Today is the last day of the training. I will have to go through all my fear landscapes as fast as possible . However I know that I can't because I am divergent. I will be aware that It wasn't real so I have to stay inside there longer and think a way that dauntless will do to get out.

My girlfriend Sabrina brown is the daughter of mafia boss : Jack brown.

Sabrina has golden short hair and pale skin. She has black eyebrows and brown eyes . She has two identical black tattoos at both sides of her face. There are red lips under her high arch nose . There are two silver lip studs at both edges of her lips .

Her neck and back of her hands are covered up in black ink as well. She is my instructor and also my girlfriend .

"Are you ready?" Elizabeth asks me .

She transferred from Candor to dauntless . She is shivering.

"I am ready but still nervous . How about you?" I ask her

"I am fine . You ranked first so you should be easy." Elizabeth nudges me with her elbows .

"Elizabeth, your turns ." Sabrina coughs a little

She looks at me . I can see that she is jealous . She is pretty possessive at some point . Elizabeth squeezes my shoulder and walks into the room. Sabrina winks at me .

"So now you are the only one left." Jack brown walks toward me . "My daughter ranked first too."

"Yeah , I know that she can do that." I smile at him. "How are you doing sir?"

"Great, you and Sabrina are all doing great. I am happy for you." Jack pats my shoulder . "But you still have to wait for 6 year before marrying her ."

Around 10minutes, Elizabeth comes out with a shaking body. I hold her in my arms .

"Are you okay?" I am worried for her.

"Yes I am fine . You have to go." Elizabeth smiles at me . "Good luck Alina ."

I walk toward the door . Sabrina is inside there . She is preparing me with the serum.

"You will be fine . She is just too nervous ." Sabrina beckons to me .

I walk to the chair and sit down. Sabrina sits down beside me .

"You have to stay there longer okay?" Sabrina kisses my cheek.

"I will be fine . I promise you." I smile at her . "I love you."

"I want to hear it more after ward ." Sabrina taps my neck with the wipe and insert the needle .

I passed out very quickly. When I open my eyes , I am in a dark room. My grandma is right in front of me . Then a table appears and a gun is on it.

I know that I have to kill her or kill myself . If I kill myself , my divergence will reveal so I pick up the gun and click the bullets into chamber .

It isn't real . It isn't real. I am telling myself . I aim at grandma . She is smiling at me .

"I am sorry." I shake my head .

I pull the trigger . Grandma falls on the ground . Everything disappeared . Then I am in an apartment. This one was never here before . This is Sabrina's room! Why I am in her room. Then Sabrina appears in front of me

"Alina , I love you." She wraps me into her arms

She kisses me and I kiss her too. I wrap my arms around me . She kisses me so hard that my lips hurt. She pushes me into bed and I shiver .

I am in a fear landscape and my loved one is also in here. I can't let her stop me . I kick her on her gut and punch her face . She is gone and I am at the top of a building .

My goal is to reach the building in front of me . If I am divergent, I will choose to jump because I know that it is unreal but I have to go like a dauntless . I step onto that single bridge without any handle . I stretch out my hands .

I walk slowly and carefully. I can't fall or I will die . Finally I reach the opposite direction. Suddenly I am awake .

"God you are quick." Sabrina tries to wrap me into her arms

"No Sabrina , let's me alone ." I push her away.

I run away from the room. No one can stop me . Why is she in there . I am not afraid of Sabrina . I love her but why is she in there .

"Alina , what's wrong?" Sabrina chases after me . "Are you okay?"

"No , I am not okay." I push her away . "I am wandering if I still love you or not."

"Why ? What's the matter . I love you Alina ." Sabrina hugs me

I can feel that she is breathing heavily. I also love her

"You were in my fear landscape!" I am crying.

"You are afraid of me?" Sabrina let me go

"I don't think so . I just think that you are afraid of intimacy. Or you think that will be too early with my daughter to do that." Jack laughs .

I look at Sabrina . I know that I am not afraid of her . I love her so much.

"I am sorry Sabrina . I just too overwhelming." I shake my head

"It's fine. You should stay with me . We should go on a date like normal couple." Sabrina holds my hand . "Thanks dad , we will go first then."

"Have a great time." Jack waves at us

I walk with her toward our apartment . I will move in with her tomorrow after the rank announced . I sit down on the couch.

"Want a drink?" She asks

"Sure , I want whiskey with coke ." I smile at her .

"Good choice ." She starts making drink for me .

After she makes it, she sits down beside me with a pure whiskey in her hand.

"Don't drink them all, you will be drunk." I am worried

"You are worried for me." She hugs me ." I love you Alina.""

"I love you too." I yawned. "I am tired . I want to go to bed ."

Sabrina grabs my hand and walks me to bedroom. She lays down with me .

"I am tired too." She pinches my face . "You know that when I first time saw you in your grandma's house , I was stunned by how cute you are." Sabrina laughs .

"Right, I am very cute." I giggle ."you are handsome ."

"I know that you love me ." Sabrina kisses my forehead .

I close my eyes and slowly fall into sleep. When I am awake , it is late evening. Sabrina is not here . I get up and dress up in my uniform. There is a note leave on the table . A package is there too.

"Wear this and come to the hall." Sabrina's name is at the left corner .

I open the package . It is a black strapless dress . It is very beautiful. I put on it and put a piece of silk around me . I open the door and walk to the hall.

Sabrina is there talking to her friends .

"Alina !" Kennedy is shocked . "You are stunning."

Sabrina turns around . She opens her eyes wider . She takes of her own shirt and puts on me

"I didn't expect this to be so good . I shouldn't let you wear this." Sabrina holds me into her arms . "You are so sexy."

"I am too flat to wear this ." I am blushing.

"No, it is so perfect on you." Sabrina inhales deeply. "Let's go."

Sabrina holds my hand and walks me out of the hall. She brings me to the restaurant above us .

"Hello , miss brown." The server welcomes us .

"Two." She says

Server leads us into the restaurant and chooses a seat with the best view on the balcony.

"Thanks ." I smile at the server

I take off the coat. Sabrina sits in the opposite of the table .

"You always look so pretty. " Sabrina says .

She stands up and kneels in front of me . She takes out a small box with ring inside .

"I love you honey. I want to marry you . However I know that I have to wait for 6 years but that's okay." Sabrina says . "I will wait. But will you be my fiancé ?"

"Yes I will." I nod at her

She puts the ring on me. People clap for us . They are all cheering and shouting. This is the sound of freedom.

"Congratulation, today I will pay for the meal." The boss of the restaurant walks toward us.

"Thanks ." Sabrina laughs .

She puts the ring on my finger and kisses my hand .

"I love you." Sabrina kisses my cheek.

"I love you too." I say.

Jack and my grandma just walk into the restaurant. They see us .

"Hello two love birds." Grandma chuckles .

"Grandma ." I am blushing .

"Congratulation daughter , you are an adult now ." Jack pats her shoulder .

We sit down . We order some food with grandma and Jack .

"So you have to wait for six years before marry my granddaughter ." Grandma sighs .

"I can wait. We will live together . I will make sure that she doesn't get pregnant." Sabrina wraps me into her arms .

"Yes I know that . Just wear protection." Jack nods at her

(As my setting, if in a lesbian relationship. If the girl is tomboy , then she has the same organ as man.)

"Yes father."Sabrina says .

After dinner , we walk alongside the track. I didn't attend my parent's funeral so I am not sure if they are dead or not.

"I miss my parent even I never see them before ." I shake my head .

"I understand you but there are some reasons that your grandma didn't want to tell you." Sabrina sighs .

"Tell me what?" I ask

I know that there are secrets behind this . They must be lying .

"I don't know ."