PLEASE READ:

I am so glad that some people actually liked my first chapter and, well, my story in general. And I'm sorry it had so long to put it up and I wanted to try to be better with that, but life has thrown me curve ball after curve ball.

You see, my house caught fire back in February making me lose my computer and a lot of my paperwork. Story ideas that I had, stories that I had written and was planing on putting up soon are all gone. So with a lot of my stories I'm starting over from the beginning with as I'm trying to piece together both my stories and my life. But I'll be back at it soon. Where I am currently living, which is the couch of my childhood friends and his mother's house, I have computer excess, so it's not so bad. I might even document my time here and turn it into a Yaoi story, there's certainly a lot of material here trust me.

But anyway, I just wanted to explain everything, since you all do deserve an explanation. So I hope you all can forgive me and come back to read my stories soon. I have a lot of new ideas you guys will like.~ Come on what do you say?

Warnings: Abuse, Yaoi, Mpreg, OOCness, and Sexual Content.

See you at the end.

Chapter Two.

Senji walked through the park annoyed.

He had missed his bus, which was sadly the last bus of the night seeing as it was Sunday and no one was usually out at this time. So he had walked himself, five miles out of the six needed to get back to his dorm on campus. His legs were sore and screamed at him to please give them a rest, but he was so close to the school, and if he didn't hurry, they might lock him out or suspended him for breaking curfew. He didn't want either of them to happen.

Just then his phone had rung.

He stopped and fished into his pockets for his ringing phone. He got it just before it would have stopped ringing and answered.

"Hello?"

"You're late you know." Was the simply reply. He flinched.

"Yeah... I missed the bus..." He said scratching the back of his head embarrassed. He heard the person of the other line sigh.

"Only you would have such luck." They said and he was sure they were smiling, that teasing smile.

"Well you know..." He said his cheeks flushing slightly.

"You know if you don't hurry, the Dorm Master is going to lock you out." The other said.

"Awwww~" Senji cooed into the phone. "Lloyd I didn't know you cared so much!" You could practically hear the other smirk on the other end.

"Just get here you idiot." And with that the line went died. Senji took the phone from his ear and smiled.

Lloyd could play it down like he didn't care about him all he wanted, but the brunette knew better than to fall for it. He saw Lloyd as his friend and he knew the other felt the same, even if he claimed to be unable to feel much of anything. Lloyd was good, descent guy, they had been roommates since the beginning of freshman year last year. It had been a little hard at first. Senji had tried to get only with him, but Lloyd wasn't having it. He would mock the brunette for his simple mindedness and childish idea of making friends with someone who clearly wanted to nothing to do with them, but Senji was persistent. And after some months he had finally wore the other male down.

"It was hard for him to accept that I wasn't going anywhere." The brunette chuckled to himself as the memory had come to mind. The brunette put his phone back into his pocket and continued to make his way through the empty park.

As he walked he took in the dark and cold surroundings of the park. The deserted area gave him a chilling feeling and the crisp, chill, night winds of fall were not helping. Senji hugged himself. It was cold! He should have put on that extra sweater like he planned.

"I should have got it..." He mused. "But I guess I can't change it now." He said with a shrug of his shoulders. There was no use in dwelling on something so simply now. He looked around the empty park as he walked through. It was nothing really to see, just the abandoned playground swings being blown back and forth in the wind. The stray leaves forming into small tornadoes a little ways away and sound of leaves being crushed underneath his feet. Just what you would expect in the empty, dimly lit park.

But what else he saw in the park made him stop.

It was a lump under a beige coat which was covered in leaves on a bench.

Senji looked at it curiously. "Is that... A person?" He thought a little surprised. Taking a closer look he could see a tuft of hair sticking out of the coat. " It is a person!" He thought. "Who in their right mind would be sleeping out here?" For a moment he wondered if it was a homeless person, but he thought they wouldn't sleep out in the open like this. It was too cold and wouldn't they look for somewhere warm? The brunette shook his head.

"Maybe I'm over thinking it." He thought to himself, but Senji couldn't help but feel sorry for the person sleeping on the bench. "Maybe they had just gotten really tired in they couldn't find a better place to sleep." He concluded. It was very cold outside and maybe all the other places were taken. The brunette looked at the person again.

Their back was to him, but he could still see them and they were shaking terribly. Senji couldn't bare to watch them like this. So the brunette walked up to the sleeping figure slowly as to not scare them. When he was close, Senji slowly reached his hand out to touch the strangers shoulder, but stopped. What was he doing? He was just going to wake the guy up? And say what?

"Just that they might want to move... or they could get sick... or something..." He thought. Yeah, that would be the right thing to do! This person could get sick and die from pneumonia, if they didn't wake up! With that in mind, Senji put his hand on the strangers shoulder and shock him lightly.

"Hey..." He said softly. When the man didn't respond he shock them again, only a little harder. "Hey... sir?" Again the guy didn't respond. Senji got a little nervous when the guy didn't move to wake up. "Hey, are you ok?!" He said shaking the person harder, hoping they were ok. But again the stranger did not move.

"Oh Kami, are they..." He shook his head. He shouldn't think that way. They could just be in a deep sleep. So Senji shook them one more time.

"Hey man, wake up!" This time the body moved only to roll over on their back. And what he saw made him gasp and jump back.

It... It was Lelouch.

Senji looked at the male with wide eyes.

What was the raven doing out here? He wasn't homeless was he? The brunette shook his head. No of course not. Lelouch didn't dress homeless and the car he drove definitely proved he wasn't. So it didn't make much or rather any sense as to why Lelouch was out here sleeping on this beach and in this whether no less.

Then he heard Lelouch mumble something.

Senji knelt next to him.

"L... Lelouch...?" He whispered. "Are... Are you ok...?"

"S... S..." Was the response he had gotten. The brunette put his hand on the raven's cheek, but had quickly brought it back.

Lelouch was ice-cold.

Senji began to panic. Just how long had the raven been out here? From how cold his face was, it had been a long time. The brunette looked the male over. Lelouch was very pale and he was shivering here and there. What was he going to do? He couldn't just leave him out here. If he did Lelouch could-

Before Senji knew it he was picking the raven up awkwardly and putting him on his back.

"Don't worry Lelouch, you're going to be ok." He told the unconscious male that was now on his back. The brunette hiked him up some on his back so he wouldn't slip off his back. When he was sure he had the raven, Senji began walking. As he walked he could Lelouch mumbling something once again on his back.

"Su... Su..." The raven mumbled. "Su... Za... Ku..." Senji listened curiously. "I'm ... I'm sorry..." Then the raven fall silent. Leaving the brunette beneath him even more confused than he was before.

Senji walked up the stairs of his dormitory tiredly. He had been so glad to have made into the warm building before the doors were locked. If he didn't he wasn't sure what he was going to do, but he didn't want to think about that. What he needed to focus on now was getting up these stairs and to his dorm to help Lelouch all without getting caught. He would have taking the elevator, but he didn't to risk the Dorm Master seeing him. Then he would have to explain why he was late and why there was an unconscious male on his back. It's not like the Dorm Master would listen to him anyway. He was one of those guys that took theirs job way too seriously. Senji could remember the time the Dorm Master had gotten two guys expelled for just having the wrong type of decorations on their dorm door.

Basically the guy took his duty very seriously.

So Senji was making very sure to not be seen by the male.

Making it up to the top of the stairwell, he used his hip the push the metal door open. When he had it open, the brunette poked his head out and looked around to see he saw anyone coming. When he did not he stepped out of the stairwell and walked down the hallway as quickly as he could. He looked door to door for his dorm number. It had felt so much longer to reach his dorm then it would any other day and he thought it was because of the fact that he was trying not to be seen. When had finally gotten to his door he couldn't help, but to sigh in relief. Senji looked at his door in pure happiness.

"Thank Kami-Sama I made it! And without getting caught too!" The brunette thought happily, as he let out a light chuckle, But it seemed Senji had spoken too soon as a voice a little ways away made his blood ran cold.

"Who's there!" It was the Dorm Master's.

"Oh Crap!" Senji thought fearfully. He had to hurry and get out of the hallway before Dorm Master saw him. But before he could do anything he felt someone grab his arm in pull him out of the hallway, just before the Dorm Master had rounded the corner waving his flashlight.

Senji looked stunned as the door had been closed.

"You idiot, you must want to be expelled." He heard a familiar voice say. He couldn't help the grin that made its way onto his face.

"Oh Lloyd!" He exclaimed. "You saved my life!" Lloyd just rolled his eyes.

"I just opened a door." He said.

"But I could have been caught!"

"Whatever." Lloyd said. It was no use arguing with an idiot. Lloyd was about to just leave the idiot, before noticing something.

"Senji? Who is that?" He asked the brunette as he pointed over Senji's shoulder to the unconscious male. Remembering, Senji's face changed into a serious expression and rushed to the back. Lloyd quickly followed behind. When they were in the back the brunette laid the unconscious male onto his bed and looked to Lloyd who had been watching him .

"Lloyd you have to help him!"

"Excuse me?" He said rising an eyebrow. He was almost sure he had heard the brunette wrong.

"Please Lloyd!" Senji begged. "He really needs help!" Lloyd would have asked him more, but the serious and desperate on the brunette's face. So he sighed and went over to the unconscious raven. Lloyd got on his knees and looked over Lelouch.

The poor male was shaking and had broken out in a cold sweat. His breathing was fast and he had shallow breathing. Lloyd moved closer and laid his head on the raven's chest. When he listened he heard the raven's heartbeat.

"Oh dear." Lloyd said after while.

"What? What is it?" Senji asked nervously. Lloyd stood up straight and looked to the brunette who had been standing behind him anxiously watching.

"It appears that this man is showing the early signs of Pneumonia." Lloyd stated simply. Senji looked at him with wide eyes.

"W-what?" He stuttered out. How could that have been possible? Surely the raven hadn't been outside for that long. He looked to the unconscious male. "Just... Just how long were you outside Lelouch?"

"It's true, so we're going to have to fight it quickly before it turns into something more." Lloyd told him. Senji nodded. He was going to help do all he could to make sure Lelouch would be ok.

"What do I need to do?" The brunette asked.

"I'll need all the antibiotics from the cabinet in the bathroom," Lloyd started. "Then I need you get a bowl of warm water and a wash towel, we need to warm him up to fight the infection from becoming life-threatening." Senji nodded and went off to gather the supplies. Going to the bathroom first, the brunette opened the medicine cabinet and took out all the medicine bottles he could carry. He didn't feel he had time to read which was which. Then he grab a wash towel. Next he went into the kitchen and grab a bowl that was lying around and fulled it with warm water. Having anything he needed, Senji rushed to the back, spilling some water from the bowl.

Getting back to the room, he found Lloyd putting an extra blanket on top of Lelouch.

"I got everything." Senji said as he walked over to the other male. Lloyd turned to him and nodded before taking everything from his hands. Lloyd knelt next to the unconscious male dripped the towel in the bowl he had sat next to him. Wringing out the towel, Lloyd folded it and placed on the ravens forehead.

Senji watched as his roommate did this anxiously. Lelouch, he was sicker than the brunette had thought, with something that could be extremely life-threatening if it went untreated. Senji looked at the raven. The poor male was panting and when he would breath in, he made a terrible ragged noise showing he was struggling to get a single breath. Senji could feel his heart-break at the scene.

He couldn't stand seeing Lelouch like this, not able to help. It made him feel so useless. He wanted to do something, but he knew Lloyd was much better at things like this, so he knew the raven was in good -no- great hands. But he couldn't help to feel he could be doing something more.

"Please be ok Lelouch..."

After a moment in silence Lloyd finally spoke.

"You mind telling me who this is and why his in our dorm room." Lloyd said in more of a statement than a question not turning to the brunette. Senji nodded even though the other could not see him. He should have known that question was coming sooner or later.

"His... His name is Lelouch..." Senji started. "He comes into the diner a lot and I found him sleeping in the park on my way home..." Lloyd started to stand.

"Ah... and here I thought you had just brought home a stray." Loyd said turning to the Senji with a with a smirk. The brunette shook his head at his roommate.

"Not funny." Senji said. Lloyd's smirk didn't leave his lips.

"Maybe not to you." He responded. Senji rolled his eyes before looking over the raven.

"Lelouch... he's going to be alright isn't he?" The brunette asked. Lloyd let a small smile graced his lips. The way his roommate looked at the raven was indeed interesting.

"Well, his fever is high, his breathing strained, and he's coughing rough." Senji's expression saddened. "But..." Lloyd started. "It's not as bad as before, so he'll be fine." Lloyd told him. "He should wake up in a few hours, then he can be given the antibiotics." Senji couldn't help the grin that almost split his face.

"That's great!" The brunette said excitedly. So Lelouch was going to ok, that's wonderful! Everything was going to be fine. "You're amazing Lloyd!"

"I know that." Lloyd scoffed halfheartedly as he walked past him. "Now if you don't mind, I'll be going to bed."

"What?" Senji said confused as he turned. "Shouldn't we say up and make sure he's alright?" Lloyd, who was now sitting on his bed on his side of the room, looked at the brunette with a simply smile and his arms crossed.

"Oh come now, he isn't my boyfriend," A dark blush appeared on the male's cheeks.

"H-hey, h-he's not-!"

"And I never said you had to go to bed," Lloyd said with a mischievous smile. "So you can stay up as late as you want with him." Lloyd got up and moved the covers back from the bed and laid down, his back facing the brunette. The male covered himself with his sheets then reached behind him and turned off his lamp.

"Oh," Lloyd said. "Make sure you give him the antibiotics if he wakes up, you're smart enough to do that aren't you?" Senji rolled his eye's at the little insult and nodded even though his roommate couldn't see him.

"I can do it." The brunette told him.

"Good boy, now I have classes tomorrow, Good-night." With that Lloyd grew silent and Senji turned from him to Lelouch. Grabbing the chair from the desk the brunette dragged it over to the bed, he sat down in it.

"Don't worry Lelouch..." The brunette whispered. He laid his hand on top of the ravens. "I'll be watching over you."

"I can't believe a ever married you." A cold, harsh voice said.

It was black, not dark, he could clearly see his hand if he held it in front of him. But that's not what he's focusing on.

"Suzaku..." He whispered. The brunette was out of arm's reach from him and the look on his face made him shake slightly. It was expressionless, rigid. That look meant usually meant one thing. He was unbelievably furious.

"You of all people..." Suzaku said. "A sad, useless, waste of space..." Lelouch looked at him with wide sad eyes.

"I... I..." The raven didn't know to say to this.

"I tried to make you the perfect housewife," The brunette continued. "but you turned into such a disappointment."

"I try Suzaku!" Lelouch cried. "I try so hard to be what you want, I do I really do! but I... I..." He did, he tried so hard to be what Suzaku want's him to be, but he always failed. No matter what he did, it was always wrong. He knew he was useless, he knew he was a waste of space, but he tried to prove his worth to his husband. To prove he could be something Suzaku could be proud of... But...

"So pathetic." He heard the the brunette say making him flinch. Lelouch saw his husband began to walk towards him. His steps sounding amplified in the space they were in. "You're nothing what I had wanted."

"And to make it worse, your pregnant."

"I-I-!" The brunette was in front of him now.

"Like I would want someone as horrible and useless as you to be the mother of my child." Suzaku raised his hand and Lelouch looked at him with fearful eyes. "Disgusting." Just then, he started to bring his hand down, causing Lelouch to let out a scream.

Violent eyes shot open as a startled gasp escaped dry pale lips.

Breathing heavily, like he had just ran a marathon, he tried to understand what had just happen. Then the last remnants of his dream slowly started fading away by the realization that he was now awake.

" A dream." He thought trying to calm his wildly beating heart. "Just a dream..." But just because it was a dream, didn't make it hurt any less.

That dream... It was so realistic. Which was what made it so chilling. Everything that he heard his husband say in that dream was true. He was a sad, useless, waste of space and no matter how hard he tried, he would never be anything else. It sadden him, but knew that it was true. Including him being pregnant with his husband's child. He didn't deserve to have his husbands child. He deserved a better person to bare his children.

The raven sighed. He really was pathetic. No wonder Suzaku had kicked him out.

Wait-

Lelouch shot up from where he was laying.

"That's right!" He thought. "I'm in the park!" He looked around to see if the sky had change, but instead of being met with leafless tree's and chilling winds he was met with dark blue walls and warmth.

"What..." Lelouch looked around confused. "W-where am I?" He questioned nervously. He first questioned if he was in a hospital or not, but as he looked around he quickly dismissed that. Nothing here read hospital room. More fear sat in at that. If it wasn't a hospital then were was he?

"Oh God..." He whispered. What after he fall asleep? Did someone kidnap him? He felt himself begin to panic. What was he going to do? If he was kidnap, he had to get out of here before something horrible happened. With this in mind Lelouch went to lift his left hand, but he felt something heavy on it. The raven looked down and gasped. There was someone holding his hand, their head laying down next to him their body in a chair.

"What...?" Lelouch looked at the body with wide eyes. Who was this? The person that brought him here? Curiously Lelouch moved the bangs from the front of the persons face. Then he gasped.

"S-Senji-San?" The nice waiter from the diner? What was he doing here? Was he the one that brought him here?

Then the male began to stir and Lelouch froze. Not knowing what to do, the raven just sat there and watched as Senji began to wake up.

Brown eyes began to open and a low yawn left thin lips. The 20-year-old sat up and looked around.

"I must have dozed off..." Senji mumbled to himself, wiping his eyes.

"S... Senji?" Lelouch called quietly. This made the brunette's eyes wide and he whipped his head in the raven's direction.

"Lelouch!" He said happily. "You're awake!" The small male just nodded slowly, not sure what to say. Senji looked at him worriedly.

"Are you ok, how do you feel?" The brunette asked.

"F-fine..." He answered, his voice sounding a little hoarse.

"That's good to hear." Senji said relieved. "You had me worried for minute there." The raven felt guilty at that. He didn't want Senji to worry about someone like him for even a minute.

"Sorry..." He mumbled sadly.

"N-no! Don't apologize!" The brunette said. "You have nothing to apologize for!" Lelouch didn't say anything after that only nodding as he looked around the room he was in. He was just now taking in what it looked like.

On one side, were he saw a sleeping figure, was kind of plain. No pictures, no decorations, no nothing. It was very simple and neat, he tell that person liked it that way. The only thing Lelouch could see that the person had a bookshelf the same height as their bed at the foot of it. Then he looked to the side he was sitting. And it was the complete opposite. There were clothes littering the floor around the he sat and text books with papers in between them on top of the clothing. To his right, where the bed was pushed against, was a wall and was covered in what looked like hand drawn manga drawings.

"W-where am I...?" The raven asked quietly. Senji, who had been observing the small male look around his dorm room, answered.

"You're in my dorm room." The brunette answered. "I brought you here after I found you." Lelouch eyes widened slightly in surprise.

"Y-you found me?" He asked. So that was how he had gotten here. He felt some relief come over him. So he wasn't kidnapped, Senji-San had found him and brought him here.

"So he brought me here hmm?" Lelouch thought to himself. "At least it wasn't some stranger, then who knows what would have happened to me then?" But he had to wonder, how exactly did Senji find him? He could have sworn he heard him say he took a bus straight from the diner to his school after his staff, so how did he run into him?

In all honesty though, Lelouch didn't want to question the brunette about it. It would simply open the door for Senji to ask him why was he sleeping outside if he did. And he really didn't want to try in answer that. Of course he knew the question was coming eventually, but he wanted to try to put it off as long as he could until he could think on the excuse to ell the brunette.

Suddenly a violent cough ripped through Lelouch's body. Senji's eyes widen.

"L-Lelouch!?" The brunette said in a small panic. The raven haired male coughed for seemed like an eternity to Lelouch until finally the attack subsided. The young male let out a light moan meaning he was in pain. His throat now burned because of the furious cough and it suddenly felt like it was hard to breathe.

"Whats wrong with me?" Lelouch wondered worried. His whole body ached like he had doing push-up's none stop for days and he had a terrible splitting headache. The raven gripped his head as what felt like a pulse went through his head. Lelouch shut his eyes tight at the pain. The pulse lasted for what felt like an eternity before it finally subsided.

"Here." Lelouch opened his eyes to see a large hand in front of him with three pills in the palm. The raven looked from the hand in front of him to the brunette beside him with a confused look. "They're to make you feel better." Lelouch looked at them cautiously, the first thing coming to his mind was were they safe to take. He didn't want to take anything that could cause possible harm to his unborn baby.

"Whats's wrong?" Senji asked when he saw Lelouch wasn't taking the pills from his hand. The small male didn't know what to say to him. He thought about just telling the male out right that he was pregnant and needed to know what he was putting his body. But quickly decided against it. He couldn't do that, he had no idea who Senji would react to finding out he was pregnant. He could think he was some freak, an abomination, Lelouch was a male after all.

It wasn't normal for him to be pregnant, so he had to find another way to ask the brunette if it was safe for him to take the pills without him knowing and finding him disgusting.

"Are... Are the pills safe?" Lelouch asked in a small voice. When Senji gave him a confused look, the raven looked away embarrassed. "I-I mean i-is its good for me."

"He must just be scared. The brunette thought and gave Lelouch a reassuring smile. "Don't worry Lelouch they're perfectly safe. Trust me ok?" He said moving his hand slightly gesturing for him to take the pills. The raven looked from the pills to Senji and back again. He was a little hesitant, but Lelouch took the pill's anyway. Senji wouldn't give him something that was bad for him, even if he didn't know he was pregnant. Plus, he was sure that if he let whatever he had progress into something move it would do even more harm to his baby.

So with that in mind, Lelouch popped the pills in his mouth.

Senji smiled as he handed the raven a glass of water that had sat next to him.

"There you go." Senji said happily as he watched Lelouch take a sip of water. The raven swallowed the water and the pills. When he was done, he looked down at the water that he held with both hands. The brunette watched the timid male curiously. Lelouch looked so tried and beat down, like he had been through a lot tonight, completely different then he did early when he had stopped in the diner early today. It made Senji wonder what had happen to the raven in-between seeing him at the diner and finding him outside. The brunette had to know, it was eating at him at this point.

"Um... Lelouch..." He was going to ask, he had to.

"Yes...?" The small male said hoarsely, looking to the brunette.

"Why... Why were you outside?" Lelouch eyes widen. "N-no... I-I don't have a-an e-excuse yet..." The raven had no idea what he was going to tell the brunette yet. He was hoping he would have a little more time.

"I-I... W-well you see..." What was he going to tell him? He couldn't-no-he wouldn't tell him the truth. He didn't need Senji to know about how he and his husband was. "I-I..." Lelouch didn't know what to say. He wasn't good at making up lies on the spot. Actually he never been good at lying period. He just about always caught anytime he tried to tell one. "W-what should I do ..." The raven thought.

Then Lelouch felt hand put itself lightly on his shoulder.

Lelouch looked to his side and saw that Senji had put hand on him and was giving him a reassuring smile.

"It's alright Lelouch, you can tell me tomorrow when your feeling better." A light blush made it way across the young male's face. Lelouch couldn't find the words to say, so he just nodded. The brunette's smile widen and he began to get up from his sit. Lelouch's eyes widen and unconsciously grabbed Senji's arm, stopping him for leaving.

"W-where are you going?" He asked him, anxiousness in his voice. Lelouch looked up at the brunette and a deep flush came across his face when realized what he did. Embarrassed Lelouch quickly took his hand back and looked down at his lap.

"I-I'm so sorry! T-that was s-so rude o-of me." The raven apologized. "W-why did I do that?" He was upset with him. Why would he Senji grabbed like that? It was like he couldn't control himself, he saw that the brunette was getting up to leave and he just reached up and stopped him.

"It's ok Lelouch." Senji said gently. Lelouch looked up at him and shook his head.

"No it was rude on me to do something like that, I'm sorry." The raven finished looking down at his lap. Kami, Senji probably thought he was a complete idiot about now, just like his husband. This was why his husband had kicked him out in the first place because all he did was stupid stuff.

Then he felt his head being pulled up.

Senji had lift his head. He didn't even feel the brunette touch him.

''S-Senji-San...?" Lelouch said in quiet tone a light blush appearing on his cheeks.. The tall male gave the raven a small smile.

"Lelouch, there's no need to be upset," Senji said. "It's fine, really it is." Lelouch looked up at him surprised.

"he's not upset with me..?" The raven thought surprised. If he had done something like that to Suzaku, he would have been hit by now.

"Are you ok?" He heard the brunette say. Lelouch focused back on the male and nodded.

"Y-yes, I'm fine..." He said, though he didn't sound like it to Senji though he didn't voice it. He was sure Lelouch was tired from tonight and needed some sleep to feel better.

"Well, I better let you get some sleep." Senji said taking his hand away from Lelouch's face. Couldn't help the sense of sadness that came over him when the brunette did that and didn't understand why. The tall male gave the raven a small smile because turning away and started for the bedroom door. When he was there, he turned at Lelouch and gave him one more reassuring smile.

"I'll be in the living-room if you need me for anything." The raven simply nodded, Then Senji slipped out the door, closing it behind him.

Lelouch stared at the door for a what felt like forever. The only thing question in his mind was:

"What just happen..."

Meanwhile on the other side of the door, Senji leaned against the bedroom door with a deep blush on his cheeks as he tried to get his beating heart under control.

He couldn't believe that just happen. He touched Lelouch! Senji shook his head. He had to get himself under control. It wasn't that big of a deal, right? Yeah all he did was touch Lelouch's face, his soft, smooth skin...

"Stop it Senji." The brunette hissed at himself. He shouldn't be thinking like that, it was wrong especially about Lelouch right now. He was sick and needed to be taken care of until he felt better and could go home. Senji sighed. Lelouch was clearly in some type of tough spot right now, whatever that tough spot was, so could he actually go home? After all, he did find the raven sleeping outside on a park bench. Maybe the male actually was homeless and the only thing he had to his name was his car. The brunette shook his head again. He shouldn't jump to conclusions without asking Lelouch first. With this in mind, Senji pushed himself off the bedroom door and made his way into the living-room area to sleep on the couch.

Light violet eye's slowly blinked open than shut again when they were met with blinding bright light.

"Ugh... my eye's..." The male moaned in his head. Why was is it so bright in his bedroom? Suzaku usually kept all the curtains closed in their bedroom because to sunlight irritated his hangover.

Than Lelouch's eyes shot open.

It had dawned on him. "That's right! I'm not home." Everything. The fight, being kicked out, walking to the park, falling asleep on the bench, everything. The raven sighed sadly as he thought about everything. He hoped that his husband wasn't upset with him anymore and he could come home. He was sure he had his cellphone with him in his coat pocket, so he would have to call Suzaku and apologize. He knew he had made a mistake, he hoped his husband could forgive him and take him back in.

"Ah, so your awake." Lelouch heard someone say next to him. The raven turned his head to see a bespectacled male sitting in the chair next to him. "It's about time."

"Who are you...?" He asked. The male gave him a smile and stuck out his hand.

"I am Lloyd Asplund, It's a pleasure to meet you." Lelouch looked at Lloyd and to the male's hand. Slightly confused, he raven lift his hand and shook the other's hand. As he did this, he took the mans appearance in. Lloyd was a fairly attractive man, he seemed tall, though Lelouch really can't tell as he was still laying down. He had shortly cut lavender hair and an amazing pair greyish blue eyes behind his round frames. He noticed that Lloyd had a pen and notepad in his lap, like he had been taking note's of him.

"N-nice to meet you..." He replayed.

"So now that formalities are out of the way, tell me how you feel." The grey-eyed male said, as he clicked the pen in his hand ready to take note's on him. Wasn't sure if he should answer the man or not. After all he didn't know who this man actually was. Was he a doctor? He looked like one, he was just missing the white coat.

"I-I feel alright." Lelouch decided to tell him. The other male looked down at his note's and wrote something. Than he looked back at him.

"Alright, are you having any soreness at all?" Lloyd asked next.

"Why are you asking me all this questions?" The raven asked curiously.

"Please just answer the question." The other male replayed, ignoring him.

"Um... Not really..." He said answering the previous question. "But can you tell me why you're-"

"How's your chest." The lavender haired male asked, cutting him.

"Ah, it's fine," Lelouch answered. "But can you please-"

"No pain at all?" Lelouch quickly shook his head, but soon regretted it as a sharp pain went threw his hand. quickly, the raven brought both his hands up and gripped the side's of his head, as pained look crossed his first. The small male let out a light moan of pain, it wasn't as bad as last night, but it still hurt.

"Oh my," Lloyd said with mock concern. "I take it your head is still killing you?" Lelouch looked over to him and nodded, slowly.

"Yes..." He said in a soft tone.

"Did the idiot- I mean, Senji give you the antibiotics?" A little amused by the slip up a small smile crossed Lelouch's lips as he slowly nodded.

"Maybe he's Senji's friend." He thought as he took his hands away from his head. It would explain why he would be in the brunette's dorm room.

He heard Lloyd mumble something along the lines 'At least that idiots good for something' and started writing something on his notepad. Lelouch wondered what the man could be possibly be writing in that notepad for. At this point was it obvious that it was about him, seeing as every time he answer the strange man's questions, he wrote on the notepad. But he wondered why. It made him feel a little weird to know that Lloyd was writing things down about him, even if he was a friend of Senjis.

Than he felt movement in his lower abdomen.

A smile made its way across his lips.

It was his baby.

Lelouch put his hand on his stomach and rubbed it.

"It looks like you're awake, my little sweetheart." He thought happily as he rubbed his stomach lovingly. All the talking must have awaken his baby or maybe it was worry and wondering about what was happening, either way his baby up and about inside him. "Aw, that must be it, isn't it." He thought as he continued to rub his stomach. His baby was always such a calming force in his life. He couldn't help, but to feel at ease when he thought about his baby. His baby couldn't have woken up, as he like to put it, at better time. Lloyd was beginning to stress him out a little, with not answering his questions or explaining what he was doing. It was making him worried when did this, but his baby made his feel better. As the raven did, he didn't notice the bespectacled male watching him and taking more notes. When he was done taking his notes he decided to ask another question.

"So how far?" Lloyd asked. Lelouch paused his hand and turned to look at male next to him.

"Excuse me?" He said in his usual soft tone.

"Your pregnancy, how far are you?" Lelouch looked at the man with wide eyes. He couldn't have heard him right could he? No he couldn't have, how would he possibly know?

"You... You..." Lloyd rolled his eyes.

"Yes I know," He said knowing what Lelouch was trying to ask him. "It was quite obvious to me after examined you before had awaken a moment ago." Lelouch continued to stare at him in shock. The man knows his pregnant and he was talking about it as if it was nothing. He sounded amused about it. Just how was this?

"You... examined me...?" The raven felt extreme uncomfortable now. The man examined him, touched him while he was sleeping. Lelouch could feel squirm at the thought of that. Lloyd noticed this and sighed.

"It wasn't like that," He said. "I barely even touched you, I just had a theory when Senji first had bought you in here and I followed it after I had woke up."

"Theory...?" Lelouch wasn't following him at all. What was he talking about? And when Senji first brought him in here? Was he here when he had come?

"Yes theory," He said as he adjusted his glasses on his nose. "When you had first come in here with that numskull- I mean Senji, I was the one that helped you. When I was examining you to see what was wrong, my hand accidentally went across your stomach when that happened your child moved and I felt it." Lloyd finished simply. The raven stared at for moment unsure what to say. The man knows that he's pregnant and he sounded so ok with it. Wasn't he disgusted or grossed out that someone like was in the same room as him, near him?

"H-how are you... Ok... With me..." Lelouch asked nervously. He had to ask.

"Because I find you purely fascinating." Lloyd said honestly. Lelouch looked at him completely baffled.

"Fascinating...?" Lloyd rolled his eyes at the pregnant male.

"Gosh can't you say more then one or two words? Yes, fascinating," He said. "After all its not everyday when you come across someone like you, a hermaphrodite, you're a scientific phenomenon, a wonderful specimen that must be researched!" Lelouch could have swear he saw a twinkle in his eye when the lavender-eyed male said that. He sounded so excited about almost as he was when he found out he was pregnant. This man was truly strange, but after all this Lelouch wasn't as nervous about him as he was before. Though he was still weary of him.

"Now that we have all pesky questions out of the way would like to know all about you, or to be more specific, about that baby." The raven couldn't help the soft smile that came across his face at the mans excitement. Though he found all this very strange, he still would like to help the odd man in 'research' and he never knew maybe could learn more about himself and his baby.

So Lelouch began to answer all the strange man's questions.

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Hello all, It nice to see you all.

I am very sorry it took so long, but I had a lot of things to take care of.

As you read at the top, that I was to lazy to change, I had lost my home to a fire on February 4th.

I had lost everything.

My computer, my papers, and more importantly my family dog.

It was hard to move on, to pick up what little we could and try and move on.

And we finally did.

On June 28th, my mothers birthday and six months after the fire, we finally found a place to live.

I now live in a two family flat with my mother and sister picking up the pieces of our once shattered lives.

So I thank you all for being so wonderful and still commenting on the story and favoring it and Reviewing it.

Writing fan fictions has always been my calming force when things went wrong in my life and helped me through things.

Not just reading, but writing as while.

Its strange, but what makes me so happy about writing fan fictions is making other people happy with my fan fictions.

So thank you all for being happy.

I'm sorry, I'm rambling.

Please read and review.

-Toxic B.