Ever since Tara went to see Jax at the clubhouse that night a few weeks ago, Tara has been trying to keep herself busy with work. Trying to distract herself as she was trying really hard not to think about Jax or their conversation that night. But no matter how she tried she just kept thinking about Jax.

She kept thinking about how badly she wanted to kiss him again or to feel his hands all over her body again. She hasn't felt this way not since the last time they saw each other and not since she broke things off with Josh. It literally took everything in Tara not to jump into his arms that night. Not to mention he was standing right in front of her without a shirt on so it took everything in her not to attack him that night.

" What the hell is wrong with me?" Tara scowled at herself as she shook her head and closed her eyes as she took a deep breath. She pinched the bridge of her nose as she tried to erase of the image of Jax being shirtless out of her head. She quickly move her hand away as soon as she heard a knock coming through her office door.

" It's open." She called out as she sat up straight and started to type up her reports for Murphy before her next surgery which is in like an hour.

" Hey are you busy?" Murphy asked as soon as she walked into Tara's office and closed the door behind her.

" Well, considering that I'm typing up this report for you and I do have another surgery I gotta get ready for. Yeah, I'm busy. Why? What's up? " Tara asked as she continued typing away on her keyboard.

" I need you to take on another patient." Murphy answered as she stood behind Tara's desk.

" Okay, who's the paitent?" Tara asked without looking away from her computer screen.

" It's Wendy Case."

Tara suddenly stopped typing as soon as she heard the patients name."W-Wendy case? You want me to take her on? Why? I'm just a surgeon."

" But your also a doctor and Ms. Case is also eight months pregnant. Can you handle her case or do I need to ask another doctor?" Murphy questioned as she looks at Tara for a moment.

Tara sighs as she knew there was no way she was going get out of this. She shook her head as she gave Murphy her answer." No, I can handle it. When is she coming in?"

" Some time this afternoon." Murphy answered as she turned around and walked out of Tara's office and closed the door behind her.

As soon as Tara watch Murphy walking out of her office Tara groans as she placed palms of her hands against her face." It's one thing to deal with Jax. It's a whole another thing to deal with his pregnant wife or ex wife. Tara isn't sure which. She personally want nothing to do with the woman who has taken Jax from her. But like Murphy reminded her. She is a doctor and this is her job. So she's going have to push her personal feelings aside and deal with it.

" What the hell do you mean, you can't come with me to my appointment? " Wendy asked as she crossed her arms over her chest as she glares at Jax. Wendy had just came to the club house and asked Jax if he can come with her to St. Thomas for her appointment this afternoon. For the past few months she's been going alone and today she really needs Jax with her.

" Just what I mean Wendy, I gotta lot of shit to do today. I don't have time for this." Jax answered as he grabbed his kutte and puts it on." Maybe you can ask Gemma to go with you." Jax suggested without looking at her.

Wendy scoffed as she shook her head. " Unbelievable. You still believe that I'm getting high, don't you? Jesus Christ, Jax. What do I need to do to prove to you that I'm not doing it anymore. That I will never put our son in danger. I mean, come on Jax. How can you stand there and think that?"

Jax shrugs his shoulders as he shook his head." You don't have to prove anything to me. Because I don't give a shit anymore Wendy. You and me, we are done. There's nothing for us anymore. All I'm waiting for you to sign the divorce papers."

" Is this about Tare? Is that why you're acting like this? Because she's back." Wendy asked as she kept her arms over her chest. She knew she shouldn't have told Jax about Tara but as of right now, she didn't care. She needs to know if Tara is the real reason why Jax has been acting so cold to her these past few months.

" How the hell did you even know about that? No this has got nothing to do with Tara. This has to do with the fact, you can't stay away from the drugs. You're a fucking addict Wendy and we both know that. My wanting a divorce is not about Tara or the fact she's here. I'm just not feeling us anymore. " Jax said honestly as he shook his head once more.

" What about Abel?" Wendy asked as she quickly wipe her tears away.

" Once he's born, we will figure something out. But we can't be together anymore. I'm sorry." Jax answered as he looked over her shoulder and noticed Juice was standing by his door. " What's up brother?"

" We are all at the table." Juice answered as he looked over Wendy and Jax." Is everything okay here? "

" Tell Clay that I will be right there." Jax said as he nods his head. As he watch Juice walk away from his door he looked over at Wendy." I got club business to handle are you gonna be alright?"

Wendy drops her hands as she shrugs her shoulders. " Not really, but I will be sooner or later. I should get home and get ready for my appointment." Wendy said as she grabbed her purse and her car keys. Without giving Jax another glance she walked out of his dorm and out of the club house.

Instead of going to St. Thomas, like she was supposed to for her appointment. Wendy ended up going home instead. As she walked down the hall and into their room. Wendy walked towards her side of the bed and opened up the drawer of her night stand. As she pulled out the little baggie of drugs out and closed the drawers. Wendy sat down and kept staring at the baggie.

Wendy knows deep down she shouldn't be doing this and she really hasn't touched the stuff, not since she the last time she got high two almost three months ago. But with Jax still wanting to divorce her and basically want nothing to do with her anymore. Wendy isn't sure what to do anymore. But she needs something.to help. with the pain and to just make her to feel anything anymore.

After staring at the baggie for over an hour Wendy shook her head as she got up and headed into the kitchen. She quickly grabbed a pan and light up the stove as she grabbed a spoon from the drawers. Once the drug melted against the spoon. Wendy grabbed a needle and sat down at the kitchen table.

The moment she found her favorite vain and poked the needle into her arm and shooting the drug up into her arm. Wendy closed her eyes and laid back and waits for the drugs to kick in and helps her to relax more. Wendy now feels.that now she has completely lost Jax, she has nothing left. Hearing Jax telling her that they are over and he doesn't care about her anymore, Wendy feels like her heart has been ripped out of her chest and her whole entire world has come crashing down.

Wendy Case has nothing to hold on to anymore. All she has are the drugs and that's what Wendy cares about at this moment.