April has something big she wants to ask Jackson and is not sure how to go about it, maybe that conversation she had with Catherine could help her.


Jackson, April and Harriet were on the jet a returned to Boston. April was reading, she looked away from her book to the couch and saw Harriet was still sleeping. April looked at Jackson who had also fallen asleep, she stared at Jackson for a while and began to think back to the conversation she had had with Catherine.

Earlier that day at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital.

April had just finished giving her speech to Catherine.

"That was a sweet speech April," Catherine said.

"Thank you, April said, she sat down in the chair next to Catherine. How are you doing Catherine?"

"I'm doing okay dear," Catherine said. "So tell me."

"Tell you what?" April asked.

"How are things between you and Jackson now, I was so happy when I heard you were back together," Catherine said.

"We're doing great, we're really happy to have found each other again," April told Catherine.

"And Harriet?"

"She's happy, too."

"Good," Catherine said. "But I get the feeling you have someting on you mind."

"It's not a big deal or anything, but there is something," April said.

"You can tell me," Catherine said.

"You promise not to tell Jackson?" April asked.

"I promise," Catherine said.

"I'm very happy that Jackson and I are back together, I feel so happy, like I'm on could nine," April said.

"I can see that," Catherine said.

"Yeah?"

Catherine nodded her head. "Yeah."

"Okay."

"So tell me what's bothering you," Catherine said.

"When me and Jackson are together it feels so good, when I wake up next to him I feel happy, when I eat with him in the morning in the evening I feel so happy," April said.

"Are you afraid he doesn't feel that way? Because if I will ask him this I know he will say this makes him very happy too," Catherine said.

"I want to ask if he wants to move in with me," April said.

"Why do you doubt it's a good idea?" Catherine asked.

"Because we haven't been back together for that long and I don't rush into this," April said.

"Maybe it's fast, but if it feels right, then it's right," Catherine said.

"I thought the same thing when I got married to Matthew and that turned out to be a big mistake," April said, she sighed. "Matthew is a sweet and good man, but I regret so much that I married him."

"I see," Catherine said.

"And I don't want to regret this," April said.

Catherine took April's hand. "April let me tell you the big difference between you and Jackson and between you and Matthew."

"What is it?" She asked.

"Love, I know you really cared about Matthew, but I could also tell you were never really in love with him," Catherine said. "Is that true or not?"

April sighed. It's true, I never really loved Matthew," she said, even though it's true, she feels guilty saying out loud.

"Then I still wondered why did you marry him back then?" Catherine asked.

"I guess because I felt guilty, I left him at the altar, then he found happiness with Karin and then I let his wife die," April said.

"April that his wife died was not your fault," Catherine said.

"But I feel like I did," April said. "And was a widower and father of a young baby, he looked so helpless..."

"And you wanted to help him?""

"Yes, but it became quite clear that I married him out of guilt and not out of love as I should."

"And you're afraid you're going to have to make the same one now with Jackson?"

"I know it's not the same situation I had with Matthew, but if we make a mistake in this it has so much bigger consequences," April said.

"What would be one?" Catherien asked.

"Harriet, she will be the biggest victim of this, Jackson and I were not together at first and now we are together again and she is so happy about this, And is it goes wrong and then we are not together it will have so much effect on her emotionally," April said.

"I understand you're worried about that, but you have to follow your heart and if your heart says you want to be with Jackson then listen to it," Catherine said.

"You're probably right," April said.

"Of course I'm right," Catherine said.

"I'm going to get some coffee," April said, she picked Harriet up. "First I'm going to take Harriet to day care."

"She can stay here and I'll watch her," Catherine said.

"Are you sure, Catherine?" April asked.

"I love spending time with my granddaughter, so it's no problem, Catherine said," April sat Harriet down on Catherine's lap. "And have some cake later for when we get some good news."

"Don't give her too much cake," April said as she left the room.

That was April's conversation with Catherine, She left to get coffee and the next thing she did was work in the pit again.

The pilot's announcement that they were about to land caused April to snap out of her thoughts.

Jackson slowly started to wake up again, he opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was April. "Hey."

"Did you sleep well."

"Yes, I had a nice nap."

"I'll go wake up Harriet."

"Okay."

April woke up her daughter and put her in the chair and tied her up. A few minutes later the jet landed and the car took the family to April's house.

"Would you like to stay for dinner tonight?" April asked Jackson.

"Yes, I would like that," Jackson said.

"Okay then, I'm going to get started," April said.

"April you look tired, why don't you take a nap," Jackson suggested.

"Are you gonna cook then? April asked.

"I thought we were gonna order dinner," Jackson said. "Should I order from the usual place?"

"Fine, with me," April said.

April went to her room and lay down on the bed to take a nap. Jackson stayed in the living room with Harriet and went to watch a movie together.

Two hours later, Jackson and April were sitting down to dinner with their daughter.

"Would you like some wine?" Jackson asked.

"No thanks I'm good," April said to him.

Jackson noticed that Harriet was not eating much of her food. "Aren't you hungry Harriet?"

"My tummy hurts," Harriet said.

"That's what you get when you eat too much cake, April said.

"We have my mother to thank for that, Jackson said. Eat 7 more big bites, okay?

"Okay, Daddy, Harriet said.

After dinner Harriet played for another hour and then April put her to bed. After half an hour, Harriet had fallen asleep. April walked into the living room and sat down next to Jackson on the couch.

"She was finally asleep," April said.

"Good," Jackson said.

"Jackson we can talk?"

Jackson turned off the TV, the turned to April and put his arm around her. "Sure."

"I'd like to discuss something with you and it's pretty big," April said.

"Are you pregnant?" Jackson asked all of a sudden.

"What makes you think that?" April asked.

"Well you didn't want to drink wine and you look nervous," Jackson said.

"So then you think I'm pregnant," April said. "No, I'm not pregnant."

"Oh."

"Would you be upset if I were pregnant?"

"No, I would love to have another child with you," Jackson said.

"That's a conversation for another time," April said. "You know I love you very much."

"I love you very much, too," Jackson said.

"And maybe it's a bit fast, but if it feels right, it's right, April said.

"April, what is it? Jackson asked.

"Do you want to move in with me? April asked.

"You want me to move in with you?"

"Yes."

"I would love nothing more then that," Jackson

"So that is a yes?" April asked.

"It's a big yes, I want to live together again," Jackson said.

"We don't have to live here, we can move into your house," April said.

"April, here is perfect," Jackson said.

"You mean that?" April asked.

"Yes, I don't care where we would live, as long as we're together with our family that's the most important thing, that's what makes a home," Jackson said.

"I couldn't agree more," April said, she looked at Jackson who just had the biggest and sweetest smile on his face. "What is it?"

"The idea that I will now wake up again every day next to the person I love so much makes me so happy," Jackson said.

"Me too, I mean, waking up next to you," April said.

"I know what you mean," Jackson said.

April move closer to Jackson, they looked into each other's eyes, Jackson gave April a passionate kiss. April was very happy that Jackson wanted to live with her, she couldn't wait for it to actually happen.