This chapter will be about Liv's past. If the subject (attempted rape) is a sensitive subject for you and causes triggers, do not read.

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After several rounds of sex, they were both exhausted on his bed. Olivia lay with her ass up and he kept stroking her ass "Do you have an obsession with my ass?" she smiled.

"Yes, I have to confess," he smiled at her.

A few minutes and Fitz told her to go to her room. she immediately got angry, Olivia imagined that since they had finally had their first kiss, he would forget all the rules at once.

"Really?" she asked with an angry expression.

"That kiss didn't mean anything, Olivia. I just wanted to fulfill a fetish of yours." he said this, trying to get her not to get her hopes up about him and she got even angrier. she got out of bed and started shouting at him...

"Fetish? you think I asked you for a kiss because of a fetish? I don't know if you know, but normal people go on dates together, drink wine, dance together, kiss, hug, sleep together... but you're a crazy man with your million fetishes, you'll never understand what it's like to really love someone. good night, Fitz" she left and slammed the door.

When she said that he would never understand what it was like to really love someone, she had managed to touch places inside his heart that no one could reach. Olivia lay on the bed and reflected on why his words affected her so much, she had accepted being his submissive and now she wanted to be more than that? her cell phone rang and it was Abby.

"Hello?"

"Liv... I need to tell you something important"

"What?"

"I don't know how he found you, maybe some photo we posted on instagram and put a location, I don't know... but your ex-boyfriend knocked on the door, he was crazy looking for you, lucky you're far away, he seemed upset" said Abby nervously.

The moment Abby said that her ex-boyfriend, Jake, had found the address of the house she lived in with Abby, Olivia had an immediate anxiety attack and everything played out in her head like a movie.

"Jake? he knocked on our door? you spoke to him?" she was confused.

"Yes."

/FLASHBACK/

Olivia lives with her parents Maya and Eli in her hometown, she's about to graduate in business, she was so happy. she met Jake in college, they've only been together 5 months. at first he seemed interested in her studies, he treated her with care, attention and love. then she got involved with him... but after a while, he started to show who he really is.

"Shall we sleep at my place tonight?" said Jake, caressing her face. He always started with sweet words and gestures, until she contradicted him.

"Jake, I've already told you that I'm not ready to lose my virginity" she tried to explain to him once again.

"Olivia, don't be ridiculous... you're not a teenager anymore. You're already 21, do you want to die a virgin? I need sex" he began to raise his voice.

"I'm not ready. Can you wait any longer? If you love me, then you can wait"

"I won't wait any longer, I want to fuck you," he said.

She changed the subject.

"You didn't take college seriously, you skipped classes, you got terrible grades in your exams and now I'm the only one who's going to get my diploma. what kind of future do you want?"

He held her arm tightly and said... "Don't talk to me like that, I don't like you treating me like a fucking teenager. I don't care about a degree" he shouted.

"You're hurting me, Jake" he didn't let go of her arm.

Jake held her arm tightly and pushed her into his car.

"What are you doing?"

Jake started driving to his house. Olivia agreed to be alone with him at his house, because she believed he would calm down and they would talk. they went to his room...

"Are you calmer now?" she asked, believing that the gentle Jake who had fooled her for a while was still there.

"I'll be calm and relaxed when you suck my cock," he said, laughing.

"Jake, I told you I'm not ready to lose my virginity to you yet"

He held her violently by the neck...

"I'm going to fuck you today, Olivia" he pushed her onto the bed. she couldn't believe that this gentle man, who treated her with respect when he wanted to win her over, was about to try to rape her.

He started pulling her pants down hard, and she was pushing him away and saying no, no, no the whole time. he ripped her blouse open and started touching her breasts.

"You're not going to rape me" she screamed.

"I need sex, Olivia" he used all his strength against her. she tried to get away, she tried to kick him, but his strength was greater.

Jake's mother came home with groceries from the supermarket, she went into the house and started hearing screams and Olivia's voice. she dropped the groceries on the floor and ran upstairs thinking someone had broken into her house.

She opened the bedroom door and saw Jake about to rape Olivia.

"What are you doing, Jake? Let her go," his mother pushed him away from her. Olivia immediately got up and ran out of his house.

/END OF FLASHBACK/

"I remember it like it was today, Abby. If it hadn't been for his mother coming, he would have raped me. After that day I never wanted to talk to him again, but he chased me every day, apologizing and saying he was going to change. he chased me everywhere. then... after my graduation, I moved out of town" she said with tears in her eyes.

"Now I understand why you were afraid to be alone with my male friends." Abby knew that she was running away from her ex-boyfriend, but she didn't know the real reasons.

Fitz may have many faults, but he respected her every decision about her own body, he only wants to do with her what she allows and that made her feel so safe.

"I met a man who respects my body, he's clearly addicted to sex. but he only touches me if I want him to and if I let him. he's never tried to touch me without my permission. I don't regret giving him my virginity. he's so beautiful, Abby... but he's too complicated" she confessed.

"You deserve to be happy, Liv. you've found your man? don't lose him. and if that pig of an ex-boyfriend of yours comes near our house again, I'll call the police" Liv thanked her and hung up.

She stayed in bed thinking about everything she'd been through with Jake and then she went to sleep.