Hi Readers: What are you guys thinking of today's chapters so far? Hope you like them. Here's Chapter Eighty-Five.
Chapter Eighty-Five
"What do you mean it wasn't yesterday? -Stella Kidd
The room went silent a bit after Gabby said that 'it' wasn't yesterday, referring to the last time that she and her loving husband had sex with each other. However, it seemed that was flying right over the head of the woman who has hopes of becoming a Lieutenant. I mean, isn't it obvious? She just asked when her and Matt's last time (making love in their bed) was. And then, she's all confused as to what she just said. I mean, that was her answer to her question after all. Oh dear, she really needs to learn how to talk to her all over again; her sarcasm and inuendo has completely changed since she learned she was pregnant, and her entire family knew it. For her best friend to not realize that, well that's just sad. "Honey. You just asked me when the last time me and Matt had fun in our bed." Stella looked at her best friend when she said that, starting to realize what she meant by the answer to her question now. "Oh, now I get what you meant." Gabby agreed. "Wow, you're really slow sometimes." Stella just laughed as she heard Gabby say that, having really missed her. "I swear, I really miss you at the firehouse." Gabby nodded. "I know, I miss you guys too. By the way, are Hawkins and Mikami okay?"
Gabby then took a breath. "I saw recently that there was a crash. Ambo 61 okay?" Stella sighed. "Yeah, they got into a crash. But they're okay. A bit shaken up, but they're okay." Gabby agreed with her best friend when she said that as she was glad that was the case. Having been in two crashes of her own, she knows how hard it can be. "I'm glad. I know what it's like to get into a trick situation when you're on a call, too many to tell you the truth." Stella agreed with Gabby when she told her that. "How many times?" Gabby took a breath. "Twice. Uhm, in 2012 when Shay just got hurt…and then in May 2014." Taking a breath, Gabby put her hand on her stomach while thinking about that situation. The situation that claimed Shay's life. Mere hours after the love of her life first proposed to her, her best friend died, which just so happened to also be the day of Boden's wedding. "Yeah, Boden's wedding day was not a good day for me." Stella then thought about it. "Oh god, I remember you guys talking to me about that. I'm sorry that I made you think about that, especially when you're all hormonal." Gabby laughed when she heard Stella say that, having already started to think about Shay recently.
"To tell you the truth, I've been thinking about her anyways. She was my best friend, my real best friend…and I would've wanted to experience this with her. I mean, I want to experience it with you too; but you have to go back." Stella sighed when Gabby said that. "Yeah, I was going to talk to you about that." Gabby was confused when Stella said that, clearly able to see that something was on her best friend's mind. "Okay, what's on your mind Stella? I can see that something's bothering you." Stella sighed as she looked at her best friend, having wanted to have this conversation with her so many times over the phone; but she didn't want to worry her that something was wrong. Taking a breath, she just looked at her friend. "God, things are just getting really hard in Chicago." Gabby was confused. "Hey, what's wrong girl? What did Kelly do? Are you in a fight? Shit, what do I need to do? I don't give a damn if I'm pregnant. I can give him a…" Stella sighed. "No, it's not that. Please, don't think that way." Gabby agreed with her best friend, letting out a sigh of relief as she put her hand on her stomach. "Don't scare me like that girl. What's going on though?" Stella sighed as she looked at Gabby.
"We didn't want to tell you until we were here in person but…there's another reason why we didn't want to stay in Chicago over Christmas." Gabby just looked at Stella when she said that, starting to have a bad feeling of what she's trying to tell her. "Oh god, no. Please don't tell me that…" Stella nodded when Gabby started to think that way. "Unfortunately, you guys missed the funeral." Gabby just stared at Stella when she said that, quite worried. "Shit. Wait a second, why…oh my god…" Gabby then thought about something. "MATT!" And let's just say that was not the right way to get her husband to come.
Flying back into his and Gabby's room this morning, Matt came in quite worried. "Hey, what's wrong? Are you okay? Baby, what's wrong? Do I need to take you to the hospital? What did you…" Gabby then sat up. "Hey, take a breath. Relax. Just take it easy." Matt just looked at his wife when she said that, really confused as to what was happening right now. "Okay, what's happening. Baby, are you okay? Is it the twins? What's going on? Stella, I told you to make sure that she breathes…" Gabby then went to stop him. "Hey, take a breath baby. I'm okay. I promise that I'm okay." Matt just looked at his wife when she said that, really confused right now. "You're okay…" Gabby nodded when Matt asked her if she was okay. "Hey, I'm okay baby. Just take a breath and relax. I'm all okay." Matt took a breath when he heard Gabby say that. He then went ahead and moved to sit down on the bed next to her, putting his hand on her stomach. "Shit, god I was so scared." Gabby then put her hand on his, stroking it with her thumb as she really did realize that she scared her husband really bad. "Baby, I'm sorry. I mean it. I didn't mean to scare you." Matt agreed with Gabby when she told him that she didn't mean to scare him. "Hey, I know that baby. But now that I'm here, what's going on? Care to share why exactly you decided to call me."
Gabby sighed as she looked at her husband. "Baby, I hope to god that you didn't ask Kelly about his dad yet." Matt looked at his wife when she asked him that, proceeding to cross his leg under his. "No, why would I have…" Gabby then took a breath and looked at her husband, well aware of the fact that he saw Benny as a surrogate father. "No. Don't say that. It's not true." Gabby took a breath when she heard her husband say that, clearly able to see that he was hurting right now. "Uhm Stella, can you do me a favor and go bring Kelly into the living room. We can all sit there." Stella understood why that was the case. "Matt, I'm so sorry that we didn't tell you. I know you always saw Benny as a surrogate father." Matt then got up, taking a breath as he wasn't happy that this is the first that he's hearing about it. He then went ahead and proceeded to walk out onto back porch that they have off of the primary suite so that he can take a minute to think about what's going on in his head. He doesn't want to scare Gabby, nor does he want to yell at Stella again in front of Gabby for stress. Turning to look at her best friend, Gabby let out a sigh and looked at her best friend. "Stella…" Stella just agreed, leaving.
Gabby's POV – Part 1:
I knew that this news was going to be hard for Matt to swallow, him having seen Benny as a surrogate father for a while; and I just knew that these feelings were probably going deeper than just him wanting to grieve for his surrogate father, I could just feel it in the way he was acting. He can't say it because it hurts him to say it. But he doesn't need to tell me the truth when I can already see it. I can just see that this is devastating news to him, and he's already hurt. For him to have lost two fathers is just horrible, and I can't know just how he's feeling right now; and that's why we needed this time to have alone. I just needed to take a moment to be alone with the man I love so that I can hold him close to me, and just give him some comfort; comfort that I can only give him when we're in private with each other. But no, I am not talking sexual pleasure. Rather, I am just talking about me holding him in my arms as I sit in his lap; his hand being on my stomach will help too. God, of course this is hard and I just hate that this is how we're starting our Christmas. It's not what I want for him.
I then decided t o tell him that I was here. "I'm sorry I yelled out like that." Turning around to look at me, Matt took a breath. "No, I'm…" I shook my head. "Hey, don't talk right now baby. Right now, you just take it easy and relax. Right now, I'm here for you. That's what we're doing here." Matt agreed with me as I told him that. He then took a breath as he watched me make my way over to him this morning. Just proceeding to walk up to the man I love, I smiled as I went ahead and sat down in his lap this morning. Cuddling up to my loving husband, I curled my legs up beside his before moving my hand to the back of his head and leaned my forehead against his. Running my fingers through his hair, I moved my other hand to his cheekbone and just stared into his eyes as I gave him some comfort. "It's okay baby. Me and the boys are right here okay? Just take a breath and relax." Matt sighed when I said that, agreeing with me as he just looked up into my eyes. Afterwards, he stroked my stomach and just stared at me and kissed me softly. Taking things slow with him, I smiled.
God, even when he's sad, he's still such an amazing kisser. Taking things slow with the man I love, I smiled as this is exactly what I want to do with my husband as I make him feel better after the news that we just learned. But I knew at the same time, that this was probably going to be just as hard as when he lost his dad. "You okay?" Matt took a breath when I asked him that. "I just didn't expect to have that reaction. He's not even my dad and…" I shook my head. "Hey, he was your dad in every way possible. Baby, you looked up to him as a far. And if that's how you felt about him, then he's your surrogate father." Matt agreed with me when I said that, proceeding to stroke my leg as we both held each other close. Just taking things easy with me. And this was exactly what we needed to do after getting this type of news. Running my finger down his cheekbone again, I just stared into his eyes before kissing him softly. Just taking things nice and slow with the man of my dreams, I smiled as that's exactly what I want to do right now. God, he is just so handsome; and I love him so much.
"I love you." Matt agreed with me when I said that, proceeding to grab my hand while he held me; afterwards, I cuddled up to him and laid my head down on his chest. Running his hand up and down my arm, which was really nice as we just held each other close. God, this is perfect; and I am so glad that this is what we're doing right now. We're just holding each other close, and just cuddling up to each other. "Want to move to our bed?" I smiled when Matt asked me that. "As much as I want to, I think that we do need to concentrate on our friends right now." Matt then smirked as he turned to look at me. "We could always blame it on the hormones." Matt then decided to pick me up in his arms and smirked at me. "You know, because you're pregnant with our twins." I agreed with Matt when he told me that, wrapping my arms around his neck even more. Afterwards, I smiled as I turned my head and then leaned in to kiss him softly. Turning around, Matt smirked as he carried me towards our bed so that he could lay me down and kiss me. "Sorry I didn't bring breakfast."
I shook my head when Matt told me that, getting ready to feel him lay me down in bed. God, this is just perfect; and I am so glad that my husband wants to do this right now. God, he is just so sexy; and I love him more than anything in the entire world. Just laying me down, I smiled as I proceeded to lay down on our bed. Afterwards, Matt climbed onto the bed with me. Putting his hand on my stomach, Matt smirked as he looked at me and then proceeded to kiss me softly. Just taking things nice and slow with the man of my dreams, I smirked due to the fact that this is exactly what I want to be doing right now. I am so glad that this is what we're doing right now, and I am very much ready to just take it easy with him. Afterwards, Matt proceeded to just take things nice and slow with me; and that was perfect, but not as perfect as what started to happen after we started getting close to each other. I mean, we might as well just go ahead and start. Getting up, Matt went to take off his shirt and smirked for me as he was ready to take things slow with me; and we did just that.
Matt's POV:
I was running my hand up and down Gabby's naked back shortly after making love to her, shocked that we just did that. I mean, that was not something that I planned to do with her when I came up here; but it was definitely something that I enjoyed, as it gave me the comfort that I needed after I learned that Benny died. Turning my head, I took a breath and just kissed Gabby's forehead softly while running my fingers through Gabby's hair. That's when I felt Gabby wrap her arms around my torso and just cuddled up to me some more. Running my fingers up and down her back as she did that, I smirked as I wrapped my legs around hers and then went to grab the covers. Tugging them up, I smiled as this was perfect. However, what wasn't perfect…was the fact that we were soon disturbed. Looking in, Stella was shocked. "Oh god." I then opened my eyes and looked at Stella as she stood there. "Oh god." I then went to tug the covers up on top of the both of us to make sure that me and Gabby were covered up as we lay down in bed. That's when I felt Gabby move.
"Do you need to go to the washroom baby?" I then went to stop her. "Hey, stay down baby. Stella." Gabby then turned her head and got nervous, looking at her best friend. "God, I am so sorry Stella." Stella just laughed as she shook her head. "I should've expected this." Moving my hand to Gabby's back, I stroked it with my thumb and then turned my head to kiss Gabby's forehead softly. "God, I am so sorry Stella, I really mean it when I say that." Stella shook her head, smiling at the both of us. "I'll go back to me and Kelly's room. I was just telling you that I was going to stay with Kelly and we were going to take a nap, we're exhausted since we had a partial shift yesterday; and we also flew overnight." I took a breath, agreeing with Stella as she said that. "So you guys are going to stay in bed?" Stella agreed with me when I asked her that, going to close the door to our bedroom. Taking a breath, I stroked Gabby's back and turned my head to look at my girl. Gabby then sighed as she looked at me, but she still rubbed my chest and then bent down to kiss my chest softly.
Turning my head, I kissed the top of her head and just held her close. "Hey, take a breath and just look up at me." Gabby then did just that, smiling at me. "Baby, who cares what they say? This is our home, and I loved the fact that we just make love to each other. I am so glad that we're here with each other, and I am very comfortable with you on my chest." Gabby agreed with me when I said that, smiling as she ran her hand down my chest. "I just feel like an idiot for not having locked the door." I shook my head when Gabby said that. "Baby, I was the last one that came in here. I should've locked the door, not you." Gabby agreed with me when I said that. She then rolled over onto my back, smiling at me. "Come here you." I agreed with Gabby when she told me that, smirking as I put my hand on her back and then bent down to kiss the woman of my dreams softly. "I'm kind of happy that Kelly and Stella decided to take a nap though, as it means that I can spend some time with you." Gabby agreed with me as I said that, smirking as she stared into my eyes and just looked at me.
"We should just text them and say that they can have the day to relax today. I mean, they literally went from shift yesterday, to flying overnight; they have to be exhausted. Stella texted me yesterday that they didn't sleep much." I agreed with Gabby when she told me that, smirking as I kissed her softly. "Do you want to just take it easy then? We can relax here and just enjoy each other." Gabby smiled when I said that. "Well, we did have to do some work about something if you forgot. I can help you if you want." I smirked when Gabby said that, looking at her. "Are you talking about business?" Gabby smiled when I asked her that, putting her hand on my face before kissing me softly. "I think I like that idea." I agreed with Gabby, smirking as I put my hand on her side. Afterwards, I bent down and proceeded to kiss my beautiful wife softly. Taking things nice and slow with the woman of my dreams, I smirked due to the fact that I am so glad that this is what we're doing right now. I'm happy to be here. "To think, I was thinking that we would be downstairs with our friends today." Gabby shook her head when I said that. "No my dear, you're going to stay here." I agreed with Gabby, smirking as she said that.
Leaning up, Gabby smirked as she took things nice and slow with me. "Listen, what do you say we either (a) take a shower, or (b) take a bath. Then, we can cuddle in bed as we work on that stuff we need to work on?" Gabby smirked when I asked her that. "Can we do the bath?" Putting my hand on Gabby's leg, I smirked as I rubbed it and then bent down to kiss her softly. Putting her hand on my face, Gabby smiled as she took things nice and slow with me. "I love you so much, and I am so glad that this is what we're going to do. I thought we would only be able to do this at night." Gabby agreed with me when I said that, smiling at me while running her finger down my cheekbone. I then leaned my forehead against hers and smiled at her as I started to kiss her once again. "I'm going to start a shower." Gabby just stared at me when I said that. "Oh c'mon, that was such a tease!" I agreed with her, giving her another kiss while smiling at my beautiful wife. "Enjoy it." Rolling over, I smirked as I got up and then went to grab the towel I had on my hook.
Wrapping my towel around my waist, I smirked as I turned to look at my girl. Just staring at her, I smiled as I looked at her. Afterwards, I proceeded to walk around our bed. Bending down, I smirked as I put my hand on her neck and took things nice and slow with the woman of my dreams. "I love you, and I am so glad that you are my wife." Gabby agreed with me when I said that, smiling at me. "Go start the shower, I'll be right in." I agreed with Gabby when she told me that, smirking as I proceeded to walk away so that I could go start the shower for the both of us.
Gabby's POV – Part 2:
Walking into the bathroom of me and Matt's bedroom this morning, I smirked as I looked at him while he stood in the shower. I swear, he is such a sexy man; and I really feel like the luckiest woman in the entire world. I am so glad that this is what we're going to be doing right now. We're going to take things nice and slow with each other in the shower, and this is going to be a lot of fun. Nothing like me and Matt just holding each other close as we relax in the shower together. But now, it was time to stop staring at my husband; rather, it was time for me to go ahead and join the man I love in the shower. And boy am I glad that I'm going to join him in the shower. He's really a hunk, and I'm ready to be in the shower with him. Taking off my towel, I smiled as I proceeded to hang my towel up next to his before going to open the shower. Afterwards, I got close to the man I love and rubbed his back. "Hey handsome." Turning around to face me as soon as he heard me in the shower, Matt smirked as he got close to me and wrapped his arms around me this morning. "God, you are so gorgeous."
I agreed with Matt when he told me that, smirking as I went ahead and moved my hands to his arms. Afterwards, I looked into his arms and rubbed his arms. "You feeling okay after that?" I nodded when Matt asked me if I felt okay after having him made love to me. "Baby, of course I am. I absolutely loved the feeling of you making love to me. That will always be the case." Matt smirked when I said that, moving his hands to my butt. Afterwards, he leaned in and proceeded to kiss me softly. Just taking things nice and slow with me, Matt smirked as this is exactly what he always loves doing with me whenever we have a chance to take a shower together; he loves kissing me. And the truth was, so did I. He's just the sexiest man in the entire world, and I will always be very proud to be his wife. "I love you. You know that right?" Matt agreed with me as I said that, smiling at me. "And I love you more than anything." I agreed with Matt when he told me that, smirking.
We then both just held each other close in the shower, making sure that we just took it easy with each other for a while; after all, we do have some time to be together. "Sorry for doing that in bed, we really shouldn't have." I shook my head when Matt said that. "Hey, I loved it. I promise baby." Matt agreed with me as I said that, proceeding to bend down so that he can kiss my neck. And let's just say that it was the best feeling in the entire world. God, he is so damn sexy; and I am so glad that he's the man that I get to make love to on a daily basis. He really is an incredible man, and they'll never be a day where I don't want to have sex with this gorgeous man as we just hold each other close. It's incredible, and I am just so happy with him right now. And I'm sure that Matt is well aware that's the case, as we're currently just holding each other close right now.