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The kiss... with the lingering scent of wine, felt like a drug. The more she kissed, the more she wanted to kiss again and again.
Naphak hardly realized how many times she'd moaned. The kiss from the naked woman in front of her made her never tire of being kissed. She didn't know if the doctor was aware of it, but she knew that the doctor's lips were like a drug that made her heart beat erratically.
Dr. Premsinee didn't give her a moment to breathe.
"Mmm..."
Naphak's slender hands cupped the doctor's flushed face, taking a deep breath because if she delayed any longer, she might run out of air.
She wasn't skilled enough to handle the continuous invasive kisses from a drunken person, even though she liked how passionate the doctor became after drinking alcohol.
The sweet eyes looking at her with frustration made Naphak unable to resist pressing her lips against the wine-scented ones. She had to admit the truth: she liked the woman in front of her, even her coldness that kept her from getting to know her more than the boundaries set.
"Doctor..."
"Let... go..." The drunken woman seemed to regain some consciousness, trying to push her away, but ended up falling, with her naked body pressing down together.
"It's me, Pat," she said. Her name seemed to make the drunken woman want to pull away even more, but Naphak's slender hands wouldn't let the naked body escape so easily.
The soft lips, still carrying the scent of wine, made Naphak not hesitate to take the lead in kissing. Even though the doctor tried to shake herself free, the slow, tender intrusion of Naphak's tongue, turning into a deep kiss, made the resistance fade away.
Now, their lips exchanged sweetness, their breaths mingling, and the rhythm of their hearts could tell how they felt. Naphak, who pulled away first, smiled at the sight of the eyes of the woman on top of her before pushing the doctor down onto the bed and taking the top position.
"Call me Pat, Doctor."
She whispered softly, followed by a kiss. The owner of those sweet eyes couldn't refuse.
"Pat..."
The doctor's voice, still half-drunk, made Naphak give another sweet kiss before hearing a frustrated moan from the woman beneath her when she decided to pull away. But that frustration didn't last long.
Now, her hot lips were trailing kisses down the smooth skin, reaching the full breasts that her slender hands cupped, her eyes filled with excitement and fascination.
It was as if this villainess had just seen something beautiful for the first time.
"How beautiful, even more beautiful than mine," she admitted. Though she liked her own body, compared to the doctor beneath her, she conceded. The breasts that seemed small weren't as small as she thought, and looking further down made her blush deeply.
Dr. Premsinee was alluring all over, so much that she didn't want to look away.
Naphak's left hand, which was cupping the breast, moved tentatively as she lowered her face to taste its tip for the first time. Though she frowned, unsure of what to do next, her deep feelings made her thoughts and actions not much conflicting.
She wanted to touch them gently, fearing the doctor's mewls were from pain. But Naphak didn't know that those sounds were from growing, pending feelings. The doctor's hands began to wander, stopping at Naphak's back, still fully clothed.
"Doctor... what should I do next?" she asked, unsure of what to do, as it was her first time being close to a naked woman with such a pained expression.
There was no answer from Dr. Premsinee, whom she annoyed. The doctor tried to push her face away, but Naphak wouldn't let her. She moved closer, giving a passionate kiss, not caring if it hurt the doctor, who protested by hitting her.
But the resistance faded as Naphak's fingers slowly entered the deep part of the doctor's flower, reaching deep inside despite the difficulty.
"It hurts... let go!" The trembling voice made Naphak pause. She leaned down to give a gentle kiss to the now calmer doctor, who no longer tried to pull away. Her fingers moved slowly, guided by the rhythm of their hearts, leading to the awaited happiness.
The hoarse moans made Naphak worry, fearing the doctor was in pain. But when she stopped, the doctor clung to her shoulders, and when she moved her fingers, the grip lessened.
Her fingers, moving in and out of the flower, had to stop when the tightness made it difficult to move. Naphak smiled at the sight of the doctor's sweaty face, kissing slowly as she noticed the closed eyes.
The evidence on her fingers made Naphak's eyes shine with happiness and disbelief. Who would've thought she'd be Dr. Premsinee's first?
Naphak Tharanisorn was Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicham's first.
The feeling of discovering something precious that couldn't be given to anyone else filled her with joy. Naphak smiled every time she looked at the sleeping doctor.
She was proud, really proud, and she wouldn't let anyone else have this woman.
She placed her phone on the small table beside the bed after doing something she'd planned.
Naphak looked at the naked body on the bed before heading to the bathroom, returning with a small towel and a basin of water. Though it was her first time, she knew what to do to clean up after such happiness.
Because the delightful flower of this woman was the important part and had to be kept clean.
The soft towel, dipped in water and wrung out, gently wiped the doctor's body, who continued to sleep soundly, only murmuring softly before falling back asleep, unaware of Naphak's smiling face.
After cleaning the beautiful doctor, Naphak undressed, placing her clothes beside the doctor's, smiling.
She wondered what would happen tomorrow and how the composed doctor would react upon waking up to find them naked and entwined.
But no matter how much Dr. Premsinee denied or tried to escape, Naphak had something that would make the doctor unable to refuse, even if it was something terrible for her.
The soreness in her body made the newly awakened doctor slowly move to get comfortable. But as soon as she opened her eyes and regained some consciousness, Dr. Premsinee's eyes widened in shock. She looked down at the face nestled against her chest, doubling her shock.
How did she let this happen?
The images and actions slowly returning to her mind made Dr. Premsinee sigh deeply. How did she let this go so far? And the last image before she closed her eyes in exhaustion made her face flush. She remembered the tight feeling and the rapid heartbeat, understanding what it meant. She couldn't believe that happiness could come from a woman.
And the woman who spent the night with her was the one who ruined her wedding.
Dr. Premsinee carefully moved away from the embrace, getting out of bed as quietly as possible to avoid waking the sleeping woman. If she woke up now, she wouldn't know what to say.
Even though she felt pain and found it hard to move, Dr. Premsinee didn't take long to get dressed. But then, her eyes caught something that made her stop in her tracks. She picked up the picture frame to take a closer look, ensuring what she saw was real. The feelings of suspicion and familiarity with those soft lips were now explained.
The woman who was her first was that Good Person she'd always felt grateful for.
Dr. Premsinee turned to look at the person still peacefully asleep on the bed before placing the frame back in its original spot and leaving the room. Despite the turmoil inside her, she wasn't ready to talk about the unintended events or face this beautiful villainess just yet.
Who would've thought that the virginity she'd always cherished would be given to a woman she didn't even like?
As soon as she entered her room, not far from the one she'd just left, Dr. Premsinee wasted no time heading to the bathroom. She turned on the shower, letting the water hit her fully clothed body. The overwhelming emotions made her unable to hold back her tears.
If asked how she felt now, she'd say she didn't know. She couldn't even think of what to do next if she had to face that infuriating woman again. Could she still be cold when the memories of last night showed she'd willingly given something important?
Work, marriage at the right age, and having two kids—that's what she'd always envisioned. But now, everything seemed to have gone wrong.
Wrong enough to stir new feelings...
Feelings she never thought she'd have for another woman.
Dr. Premsinee had been out of the room for a while when the villain stirred. She immediately woke up upon sensing the emptiness on the other side of the bed, where the hot, bare body had lain all night.
So she's left..
Naphak didn't rush to get out of bed to find the beautiful doctor who had left only warmth behind. Why did the soft pillows seem more fragrant today? Even though the bed in her new condo had just been set up by her family and used for the first time last night.
Just thinking about the beauty of last night made her smile until her cheeks hurt.
"Dr. Premsinee..." Just saying the name made her happy. How wonderful would it be to be close to her every day? Probably so much that she wouldn't want to leave the room.
But Naphak might've forgotten that her happiness mightn't be the same as the person in her thoughts.
"Even if you refuse me, I'll make sure you can't refuse me."
Ignoring her family's constant reminders not to be mean to Dr. Premsinee, the feeling that the doctor couldn't belong to anyone else but her made her willing to do what others might see as cruel. But for her, it was just a way to keep the doctor close and not let her disappear.
Most importantly, it was about breaking down Dr. Premsinee Chotiphicharn's icy walls.
The new morning might be bright for many, but not for Dr. Premsinee, who didn't smile much. Even though her close friends called to ask why she broke their plans and didn't answer her phone, how could she explain what had happened and what she was doing when they called?
However, her plan to be alone and reflect on things had to be canceled because, no matter how early she came to work, her close friends were already waiting in her office.
"Why are you here so early, Lada, Tan?" She wasn't surprised to see Dr. Fahada in her office early, but Dr. Tankhun, who worked at a different hospital, was suspicious. She knew she'd be questioned about her disappearance.
"Don't play dumb."
"What? I have rounds today."
"At six-thirty in the morning?"
Dr. Tankhun glared at the pretty doctor who was putting on her
gown. He didn't understand why all three of his close friends had to come to the hospital early whenever they had problems. Starting with Dr. Fahlada, Dr. Melanee, and now Dr. Premsinee, who clearly had something going on since she avoided eye contact.
"I wanted to do morning rounds."
"Yeah, sure. Your patients are probably awake now, Dr.
Premsinee," Dr. Tankhun said, glaring at his smiling friend. It was well-known that doctors at private hospitals usually did rounds around nine in the morning.
"Prem, what happened to you?"
"Where?"
"On your neck." Dr. Fahlada's short comment made the room's owner sigh. She thought Dr. Fahlada, who had been quiet, wouldn't ask, but she'd always been like this since they got to know each other—quiet but observant. While others mightn't notice, Dr. Fahlada did.
"It's just a rash."
"Let me see. I'm a dermatologist."
Dr. Premsinee froze as she turned to show her back to her friend and quickly buttoned up her shirt. The look in Dr. Fahlada's eyes told her she couldn't avoid explaining the cause of her current confusion.
She'd let her guard down, allowing others to see the marks that troubled her.
"It's nothing. I just had some fun..."
"Don't say that, Dr. Premsinee! You're not someone who does things without thinking," Dr. Tankhun immediately retorted, offended by his friend's excuse. He knew his three close friends well enough to know that she wouldn't do that. If it were Dr. Charming, it'd be different.
"I made a mistake..."
"Prem, did you take the morning-after pill?" Dr. Fahlada's face immediately frowned, and Dr. Premsinee's worried expression made her even more concerned.
Even though her close friend knew how to protect herself in such situations, she still worried because Dr. Premsinee had never crossed the line to have a physical relationship with anyone before.
"Prem! Don't stay silent. Did you take it or not?"
"I didn't..."
Dr. Premsinee's answer made Dr. Tankhun and Dr. Fahlada look at each other before deciding to sit back down. They were initially appalled when their friend said she made a mistake. But since their friend had thought it through and decided not to take the pill, even though she could get pregnant, they had to respect her decision.
"It's almost time for rounds. Let's get to work. We'll talk later."
Dr. Fahlada had to pull Dr. Tankhun, who hadn't moved, after the room's owner spoke in a calm and tired voice, indicating she wasn't ready to share much. They knew Dr. Premsinee would eventually tell them everything once she had time to think it over...
About why she allowed such a mistake to happen.
"Lada, tell me Prem was just joking," Dr. Tankhun immediately asked Dr. Fahlada as soon as they stood outside the exam room, hoping what he heard wasn't true.
It wasn't that he couldn't accept what he heard, but he couldn't believe that Dr. Premsinee, who always followed the rules, would make such a mistake. Saying their friend was rebelling against life seemed even more unlikely. He had to find out what really happened.
"Tan, Prem must've made her decision."
"But..."
"You know how Prem is. When she's ready, she'll tell us," Dr. Fahlada smiled at her confused friend. They all worried about Dr. Premsinee, but they couldn't interfere with her decision.
They could only wait for Dr. Premsinee to be ready to share everything.
But maybe Dr. Premsinee's decision might turn out to be a good thing.
Dr. Fahlada and Dr. Tankhun had already left The Cardiac Center, but Dr. Premsinee still stood staring at the door before sitting down in her chair.
She knew her friends' words were full of concern, but she couldn't help but chuckle. She almost laughed when they asked if she'd taken emergency contraception.
She wasn't wrong to say she hadn't taken it. How could she take it
when she hadn't made a mistake with a man as her friends thought?
But with a woman...
Dr. Premsinee was lost in thoughts about the mistake she believed she'd made, but that wasn't the case for Naphak, who was immediately upset upon returning to her old condo and finding her former secret crush already waiting for her.
To make matters worse, the woman even spoke in a half-commanding tone, saying she had to attend an event at a mall, despite her having repeatedly said she didn't want to take on any more work because she needed to finish filming about ten more scenes for her drama.
"Pat, you have to attend an event this afternoon."
"How many times have I told you not to accept any more work? I want to take a break."
"But I already accepted it. What do you want me to do?" The half-pleading, half-annoyed tone made Naphak shake her head in exasperation. How many times had she pretended not to see what this woman was showing? She thought it was just Nam's habit of being demanding, which she only displayed toward her.
In the past, she might've been happy, thinking this woman had feelings for her. But now, that wasn't the case anymore. After distancing herself from her, she no longer wanted to go back to secretly loving her.
If someone truly loved another, they'd be heartbroken to let go of that love. Maybe she'd just gotten used to reminding herself that she loved this person. But in reality, it was just a good feeling from being close and thinking that the sweetness she admired was love.
She'd just realized that love doesn't have to go as expected.
Because it often comes unexpectedly.
"I need to know my schedule in advance. The way you accepted urgent work like this is not right... You have to go cancel that job."
"I can't do that."
"Why not?"
"I already took the client's money." Hearing this made Naphak turn away from the pleading eyes of the woman in front of her. How many times had Nam taken money without telling her or without her knowing how much because she trusted her and didn't want to worry about small things? But it seemed her personal manager had gotten used to doing the same thing.
"That's your problem, not mine."
"Pat! But I'm your personal manager."
"Then, from now on, you don't have to be my manager anymore."
It wasn't just because she'd distanced herself and no longer had a crush on her that she wanted to avoid being close to her. Many things Nam did were enough for her not to want her as her personal manager.
She'd finally feel like a weight had been lifted off her chest, not having to worry about her issues anymore.