Jade was waiting for her girlfriend to come out the building. Jade was getting ready to call Tori when she spotted her walking in her direction. Jade got in once Tori got a little closer.
"It's about damn time, what took you so long?" Jade asked annoyed "Cat and Robbie already left, there aren't going to be any good spots left."
"I had to talk to Yonders about the silent movie project, then I had to use the bathroom." Tori said getting in the car and putting on her seatbelt "I wasn't that long."
"Whatever you say, love." Jade said starting the car and pulling out of the parking lot.
Tori and Cat were sitting in Cat's room remembering Jade.
"She was not happy with me when we got to the beach, we were all the way in the back, we couldn't see anything it was terrible. that is until Jade got an idea in her head." a smile crept its way on to Tori's face, who was able to find a small moment of happiness at the memory.
"Don't tell you did the do, on the beach?" Cat asked hesitantly.
"And the best part was no one noticed," Tori said.
"Bet she was happy with you after that." Cat laughed.
"Oh she was, very happy actually," Tori replied raising her eyebrows.
"eww, gross," Cat said tossing a pillow at Tori.
Tori and Cat continued to talk some more about odd and end things, just when the doorbell rang and they jumped up "Foods here." Cat said as they jetted out of the room and down the two flights of stairs and to the door.
When they got their food, they went back to Cat's room to eat. Tori was kinda playing in her food with a cold blank look on her face.
"Did she say anything before she?" Tori tried to say but couldn't.
"You would have to ask her dad, he was with her last, but she did tell me that she loves you, and not to let you wallow for too long," Cat answered with a tear falling from her eye.
"Even in her last she was worried about me," Tori said sitting down her plate and going over to the window out looking at the quiet street of Cat's neighborhood. "I can't believe she's gone, she was my world," Tori said heartbroken.
Cat got up and went over to Tori holding her from behind. causing Tori to break down in tears. Cat let Tori cry reconfirming that she'll be okay. When Tori was done she asked Cat if there was any of her brother's bourbon.
"You hate his bourbon," Cat answered.
"But Jade loves it, can we pour a glass to her," Tori asked wiping a tear and looking at Cat.
Cat didn't say anything, she just got up and went down to the kitchen, grabbing her brother's bourbon and two glasses. when Cat returned she poured the drink handing a glass to Tori.
Tori took the glass holding it for a while before speaking.
"Baby, I know you didn't want to leave, I know you did everything in your power to stay with me. I wish I could have been here for you when you needed me. I'll never forgive myself for not being here. I hope you understand why I couldn't be here. I hope where ever you are you're enjoying it. I will never stop loving you.
Jade overheard the little speech her girlfriend made, "Please baby, don't beat yourself up over not being with me. I do understand shy you could be there, but I'm happy you weren't, I'll wish I could hold you just one more time. but no, I'm not enjoying it here. How can I and you're not here."
"To Jade," both Cat and Tori said before taking a shot of the bourbon. "God that's horrible, how did she stomach the taste. Tori blurted out, making Cat giggle.