Hey Diary: So. . . Now I'm married, I'm not going to lie to you, this is. . .. acceptable, it's even good, which actually surprises me. The fact of being married to one of my childhood friends is like something out of a damn fairy tale and kind of unrealistic, but that's the way it is and I can't change it now, just live in the moment.
You know diary i never considered that I would marry someone of the opposite sex, I planned my life around what my future with Lucia would be and now I am here writing a week after my wedding, with my husband asleep next to me *Sigh*, I fulfilled the expectations that my parents imposed on me and so to speak I managed to improve many things in my life without knowing it.
You know I never thought about what my farewell to Lucia would be like, I never really did it and now that it happens in such a spontaneous and direct way I don't know how to react. The things we said that day were the same things you would hear between two friends and not a couple of guys who broke up in an unfriendly way * Sigh*.
Now I feel empty because of that, there are many things that I let out, well they weren't that many, but in the same way I had them trapped inside me for a long time and now that I let them out, I feel empty.
So many things in a single day and so little time to assimilate it all in my head, *Sigh* I wonder what I will call my first child, diary, it is the next thing in my plans, having a baby and raising him with all the love that I did not receive , I'm glad to know that Caleb will be a great father the day we have a little one.
- Damn traffic, I'm late - Lucia cursed under her breath, stopping a couple of blocks from the chapel, in the distance she could see how people were milling around the young couple who were leaving the place to get in a car and go to the church. place where the wedding reception would be.
Lucia sighed sadly when he saw them, feeling his heart squeeze for a moment when he saw her, just as he had imagined it would be in his head. Amelia was wearing the dress she thought of and Caleb was wearing the suit that Belos gave her on one of her birthdays, the jewelry on both of them matched and matched the other's in a perfect symphony that only said that they were made for each other.
A couple of tears soaked his face as he watched them leave for the party, the rest of the people stopped for a moment to talk about what would come in the future for the couple and how happy they would be now. The regret in the brunette's heart only grew more and more as she thought about it, pulling out her invitation to the wedding and the party, she held it in her hands with every intention of tearing it up, but the sound of a bell stopped her. .
His trembling hand opened his phone, answering without much encouragement to whoever was on the other end.
- Lucia, sister! You didn't come - Luz's voice was heard on the other side - Lucia covered the microphone and grunted a couple of things that she didn't want her sister to hear at that moment before resigning herself to talk to her sister.
- I did, I'm just a little late, little sister - Lucia sighed, hinting at a growl towards the youngest - I could see the bride and groom leaving the chapel, Amelia looked beautiful in her dress and Caleb wasn't bad.
- that doesn´t matter! Lucia Aren't you coming to the party? You have an invitation, you know you can come.
- I don't know, little sister, if I would feel comfortable seeing Amelia and Caleb together -Lucia responded to her sister, sighing and rubbing the temple of her forehead.
- Even so, you should do it, even if it's just to congratulate the couple - Luz insisted - I know I can't say I know how you feel now, but I think the most correct thing would be to try to close this before it becomes an obsession.
"I'll probably do something stupid if I go to the party right now Luz ," Lucia sighed, clutching her phone, thinking about how to continue with this. . . I guess I'll go say goodbye and try not to see Amelia too much.
- . . .. I'll see you there Luz, don't expect much from me, I warn you - Lucia muttered, hanging up the call and watching as the cars left the parking lot, waiting for a moment before stepping on the pedal and going after them towards the party.
Lucia was amazed when she arrived at the place, she was facing a large party hall that easily made other places look small, but what caught her attention the most was the enormous repertoire of people entering the place. - (I knew that Amelia's parents and Caleb's uncle were rich, but this exceeds my expectations) - she muttered in thought, before realizing just how she was going to enter without attracting much attention? but this was not necessary in the end.
- Sis you did came! - Her little sister's voice was heard behind her, when she turned around she found the little brunette and her mother, Camila looked at her from head to toe before shaking her head and sighing.
- My niña grande, where is the pretty dress I left you? - She reproached her then, gently pulling her daughter's cheek - I'm glad to see you here hija , even so. . . You know who's getting married right now and that. Right?.
-No problem mom, I just came to close a couple of cycles and hopefully not end up opening old wounds and quarrels with Amelia.
- Just tell her what you think and be honest with her. - Luz suggested, noticing the error in her words as she saw how her sister's smile ended up twisting when she heard her mutter this idea. - Or maybe not, just try not to cause a fight in the middle of the party.
- Ughh, I'll try, but I can't promise anything if Amelia gets stubborn with me, maybe I should invite Caleb to the discussion, hopefully we won't end up in a hospital or worse. - Lucia murmured, laughing contemptuously towards herself, entering the living room and admiring the decoration of the place.
From a distance the couple enjoyed the show, the two happily smiled while their gazes crossed from time to time. Amelia looked into the distance with some hope of seeing a certain brunette, but Lucia did everything in her power not to stand out too much from the crowd of people.
- I don't see her anywhere, Caleb - The bride sighed disappointed, her husband patted her on the back and took her hand to get her attention.
- Don't worry, I'm sure he'll come - Caleb whispered, catching the girl coming out to the balcony out of the corner of his eye. - For now go get some fresh air, I'll cover you here.
- But I'm the bride! I can't leave and. . . - Her husband silenced her by putting a finger on her lips and smiling at her to let her know that everything would be fine if she took a moment to clear her mind of all this. - I will do it very well, but let me know if something happens or people start to insist a lot about my absence, remember that now we are married and therefore we are in this together as a team.
- I know my princess, now go and meet your errant knight - He muttered, saying goodbye as he watched her walk away towards the place where, unbeknownst to her, Lucia was right now.
- Hey princess, I didn't expect to see you here - Lucia murmured with a smile, hiding her nervousness towards the girl who entered the balcony with her.
- Lucia What are you doing here? . . . You know it doesn't matter, I wanted to talk to you. - Amelia pointed out, doing nothing to hide her surprise at finding her ex's brunette in this place, even if she had been looking for her before.
- Well here I am, For what I am good - Lucia muttered, her words were impregnated with the smell of alcohol on her breath.
Amelia growled when she saw her - You really needed this to be able to see my face - she had come to talk to Lucia, but seeing her like that made her change her plans.
"I know, I know, I shouldn't be doing this right now, but I don't think I could look at your face without some liquid courage, you know," Lucia weakly shook a glass in her hand, a small yawn coming out of her not long after.
Amelia shook her head again, taking the empty glass from him and sighing a little, before facing her ex again - Tell me, do you regret anything, Lucia? Did you ever think it would end like this for us.
- No, I didn't - Lucia responded almost immediately, but before Amelia said anything she continued talking - I always thought about what our wedding would be like, how pretty you would look in the dress - her gaze focused on the bride for a moment. - Now I can see it, but not my dress for the occasion as I would have liked.
- So you do regret it?
- I do! a lot, Amelia, but I can no longer change the past or anything I did that day, so I will simply try to continue with my life without you by my side just like you will do with Caleb and congratulations on your marriage - Lucia smiled as she said her rival's name - He is a good man, I am sure your children will be beautiful.
- I know, my family doesn't have ugly children, that's clear. - Amelia highlighted the fact with a certain pride in her voice.
- It's a shame that I'm not gonna be part of their life - Lucia muttered, taking the bride by surprise.
- Wait what are you saying! You will not be part of his life? Who decided it? - Amelia exclaimed, taking Lucia by the shoulders, facing her with a look of betrayal in her eyes. The brunette shook her head slowly and gently removed Amelia's arms from her, sobering up in seconds as she smiled in the sweetest and kindest way she could at Amelia.
- I, I did it Amelia - Lucia muttered - I don't think it's good for me to be with your children, not now while I still feel something for you and my heart doesn't want to forget you yet. - A nervous laugh escaped her lips - I still need time to get over you, but I promise you that when I find my own happiness I will return here and be the best foster aunt your children could ever want.
- So you're just going to leave and come back one day, hoping that we will receive you with open arms.
- I could simply just not see you again you know, once I can turn the page, I will be free and I will move on with my life. - pointed out the brunette, turning her back on Amelia to leave the balcony and enter the party.
Amelia smiled for a moment before running after Lucia, hugging her from behind in an act that took the brunette by surprise - Just don't do something stupid, please.
Lucia put one of her hands on Amelia's, letting a light laugh be heard for a moment before squeezing Amelia's hand - That's a promise that I don't know if I can keep Blight, but I'll make one last effort - Amelia felt her hand being pulled away, watching the girl turn around and kiss her hand, leaving her with the sensation of her lips on the surface of her skin.
Lucia left the balcony then, closing the door behind her while Amelia watched her leave to try to start a new chapter in her life. Amelia sighed heavily after seeing her disappear behind the glass, a moment and a second in which time seemed to slow down for her, it was just time passing and she knew that Lucia would not return that she allowed herself to let out a little of the pain she was feeling.
- It's over? Did Lucia leave? - Her husband's voice brought her back to consciousness, asking about the brunette who, as easily as she had arrived, had now left. Amelia looked at him and a small nod from him was all the response Caleb needed in response.
The bride wiped her eyes, noticing how a starry sky was now observed in the sky, in a way similar to the Christmas decorations, the sky was now clear and free of clouds that blocked the sea of stars.
- Do you want to be here a little longer? - Caleb asked, feeling his wife nod weakly without saying a word - I understand, but I'll stay with you for a bit, after all we're a team now. - The blonde's words caused a blush to appear on his cheeks, it was not fair for Caleb to use his words against him.
- Have you been a good girl Amity? - Lucia asked the youngest of the Blights, Amelia's sister was now against a wall while being cornered by the older sister of her romantic interest. Amity felt her face burn and her heart want to break out because of the strange emotion she was feeling from having the brunette so close.
- You really are pretty Mittens - Lucia murmured, watching the girl's face turn redder and redder due to her flattery - It's a shame you're with Luz now or i would devour you right now. - The brunette's hand caressed the girl's face, stopping for a moment to rest her fingers on Amity's lips.
The young girl felt her heart skip a beat as she internally screamed for the older brunette woman to continue, causing her breathing to accelerate until she almost lost the strength in her legs due to the excitement she felt at that moment.
- Close your eyes Mittens, everything will end very quickly - Lucia whispered in Amity's ear, watching how the girl obeyed without question, she smiled to herself thinking about the things she could do at that moment, but it was not the right thing to do, she was not a criminal
Amity's eyes widened in surprise as she felt Lucia take her head and kiss her forehead in the same way that a family member would. A wave of shame suddenly hit her face, turning her face more red than before in mere seconds incapable of uttering anything coherent or sensible.
- Why so? "I don't understand," she mumbled confused, noticing that Lucia was looking at her with a certain air of nostalgia and maturity on her face.
- Because you are still very young and your first kiss should be with a special person if possible, now I must go, but if you ever want to continue with what we started, do not hesitate to call me and I promise that I will come to see you at some point - Lucia promised, caressing her face one last time, leaving her side to disappear into the crowd while Amity just watched her do it with her heart still pounding and the desire to taste her lips still latent.
- Hey Mittens! - Luz's voice was heard not far away, making her smile.
- Hello Luz, would you mind accompanying me to see the stars, I know a place here where the stars shine brighter. - Amity murmured - Just follow me, it's not too far from here I promise.
Luz's eyes shone like two stars when she heard it, accompanying the girl to the place where her sister had previously been and now she was with Luz.
-You were right Amity, this place is really beautiful to see the stars - Luz muttered, yawning and leaning on Amity's shoulder, the Blight girl felt that the atmosphere was perfect, but she didn't want to force things.
- Luz, remember that we were never able to have that talk - She reminded her, hearing a small grunt from the brunette girl. - I know this wouldn't be the best time, but I feel like I might not have a chance like now.
- Luz Noceda. . . I'll ask you again, would you like to be my girlfriend? I know it's a strange time and. . . - Luz interrupted the girl, jumping on her and stealing a kiss from her by surprise.
- I guess that's a yes, right? - Amity mumbled with a nervous voice after that kiss, Luz, just as nervous, nodded slowly, while the words were trapped in their mouths because of how uncomfortable the situation was.
-Wahoo! Long live the brides! - A shrill scream broke the tension, making them turn violently in the direction of the voice. Hunter's silhouette was behind them with a huge smile and a strong blush on his cheeks.
- Oh you're so dead Hunter! - Amity exclaimed, her mood suddenly changing, annoyed with the blonde boy for ruining the moment, Hunter just laughed and ran out of the place with the girl behind him.
- I guess today is a great night - Luz sighed, with her eyes closed and leaning back on the bench.
- And it could get better, although I won't remember it - Hunter's broken voice was heard behind her, taking her head and pulling her back, the girl quickly felt how the taste of the drink that the boy had taken before invaded her. now two of her senses, but for some reason her body did not refuse to resist until she felt that Hunter decided to separate from her to catch his breath and disappear behind the door, leaving Luz alone again to think about:
This is a great night?