KOTODAMA

"The soul that resides within words"

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Chapter XXIX

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InuYasha noted her hesitant caress on his abdomen, yet he remained silent, although slightly tense as he waited for what Kagome may want to do. Another shiver ran through her then, one she handled through a moment of short and superficial breathing. There was a small pause that was broken in the instant InuYasha felt her hand's intrusion, caressing the start of his belly, and he failed to stifle a soft moan. His fingers under her skirt resumed their touch, gently, keeping his thumbs on her belly. He wished to see her reaction, if he were mirror the way she sought to caress him. The idea contributed to made his breathing heavier, his skin now swollen by desire.

Kagome turned her head, and InuYasha felt her breath brushing his clavicle. It was warm, and intense; short as well; she seemed unable to breathe deeply, and he came to entertain that this was a torture they were both willingly participating in.

Their gazes met, and a sort of relief took over them, found through that sole gesture. InuYasha felt his desire finding refuge in her. He had never been able to fully invest himself in romance, and he came to think it was because there was simply no room in his life for it. There, he considered that there might be a hidden message in Kagome's eyes, a feeling that found place deep inside his chest like an incommensurable truth, as vast as the dawning sky; he had been waiting for her.

Kagome, on her part, experienced the freedom of caution, and that helped her stop quivering. She didn't want to allow fear to the unknown, to take this moment away from her. She reminded herself that every choice carried a risk, and that she wished to take the risk with InuYasha; it had been that way since they met for the first time. Aware she was of the many things she didn't know about him, however, her intuition told her that his presence was essential for her. So she offered her lips, lifting her chin just a couple of centimeters. InuYasha's answer was to meet them, and her hand, in turn, descended from the edge of his pants, noting the soft yet firm texture of the hair there, aside from the marvel that was the stiffness of his sex. She heard him breathe in a hurry, trying to hold back the emotions he was experiencing, and that made her add intensity to their kiss, wishing for him to leave any inhibitions behind. She opened her mouth to receive his tongue, almost with urgency. The caress was exciting and torturous, and Kagome was absorbing the information of every single new thing that was happening. InuYasha's hold became more demanding, and she heard him releasing a groan, that echoed her own. In that instant, her mind abandoned all control, and she allowed herself to feel without the gag that was reason. That countersense pushed her to turn her soft caress into a firm hold on InuYasha's erection, prompting a new moan from him, amidst their kiss, which seemed to only further the desire vibrating between them.

InuYasha could feel himself dizzy, recognizing the inebriation of passion coursing through him once again. The pressure that his hand had not stopped exerting on her hips intensified then, and he pulled Kagome closer, deepening their kiss further. He didn't become aware of how good the heat, the yearning and of how tight he was trapping her, until they both moaned at the same time, out of the sheer desire they had for being inside one another. Their eyes met; they were so close that even breathing was difficult. And they needed each other; both were aligned in that they were crossing a sort of euphoria that was giving them but minimal rest, one that they pretty much didn't wish for.

They stopped then, allowing caution to take over for an instant.

Forehead against forehead, they rested against each other. InuYasha squeezed gently the thighs his hands were resting on, her sigh immediately coming through his ears. To have Kagome like that before him, blushed by the emotion that moment was conjuring for them, was like being before a secret that needed a language, he still wasn't privy to, yet was sure of being able to read.

Kagome felt a if they were just in the right moment. She knew little about astrology, or planet alignment, yet she held the certainty of this particular moment, being crowned by something similar to a premonition. She felt a heavy blow of anxiety, a soft yet unstoppable one, just like a wave reaches the seashore.

InuYasha kissed her again, leaning forward so that his chest pressed against Kagome's. The hand caressing him under his pants was unceasingly doing its task, and he had to groan amidst the kiss, due to the intensity of the desire driving him. For a moment, he allowed himself to think if continuing with this was the right thing to do. His thoughts were interrupted, however, by his own moan, upon feeling the force with which Kagome was claiming him. That touch, and that sigh that she herself let out, took away any hesitation.

He muttered her name, Kagome, and gave in to the kiss once again, his hands sliding down her thighs, until they reached her tights, and upwards again, back to her hips, and waist. The touch was particularly arousing, her firm figure was enhanced by a softness that allowed his fingers to mold her skin and flesh. That made him wish then, to feel her amidst her nudity.

She loved the touch of InuYasha's hands on her hips. It was natural, to allow him such caresses, as if being close to him was inherent to existing, to breathing. For a moment, Kagome even came to think her heart would pound out of her chest. The mist in her head seemed to be keeping her isolated from anything that weren't a sensation coming from InuYasha, and although she felt incredibly anxious, she was also determined. To see his gaze, right before starting the most warm, insistent, sweet and passionate kiss she could have ever imagined, made her understand that no matter the result, she would not regret this. That thought fluttered in her mind, in the same way the imaginary butterflies were doing inside her body. She needed to feel InuYasha completely melted with her. To feel her tongue demanding the intrusion in her mouth, was strange, and yearned for, and so she allowed herself to answer with caresses of her own. She was restless, before perceiving InuYasha's manifest excitement in his erect sex, even more upon imagining how it'd be to feel him inside. A quiver of passion shook her all over, partially interrupting their kiss. Her blood heated her cheeks, and her body, overwhelmed as she was by such an urgent yearning, became only worse by the devastating way InuYasha muttered her name. His caress under her skirt became more intense, as well as the kiss, and it gave her a jolt to feel his touch between her legs, right over her panties; the shock of that gentle brush taking her completely out of reality for an instant. She could not focus on anything else, but the way her insides began to clench, in search of something they needed with urgency. She hugged him, impetuously, waiting for him to understand what she could not dare to voice.

Insecurity once again filled her mind, and made her consider if she could really perform efficiently in this unknown realm of love. In her mind, her character appeared, and contrary to the many times he would provoke her with his words, he seemed sweet, fearful even. Kagome noted the way an idea took shape in her thoughts then, with the true aim of that which the soul already knows.

"You are a virgin," she stated, simply, with no time to filter that idea. Her body tensed next, before the impertinence of her words, her heart harboring the small hope that InuYasha may not had heard them.

She noted a different kind of pressure, on the zones he was touching her, and then, she heard him sigh.

"Is that a problem?"

The sincerity of that question, disarmed her. Her chest was flooded by emotions, tenderness, surprise, passion and desire intertwining; and despite that chaos, she felt that everything was perfect.

Kagome shook her head, feeling herself agitated; words were failing her, and she embraced him instead, trying to hold onto that strength that InuYasha seemed to possess, and in that way, gather her courage.

InuYasha thought then, that out of the two of them, Kagome was inevitably, the bravest one. One of his hands, that had been under her skirt, found place on her features, as it tucked a lock of hair behind her ear, creating a caress out of it, that he repeated two more times. Suddenly, everything had stopped. It was a magical instant, where their eyes were showing themselves before the other; and their caresses slowed down. Neither of them were exempt from anxiety and desire, yet, even so, they were giving themselves the time needed to just gaze into each other.

The soft rhythm of the given caresses, on specific zones, managed to create in them a sort of heightened unrest than the one from a moment before. Kagome's fingers were moving delicately, recognizing the fine texture of the skin of InuYasha's sex. He, on his part, was pressing between her legs with his thumb, noting how Kagome would tense when he rubbed over the small bulge, hidden by her panties' fabric. They kissed each other again, experts now in the shape of each other's mouth. Kagome left her caress beneath his pants, and InuYasha let out a held back moan, upon noticing her intention, as she lowered his zip. It was clear that they didn't need too much to sate a physical appetite; he knew so, more than anything because of what his experiences at the club. However, both of them were seeking something deeper, and that took him to help Kagome with his clothes.

It was strange, for him, to experience that trust needed to expose himself in the way he was doing. That trust he had always given sparingly, but that now was allowing Kagome to continue her task of undressing him. She invited him to lift his hips, and he obeyed, which had made her lose her balance slightly; InuYasha wasn't willing to allow any distance between them, and so managed to keep her in place, with a hand on her back, as he used the other to pull the clothes just about enough for his sex to be exposed. Kagome sighed, as if trying to let out all of her unrest, something InuYasha didn't question, for he knew what it meant, and so he leaned and kissed her again, making his way into her mouth. Kagome's fingers wrapped around his sex, until both of her hands were filled in a way that waited not, drawing a pant out of him. He wanted to be inside her, frenetically and gently, relishing every sound that may come from Kagome, until they were both undone by pleasure. He lifted his hips just about enough, to find a point of contact, then found the edge of her panties, and pulled them aside, feeling the wetness of the fabric, and Kagome's sex. She sighed over his mouth, the kiss now but an ephemeral touch that kept them joined, without letting them focus on anything else.

Kagome's breathing shortened, when InuYasha's sex kissed her own, a quiver running through her right after. He released a groan, and that made her remain very still, just in case she was doing something wrong. He placed a hand over hers, indicating a back-and-forth motion that made her hold, partially, her breath. The pleasure that simple contact was giving her, seemed incredible.

InuYasha could feel his determination to wait for Kagome's advances, being chiseled away by his own yearning to feel her. She pulled away her hands, and InuYasha held his breath before the intense heat that came from the mere touch of their sexes. Kagome was very still, her chest rising in short breaths as their mouths remained pressed against each other, without actually kissing, when she slowly began to ease herself down on him. InuYasha had to make use of all of his force of will to not seize her hips and push himself inside her. The movement felt compressed, and intense, torturous even; the expectation and effervescent sensitivity was taking away their breath, achieving them to hold onto each other. Kagome was moving softly, back and forth, as if trying to recognizing him inside her as he spread her. InuYasha never imagined that to be inside someone could be that warm and pleasant. Once they were fully joined, quivers ran through both of them, ones quite similar to when fever takes over the body. They began to shed away their clothes, needing to feel each other's direct heat, and InuYasha marveled at the shape of Kagome's naked breasts, once they were finally exposed. He cupped them with both hands, and shivered from pleasure when he noted the protuberance of her nipple with the tip of his fingers, then with this full palm. Kagome embraced him, and the heat of his naked chest, over her own, brought her peace amidst the storm of sensations. From that way forward, everything became instinct, passion, and a deep feeling, on the background, that she would analyze much later.

For Kagome, pain and pleasure were intertwining with each other, keeping her in a permanent state of unrest that, steadily, was changing, until the tension she noted in her interior stopped feeling hostile, and turned into pure excitement. She held onto InuYasha, her eyes closed as his arms wrapped around her, and gently moved inside her. Her mind opened to a strange thought; to perceive InuYasha's heat was like touching a sort of ancient yearning that was now waking from its lethargy. That idea made her feel vulnerable, naked, shivering before the incoherence of having him for the first time, once again. An I love you wandered through her mind, one she kept hidden by the sighs born from the strange commotion of having InuYasha inside her. The sensations in her body began to rise then, as InuYasha started to rise in her search, and Kagome answered to that.

With every movement, they were finding each other, as their sexes became charged by the energy that passion produces. The moisture was generating sounds that were incredibly erotic, even if in that moment they couldn't delve into it. There was a mutual search for that sway, born from the adjacent desire to experience together that which they were forebodingly feeling. Kagome released a loud moan, to which InuYasha answered by embracing her tighter. The air in the room was now dense, generating an ambient that had them enraptured in each other. InuYasha's hands kept her subjugated to him, and she heard him utter a curse almost as penetrating as the movements of his sex inside her. Kagome had her arms around him, over the shoulders, her moans released on his neck as she wondered if those sensations could become even more intense.

"I need," she muttered near his ear.

InuYasha didn't reply immediately, and when he did, his voice was shadowed and short, "What?"

Kagome shook her head, unable to say what she needed. It was, simply, something unknown to her.

"I don't know," she sighed, then tensed up.

InuYasha heard her, lost and engrossed, and felt the heat running through his veins with such force, he thought it possible to catch on fire from the inside. He feared to be unable to hold back any longer, and that his sex may explode inside her. The mere idea lit a fire on his body with even more force; yet he wouldn't.

"Kagome, I'm about to…," he declared his fear. Those words resonated with something inside her. He heard her pant, moan and hold back her breath, her nails digging into him, a superficial pain that only enhanced the pleasure and the impending climax. He heard her groan, at the edge of passing out, yet it was the way of how her insides wrapped around him tightly, that ended up triggering his own release.

InuYasha pushed her away as fast as he could, his breathing ragged by the sensations. The orgasm shook him with violent, exquisite ardor, stripping away from him any coherent thought. He held Kagome even tighter, as she quivered, and so he kissed her on the shoulder, the first place that his lips found.

Both of their bodies were burning from their shared passion, and Kagome knew herself lost for a long instant, in which she could only feel the burning moist between her legs, and the soft kiss that InuYasha was leaving on her skin, with cadence, with devotion. She rested her body against him, and she kissed his neck when she felt a bit more clarity. A moment later, she heard him start laughing heartily, with joy, and was such her comprehension of the origin of such an emotion, that Kagome began to laugh alongside him.

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"Absence doesn't nullify what it is forever. Eternity begins with a gaze that most of us don't really comprehend until a long time has passed, and that doesn't make it less certain, or less infinite."

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To be continued.

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A/N

To reach this part has been a true odyssey. Ther are many contained emotions in this chapter, and I hope I've been able to properly transmit them.

Thank you so much for reading, and leaving comments,

Anyara

This text is possible thanks to the translation of: Dezart