I threw myself into the farm chores with more force than necessary, my frustration fueling each task. The hay bales felt lighter as I hoisted them, my anger lending me strength. I could still hear Charlie's words from breakfast echoing in my mind, his suggestion of marriage leaving a bitter taste in my mouth. It wasn't that I hated the idea of being tied down, but rather, having my future mapped out without my consent made my blood boil.
I muttered to myself as I fed the animals, venting my frustration on the unsuspecting feed buckets. Why did he have to bring it up now? And why did he think he had the right to plan my future?
But then, as if by magic, Alice reappeared, her bright smile cutting through my dark mood like a ray of sunshine. She looked as radiant as ever, her presence a welcome distraction from my anger.
"Ready to go to the Cullens?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with such excitement that
I couldn't help but smile back. "Absolutely."
Firerain stomped in delight at the sight of Alice. I didn't blame him as I often did the very same thing–inside my head. Alice cooed affectionately at the mule, and soon, we were off.
The journey to the Cullens' estate was a breath of fresh air. Alice chatted about inconsequential things, such as her artwork, her voice light and cheerful, and I let myself be swept along by her enthusiasm.
By the time we arrived, my earlier anger had dissipated, replaced by a sense of anticipation.
Carlisle greeted us warmly at the door. He led us into the grand living room, where the rest of the Cullens were already gathered. The room was filled with an air of quiet expectancy.
"I believe I have to get you caught up, Bella," Carlisle began, his expression serious. "We've been tracking the movements of the spell casters. They're attempting to move into areas with significant astrological alignments."
"Why?" I frowned. I looked back at Alice, who didn't seem at all surprised by the news, meaning that she already knew.
"Spell casters harness cosmic energy for their magic, and they build structures that align with the stars to amplify their power."
I listened intently, fascinated by the implications.
"There might be such a site here in Oakland. We're trying to locate it before the spell casters can establish themselves. I'm contacting an astrologer friend of mine to help us pinpoint the exact location." He continued.
The thought of spell casters using cosmic energy was terrifying. I glanced at Alice. Her expression was thoughtful.
"Do you think this site could be near us?" I asked.
Carlisle nodded. "It's possible. That's why we need to act quickly. If we can find it before they do, we might be able to prevent them from gaining a foothold here."
His words filled me with a sense of urgency. The idea that we could be living near a place that the spell casters wanted was certainly daunting. The werewolves would put their lives on the line to protect their territory.
"Do the wolves know about this?"
"Not yet," he sighed. "But I will let them know in my next meeting with their alpha."
I trusted Carlisle and the Cullens. If anyone could figure this out, it was them.
"I won't be able to stay with you tonight," Alice said glumly. "I have to stay here and help Esme with your birthday preparations."
"All the more reason not to have a birthday." I squeezed her hand, not wanting to let go. Her presence was the best birthday gift I could ask for. She shook her head gently. "It's just for one night."
"Why must I be punished for my birthday?" I grumbled.
"Oh, Bella." She laughed her tinkling laugh. "You'll love it, you'll see!"
I went home with Firerain. The evening stretched out before me, a vast, silent void that Alice's absence only deepened. The house felt strangely hollow without her cheerful chatter and infectious energy. I tried to busy myself with more farm tasks, but every quiet moment reminded me of how much I missed her. Even Charlie seemed less enthusiastic when our ray of sunshine wasn't here.
That night, I reluctantly slipped into sleep, and soon, I was pulled back into the dream world.
I found myself at the edge of Heaven's Tear Lake once more. The moonlight bathed the water in an ethereal glow, the surface still and unnaturally calm. The air felt thick with anticipation, and a shiver ran down my spine as I approached the water's edge.
Just as before, the water began to swirl, and from the depths, the hands emerged. But something was different this time. Instead of reaching out to drag me under, they moved gently, almost tenderly, as if inviting me into their embrace. My fear gave way to curiosity, and I took a tentative step forward.
One of the hands reached for mine, its touch surprisingly warm and comforting. I felt a strange sense of peace wash over me as I allowed myself to be guided into the water. As the waves closed over my head, I expected the same suffocating terror, but instead, I found that I could breathe.
As I descended into the depths, the ghostly hands continued to guide me. Then, through the hazy waters, I saw a figure that made my heart stop. My mother, her face tentative and eyes filled with love, floated among the crowd of hands.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I swam toward her, my heart aching with both surprise and joy.
"Mom," I cried, reaching out to her. She smiled, her hand cupping my cheek, and I felt a warmth spread through me.
The dream felt hazy and surreal, but it carried a significance that I couldn't quite grasp.
I woke with tears still streaming down my face, my heart heavy with grief.
I was alone once more.
