EPOV
I thought the hot shower was going to help me calm down a bit, but nothing was helping!
What did this fucking shit really mean?
Was she ever sincere about anything?
I should have thought about it... There was no fucking way she would have started liking me... That was not possible!
She always saw me as an asshole... I should have given a thought that nothing was going to change her mind overnight!
Well, it was not overnight... Which only made it worse, I guess! I mean, people can make mistakes, but if they continue with that mistake, then it's no longer just a mistake... It's a full proof plan with cruel intentions... And that's what she had on her mind!
And I doubted if she even realized how badly this had hurt me... I didn't think she ever understood my feelings for her... And probably she was never going to understand it! It was just some stupid hope on my end...
But enough!
I was done with her bullshit!
I was going to screw her!
She wanted to get some sort of revenge with her step-brothers, right? I'll see how she gets it! I had no idea what I was really going to do, but I'd figure something out!
"Edward... I fucked up! I'm so sorry..." She said as soon as I was out of the bathroom, "I'm sorry... I really love you... How do I prove that?"
"Shut up!" I said.
Yes, there was a time I'd have died with happiness on hearing those words from her, but now I knew she didn't mean any of that! She didn't even understand the meaning of that!
"I know you're angry..." she said, "But you need to try to understand that things have changed... The more I got to know you... It was not hard to fall for you... You need to believe me... I really, really love you..."
"Look... Just stop the bullshit!" I said angrily, "You don't even understand the meaning of it!"
"And you do?" She said, " Didn't you say you loved me? Well, I can say the same thing! Maybe you never actually loved me... That's why you're acting like this just because I made a mistake! You never actually loved me!"
I gritted my teeth and glared at her.
How dare she?
"I'd like to quote you... Things have changed." I said.
"Oh I see!" She said, "So basically you're no longer in love with me!"
"Yes." I said.
"Okay... Fine..." she said, "You live with your truth. I will live with mine. I love you, and that's my truth!"
"Yeah... And I don't love you... In fact, I hate you, and that's my truth!" I said.
"Fine." She said.
"Fine." I said.