Sacrifice anything for her happiness
He misses how they used to be
How he could kiss her when he wanted
Hold her in his arms and forget the world
He would give anything to feel that way again
He looks up at the sky and wonders if she is too
Remembers how he held her on their honeymoon
And looked at those beautiful stars
She isn't just a star to him
She is his whole sky
He still loves her with that same fire
He hopes one day, she will come back to him
Loving her is still his purpose in life
He just has to love her secretly now