Dear Diary,
Can someone, something please just give me the courage to ask Luz out already?
After thinking about what I said in my last entry about how I owe her a million, it feels like my crush has just blown up. I don't know, can I like her more than I already do?
She's just so sweet and caring and kind, and she'll always work to make sure you're okay. She even puts others in front of herself, and works to make things right when she messes up.
When Malphas called me back into work last week, he brought me into his office for a quick chat. He admired that I was going out of my way to help someone find the deep history of our world, but was upset that he took someone unauthorized into the forbidden stacks. I told him I understood, and I apologized for bringing Luz in with me. He also said that he admired Luz's tenacity in trying to get my job back, and that she was a great friend.
I tried my hardest to keep the blush off my cheeks as I said "yeah, she really is."
Just today, I decided to watch her in the Gland Prix, which I never watch. I just don't see the allure of seeing students getting thrown off their staves at blazing speeds. She didn't end up winning, she crashed about a quarter of the way from the finish line.
But, despite all that, she still helped King get the interview they were hoping to get, and helped him surprise Eda with some adoption papers. I didn't know that that was gonna happen, but I know Luz had to have supported him through the whole thing.
Luz is such an amazing person, and never did I think I would cross paths with someone like her. I just wish I was able to tell her how much she means to me. I can't even admit to myself that I kissed her cheek that day, and seeing it written doesn't make it real either, so how am I supposed to actually say anything to her?
Okay, I'm gonna have to come back to my love dumping later, I keep hearing something hitting my bedroom window.
Be back soon,
Amity
A/N: I think y'all know what's gonna be next... Anyways, reviews and likes are always appreciated!