The next morning was the typical morning routine for her and Jax. He had business and she had errands to run. Including the Carnival tonight at Abel's school and she wasn't looking forward to that or the stares from the moms. After everyone left the house Jenna started to clean and set up some of the stuff in their daughters room from the baby shower. She sat in the gliding rocking chair she got when she had Abel that now had pink cushions to go with the decor. As she went through the bags of clothes that one of the girls got for her. She felt like she was doing this alone again just like with Abel and it devastated her. Jenna was already suffering depression but she had to lighten her meds to be safe for the baby. Her eyes started to well up in tears and she leaned back into the chair and rubbed her belly. She knew what stress would do to her and the baby. Her phone went which made her jump it was Ima.
Ima: What Are you Doing
Jenna: Just cleaning and putting stuff a way in baby girls room and then i have to get ready to go to Abel's School to start setting up for the Carnival
Ima: Fun...Want Company tonight since I'm assuming he is having another late night..
Jenna: That be great I could use a girl and not a metro sexual biker.
Ima: sounds Kinky
Jenna: you wish..come over whenever
Ima: Give me 20 minutes
Jenna: kk
Jenna realized she was still in her Pj's and had to fix her hair. She was sort of Happy her older brother Opie had talk to the father of her children about her protection detail because it would be awkward if Juice were around. Getting outta the tears she hoped in the shower and put on a flattering little black dress with some flats she could wear all day even to the carnival. As she was finishing her makeup the door bell rang. Finishing her lips she walked to the door checking herself in the mirror but it wasn't Ima at the door it was her ex in between her fights with Jax as teenager as well as adults Kyle Hobart. "Well I obviously caught you at a good time." He smirked handing her the roses to her. "what are you doing here? Jax will kill you if not Opie if they found out you came here." She asked a little scared because the only reason she would always go back to Jax is cause Kyle was abusive when he drank and Jax saved her. "I'm here cause my kids band is playing at the carnival tonight." He said smirking at her Belly she was growing, Kyle went to put his hand on it and she stepped back and said "It's not yours." she said referring to their one night stand they had months before she even got pregnant at taste of Charming when Jax was pushing her away and she was spiraling drunk. She barely remembered that night and didn't want to either. "I figured as much. Can't believe you are a pathetic little biker slut for him. Always keep letting him back. But I wanted to say Hi and say congrats and i'll see you at the carnival" he said wink at her as he watched a car pull up into the drive way which meant he needed to leave. Jenna Shivered and smiled seeing Ima Pull up. Kyle got into his truck as Ima was getting out of her car in a mini dress leather jacket n heels. "Who was that?" Ima asked shutting her car door. "History.." Jenna said staring at the white roses with pink tips that Kyle brought her.
Ima's heels clicked on the pavement as she reached the door. Once she stepped in she took off her heels and jenna shut the door. Ima pinned Jenna to the door briefly giving her a passionate kiss. It was everything Jenna need in that moment. Ima wrapped her ponytail pulling Jenna's hair making her moan into her mouth as the kissed and then she let go. Jenna was stunned and said "hello to you too love." She was stunned at that a little. Ima said "Hi.. How are my two favorite girls doing?" as the girls went to go to the nursery to unpack everything that was stock piling in there since the boys set the furniture up. "We are good. I myself am having my own issues and i have a feeling i'm either gonna have to move or change my locks" Jenna said in all seriousness. Ima looked a little stunned and said "wait Why?' Jenna looked at her and said "Jax and tara are screwing around again and I have to stop trying to make me and him work because it will always be her." she wanted to ball her eyes out but she had to not get worked up. Ima set down the bag she had just grabbed and wrapped her arms around her friend whispering in her ear "its okay."
Jenna just let go and let her tears fall. Ima knew this was gonna happen again and knew what it would do to Jenna. She was the one who built Jenna back up after Abel was born and she was suffering from post pardum. "You still got that money saved up." Ima asked letting Jenna go. "Yeah why?" Jenna asked wiping her tears. "Because I know a spot for you and Abel and Baby number two. Speaking of her when are you gonna pick a name?" Ima said watching Jenna fix herself in the mirror. Jenna wiped her mascara and said "I haven't found one I like." "she can't be Baby girl Teller all her life." Ima said trying to lighten her mood. "I know Ima. I just have a lot on my mind and kids to think about. But what spot are you talking about?" Jenna said turning her attention back to what Ima said. "There is an apartment in my building fully furnished with a nursery in my building. If you have what you say you have we can get it set up before the carnival and when you take Abel home there after and leave Jax and his mess behind." she wanted to get her friend and love out of this situation and away from jax cause she knew he was no good for her.
Jenna looked stunned at the idea, she had thought about it herself many times. "How am i Gonna get the thing we need out in time? I have to be at abels school at two pm nine am?" Ima winked and said "pack the essentials for you her and him and we can get the rest later." Jenna sighed and couldn't believe she was doing this but she couldn't live like this not with Tara around no matter what Jax told her. Tara brought out all of Jenna's in securities even though her and Jax have been together for almost 10 years now Tara always found a way to pop up and Jenna knew this is what needed to be done. "what am i gonna do about rent?" Jenna asked before looking for suitcases. "I got you. I make enough on films for both of us and when you have her you can get back to you shape and film cause its not fun without you." Ima said before kissing her lips. Jenna grabbed a suitcase from the closet in the nursery. "handle in here. I'll handle me and Abel." Jenna said just going with it because this is what she need to be healthy safe and not worrying for her kids life. Going into the bedroom her and Jax shared she backed a bag of clothes for herself plus a few random items she wanted to keep. Jenna packed her favorite shirt of his to sleep in and left her ring that he proposed to her with after he was caught with Tara before Abel. She even wrote him a note.
Jackson,
you are forever my heart and soul. But I know i'll never truly be yours. Give this to someone that is.
Love,
Jenna
She fought hard to keep her composure as she rolled the suit case out. She peered in at Ima in Abel's room finishing up even grabbing his favorite stuffed animal. "ready?" Jenna asked keeping a strong face. Ima smiled handing her the stuffed animal and taking the bag from her. "Yeah..Lets go before one of the guys comes and sees all this." Jenna said looking around at the memories and emotions and fights she was leaving behind. This was the only place that felt like home and was the only real home she knew. Jenna did one last check on all the doors to make sure the doors were locked and grabbed her check book. She checked herself in the mirror before walking out the door for what might be her last time. as she got to her car Gemma was calling her phone. She hushed Ima for a moment. "hello" she answered. "Hi baby wanted to check in on you make sure you were okay?' Gemma said sitting at the garage as she watched Jax head into the Dorms with Tara. "we are fine Gemma. You are getting Abel after School right?" Jenna asked as Ima kissed her neck leaning agains her SUV "Yeah Jax is picking him up at 5 to go to the carnival tonight tight?" Gemma asked putting out her cigarette Jenna tried not to giggle while on the phone from Ima's kisses. "He should be cause i have to be at the school to help set up booths so i'll meet them there." She said trying to stop Ima. Gemma said "how are things between you two?" "normal but you know your son. I gotta go cause i got some last minute things to pick up for the school. Ill see you when you pick him up." Jenna said trying to get off the phone. Gemma said "Oh I forgot to tell you there is some stuff in the dorm for the carnival you wanna come get it." Jenna rolled her eye and said "Yeah give me like 20 minutes ill be right over with Ima she's keeping me company till I have to go deal with horrid moms." "see you then" Gemma said hanging up hoping all of this would open both her sons eyes and Jenna's to the insanity and hell they put each other through. Even though she loved them as a couple what her son was doing wasn't right and need a real wake up call. Hanging up her phone she looked at Ima and said "We gotta go by the garage before we go talk to your landlord." Ima just rolled her eyes and kissed Jenna's lips Luckily they packed the bags in Ima's trunk so no one would know.
Jax and Tara were in there impassioned throws in the dorms. It was the only time they got together because Jackson had club And fatherly Duties that Tara hated he had. Laying in each others arms after just finishing Tara said "and why can't you stay the night tonight?" Jax said "Abel's school is having a carnival and Jenna's been helping with it." He kissed her fingers one by one. "Ah yes the little woman. What did you tell her to let you home?" Tara asked gloating over him. "didn't i told her the truth you were leaving town and that all she really needs to know." He said pushing her off to sit up and have a cigarette. Tara sat up on her elbows and said "Why do you keep going back to her?" Jax lit his cigarette and rolled his eyes at her. "I've told you this she is the mother of my kids and part of me loves her like i love you. She gets this life and how it works and you are my freedom to the outside of the club life." Jax said exhaling blowing out smoke. Tara wrapped a sheet around her as she sat up in bed. "thanks for that libido killer." She said feeling offended. Jax unfolded her arms and put his cigarette in the ashtray and said "You asked I told besides your not staying why does it matter." as he pinned her to the bed. Tara smirked and said "It just does."
Jax didn't want to hear more and kissed her lips. Tara wrapped her legs around him. She wanted more of him and needed more of him. Jax teased her and said "I thought i killed your libido." Tara smiled and said "I only have thirty more minute with you before you go off to biker business and whores and i want all i can get." She pulled his hip into her and his lips to hers. Jax fell into Tara and grasped her hands Holding them as he entered her slowly and smoothly. He had to be gentle with Tara because that what type of girl she was where Jenna was a rough and always horny little slut he could do what he pleased with. Tara cinched her legs around him and they were forehead to forehead keeping a smooth and steady rhythm. This was the different he loved about Tara cause he could be vulnerable and let shit go. Kissing her lips with passion and fire Jax picked up his pace feeling her getting wetter and tighter around his thick and quivering member. They had already had two other round but it was hot and what they needed.
As they were making love Jenna was pulling up outside. Opie and Tig were in the Garage knowing full well what Jax was doing in the dorm. "oh shit." Tig said getting Opie's attention as his pregnant sister was going into the clubhouse. Gemma came out of the office putting her sunglasses on as Ima got out of her car to wait. Jenna felt her daughter kicking so she had to stop at the bar where Happy was. "Hey Gorgeous..You Okay?" he asked coming to her aid. "Yeah She's just moving and using my bladder as a soccer ball." Jenna said with a smile taking his hand. Then continued to say "Gemma said there was some stuff here for the Carnival the crew had gathered for prizes." "Oh yeah I'll get the guys to help me get it to your car. But its in yours and Jax's Dorm and more in Opies." Happy said going outside to gather the prospect to help him unaware what Jax and Tara were doing because he had just gotten there. Jenna felt her daughter kick again. "Will you stop Mommy has to do thing for your brother right now cause when your born i have to be wrapped up in you." she said trying the door knob. Jax and Tara were still intertwined together both getting ready to have their own climax. "god your pussy feels so good Tara." He said whispering in her ear. Tara asked "Better than hers." "Way better your so tight i think I'm gonna bust." He said moaning in between kisses.
Jenna heard the bed squeaking and realized the door was locked. Using her key she pushed the door wide open exposing Jax and Tara and their passion. She rolled her eyes as the two stopped suddenly and turned around to look and they knew they were busted. "Oh don't move wouldn't want you to reveal everything." Jenna said folding her arms. Tara kept her knees to her chest and a blanket around her keeping quiet. "what are you doing here?" Jax asked. "I could be asking you the same. But it be more lies from you I came to get stuff for our sons school carnival that you guys rallied for prizes but I should of expected this." Jenna said finally seeing him for what he was, Tara looked smug with herself and flipped Jenna off. Jenna would of respond with one back but said "I would but i know where its been."Tara went to get off the bed but Jax stopped her. Jenna felt a sharp Kick and Said "owww...Little Girl i'm not a soccer ball and i'm in the middle of something." to her belly trying to gather her thoughts rubbing her belly. Jax went to stand up to rub her belly and Jenna stopped him "You are never touching me again. I will not stop you from seeing the kids but you and i will never happen again." She said keeping composure. Then said " Pick you son up at your moms at five n i'll take him home with me. You can move you whore into your house cause me and my kids won;t be there anymore. Not after this." She grabbed the few bags that were in the room and closed the door behind them leaving them stunned and shocked.
Jax threw Tara's clothes at her and put his jeans on to run after Jenna. Jenna made it to the bar where only a few people were. She had to stop to take a breath as she felt a tear fall and a bit of pain. "Jenna stop.." Jax said to her. "Jax no..You stop.. Stop lying to me stop lying to our son and stop lying to yourself." She said in full tears but stayed turned around so he couldn't see her. She still felt a bit of pain as she seethed through her teeth. Jax came up from behind and grabbed her belly. Jenna spun around and slapped the taste out of his mouth. Tara yelled "Hey" and forgetting Jenna was pregnant cracked her in the face so hard it made Jenna have to brace herself on the back. Tara grabbed her by the hair and said "don't you ever hit him" like she was big and bad. Jenna pushed her off and head butted her breaking he nose making Tara drop to her knees. One of the crow eaters along with a few prospects went to get opie and Gemma along with other members just in case. Just as Tara was about to spear her into the bar jax got in between before Jenna or the baby were harmed. Tara had a cocky smirk and wrapped her arms around him and spit in Jenna's direction. "I'll see you with my son at the carnival Jackson." Jenna said with a smile on her face. This was another win for her in the fights with Tara. But even though she was so strong in this moment she wanted to break. Opie and Gemma were the first to walk in and seen the scene Jax was taking care of Tara and Jenna was walking past them heading to her car that was full loaded with all the toys for the carnival.
Ima was leaning on her bumper waiting for Jenna to come out. Opie just shook his head at his best friend and went after his sister "Jenna Wait up." he shouted as Jenna walked out the door. Jenna stopped at the picnic table to breath for a second. "Opie Don't...Just please don't" She said keeping her composure. He started to rub her back softly to ease her tension and relax her. "shhh... you're gonna be all right. If you and abel need a place to crash you can stay with Lyla and i." He said offering. Jenna said "thanks but i'll find something. Just watch his back." Opie embraced her making her stand on her tip toes. Jenna told her self she wasn't gonna break because she didnt want to let him win. Opie let her go and walked with her to the car. "i'll see you at the Carnival tonight. I gotta go do a few thing before i get to the school." She said hugging him one more time. Jenna put on her sun glasses and grabbed a piece of gum to kill her cigarette cravings. As Ima was about to get into the car Opie said "watch out for her." "I will..I'll give lyla her new address i found her an apartment. But she's gonna need help getting the rest of her stuff or new stuff." Ima told him in confidence because she knew that he was her brother and he was always gonna be concerned. "I'll handle that. If anything happens with her between now and the time you leave her let lyla know she can contact me." Opie said closing Ima's Car door for her.
Jenna was the frist to peel out then Ima. The two headed to an apartment complex on the other side of town. Ima had already called her landlord and arrange the meeting. Once they view the cozy little apartment Jenna made the offer and showed the landlord the money order and signed the lease then and there. After the landlord left Ima was texting lyla the updates about the situation and said that she couldnt come back. Jenna had no time to process any of this she had to many responsibilities today. Buts the landlord closed the door Jenna just started Balling her eyes out Ima set down her phone and wrapped her arms around Jenna just letting her cry. "Let it out baby let it out." Ima said kissing her neck as she rocked her back and forth. Jenna in-between sobs "What am i gonna tell Abel? What am i gonna tell this Baby when they ask why we aren't a family and why aren't we home? How am i gonna handle that?' She said as a broken woman. Ima didn't know how to answer the questions Jenna was asking but she could tell her one thing "You are gonna handle it just fine. yeah it will hurt forever but this will be best for you and your kids. You've been put through hell with Jackson's shit. Ive watched him tear you down to nothing and you still have his back. Ive watched him whore around and you stayed faithful. If he can't see what a good old lady you truly are and doesn't treat you like the queen you are he doesn't deserve you." Ima told Jenna wiping her tears. "but as for right now you are gonna get up fix your make up and get to your sons school and I'll handle the rest here." She added helping Jenna to her feet.
"what about my things?" Jenna asked wiping her tears knowing she had to compose her self to deal with the upscale charming bitches at her sons school. "I'll talk with Opie and Lyla and figure something out. If we can't get it back we can get you guys new stuff okay." Ima said lifting Jenna's chin pecking her lips. Grabbing her keys and her phone she started to head out. "where are you going?" Jenna asked noticing Ima slip her heels back on. "I have to go to the studio but I promise when you and Abel come home tonight it will be all set for you with what i can get gathered up OK." Ima said reassuring Jenna it would be okay. after she left Jenna couldn't believe she finally used some of the hundreds of thousands she had save to pay deposit and a few months rent on this place till she started working. Walking around the apartment she seen sliding doors that lead out to a balcony that over looked some of the pier. Part of her started to worry about the baby because she hadn't moved since she left the clubhouse. But Jenna had twenty million other things on her mind. Part of her was surprised she acted so impulsively but today was the final nail in the coffin for her undying devotion to Jackson Teller. She knew she was now gonna be to have to co-parent with him and possibly them in Tara stays now that She moved out. There were so many thought that made her head spin so she sat at the table that was outside on the deck and just breathed listening to the waves to calm down.
Just as she found some peace and started to feel her daughter moving in her belly again Jenna's phone went off with "Tennessee Whiskey" that was Jackson's ring tone. Jenna didn't know how she was going to handle this but she had to put her walls all the way up. She answered "What do you want Jax?" as she stood up to lean on the balcony. "I wanna know where you are. We need to talk about this," He said sitting in their house in the nursery noticing things were missing and her ring was on the dresser. "yeah I don't feel much like talking to you after what I saw. Like I said I won't stop you from seeing our children but me and you will never be. So you can Move tara in fuck her wherever because i'm through being there and getting nothing but dumped on in return for all my good doings. So I'll see you at the Carnival with our son. I'll let you and him bond and I'll take him home with me to my place and whenever you want him you can pick him up." She was letting her inner bitch come out cause she was numbing herself to all the feelings. "At least tell me who your staying with?" Jackson pleaded to know. Jenna snapped "I'm not staying with anyone thanks for thinking that. Just prove what a whore you think i am. Just cause you let any girl or biker whore on that dick doesn't mean i let just anyone have me." "You a fucking lesbian for pay whore yeah you do." He said with a come back. She just said "Jackson Go to hell. I'll see you and my son at the carnival." as she hung up the phone feeling a little bit proud of herself. Now she had to keep this same attitude with the moms cause today was not the best day for anyone to say the wrong thing. Looking at the clock it was about One thirty and she had to get these toys for prizes delivered to the booths that we getting set up while the kids were in school today to be ready for tonight. The School was raising funds to upgrade some of the classrooms and technology. She grabbed her makeup bag from her suitcase and went into the bathroom and did a daytime look with a little night time flair since she was gonna be there pretty much all day.
After Jenna hung up on him Jax started to trash the nursery breaking pictures everything Jenna had set up in there. He knew he did this to himself but he still hated her for leaving. Part of him though she would always be there for him no matter how much hell he put her through. It took Opie a minute to show up to the house he seen the door left wide open. Opie called "Jenna Jax you Guys here?" There was no response but he could hear glass breaking and ran down the hall with his pistol out making sure Jax wasn't putting his hands on her like he use to before Abel was born When they were teenagers and still learning life and what being in love really meant. But put it away when he seen his best friend on the ground in tears. Jax was upset with himself with her with his choices and letting her leave. Opie knocked on the door and Jax looked up with a bottle of whiskey in his hand. "Here to Gloat." Jax said getting ready to take a sip before Opie snatched it out of his hand. "Nope...Just came to check on you and stop you from doing something stupid." Opie said sitting next to his best friend who was pretty much a brother. "She already packed some of their stuff up and left her ring like she was planning this before she caught me." Jax said letting himself feel vulnerable in this situations. Opie said handing his friend a joint and said "Jax can you really blame her? she caught you with Tara while she was pregnant again. I know you two have some tortured love story but My sisters gone through hell and back for You and I."
"but why now?" Jackson asked after hitting the joint and taking a long hit. Opie leaned back on the dresser and said "Jenna's been a broken woman for years and you can't tell you haven't noticed and after yesterday and today she hit her breaking point. But give her sometime and you figure out what you truly want. Because i'm tired of this same old argument with you two." He said pointing out that Jenna and Jax always did this to each other no matter who was in the wrong. It was the Tortured love story they were meant to live out. The two share the joint and sat in silence for a moment till Jax asked "Do you know where she is man?" Opie grunted and said "She gonna kill me for telling you but she got a fully furnished apartment in Ima's building." Jax nodded his head and knew who he had to pay a visit to for poisoning Jenna against him. But he looked at Opie and as an adult said "It's obvious she didnt take much with her do you think she will need some of her things for her and the kids." He wasn't trying to move them out but he wanted to give her the space she required during this time.
Opie looked shocked to see his friend letting his baby mama go like that. he said "I'm sure she does Lyla gave me a list of stuff Jenna asked for for her and Abel and for the nursery she has at the apartment." He handed jax the piece of paper and said "I'll have it ready for her when i give Abel to her after the carnival tonight." Opie asked "Do you want any help?" "Nah man i gotta fix this myself. Make sure she is okay." Jax told his friend. Opie laughed and Jax asked "What's so Funny?" "You two is whats funny. She tell me to watch your back and you want me to make sure she is okay. y'all need to figure out your shit." Opie said looking at the time knowing he had to pick the kids up from school. "I'll see you tonight Keep a clear head a figure out what you want before you go screw either one of you up more before it affects you son more." Opie said giving Jax a hug before leaving. Jax was left to pick up the mn the nursery and start packing up what Jenna asked for. While he was doing that Jenna was pulling into the parking lot joined to the football field where the rides and booths were set up and getting tested out. Leslie Hale who was David Hales Little sister and head of the PTA had the fakest smile on her face seeing the familiar SUv backing into a space to get it unloaded. Leslie hated having to deal with Jenna especially after Jax beat his ass in high school for even wanting to date her. The two girls were no strangers to a brawl themselves either but their boy were best friends so they had to be fake,
As she backed in Jenna seen Leslie with he pink clipboard to make sure that she had everything in her truck that she promised. flipping down her mirror she noticed her eyes were still puffy from the tears she had been crying on and off as she got ready. She decided to put on jeans and a tshirt instead the showed off her bump and a pair of heeled boots and a black leather Mini Jacket . She grabbed her sunglasses and then her purse. As she got out of the car she slipped the glasses on and put on her fake smile. The Girls shared a hug as Jenna lifted the gate open so the guys could unload it all which it was packed head to toe. "Damn SamCro really came through with everything they promised." Lesilie said astonished by the stuff and it wasn't cheap either. Jenna looked at her car and then to her "Things have change and people change too. Plus abel loves this school so whatever we can do to keep it running we are gonna do it." Leslie nodded and started checking things off. As she looked at her check list she asked "Are you gonna stay here all day until after the fireworks?" "Yeah why what do you need help with?" Jenna asked wanting to do something than try to explain to a six year old why his daddy wont tuck him in any more why they have a new house and knew that was gonna tear her up. "Oh nothing just wanted to keep a head count on the parents just in case wee need someone to run a booth or whatever" Leslie said seeing her brother pull up next to Jenna's truck.
Jenna looked to where Leslie was lookin and her eyes seen the police Jeep pull next to her SUV and David Hale stepping out. That was a love lost and burned pack in high school when she wanted to be a good girl but when Jax and Opie Jumped him she knew things would never be the same. But he still gave her butterflies when she saw him. "Officer.." Jenna said as he got out rolling her eyes under her shades. "Jenna Winston." He said with a smirk "I still know when your rolling your eyes at me under those shades little lady." He added giving her a awkward hug after giving his sister one. "No weapons or baby daddy's i gotta worry about if i talk to you." he said teasing her a bit. She let her self smile and said "Nope just a baby girl in a squishy water bed taking up body space and Jax wont be here till tonight. Im not sure what or who he's doing." David shook his head and said "Oh so you guys are having one of those fights?" Leslie just rolled her eyes as the two weren't paying attention as they started to walk toward the playground. Jenna said "What do you mean one of those fights?" David rolled his eyes at her and said "Like you don't know. You guys have them once ever few years he fucks someone you and him split months past you regain yourself and you two go about your biker fairy tale till it happens again." She looked at her hand and showed him her left hand and showed him there was no more ring and said "Not this time. We are done this time. I have two kids i have to think of its not just me and him there are other innocent lives at risk and i can't do it." David was stunned a little as they reached the swing set and she sat down. Hale started to slowly push her before sitting next to her. "do you ever think what if Abel would have been mine?" he asked in seriousness.
Jenna stopped her swing and said "sometimes...but it was my choice to stay with him and not go away with you." The school bell rang and she got up walking to the entrance where Gemma was waiting to pick Abel up. Gemma had been spying a little and saw her with David. Jenna just shook her head when she seen Gemma put her sunglasses back up. "What did the good officer have to say?" Gemma asked nudging Jenna's shoulder as they watched for Abel. "Nothing..nothing important.." She saw her son's blonde hair with a boy who was Leslie's son Jacob. Jenna pleaded "please don't say anything to him about Jax and I. I don't want to ruin the carnival for him tonight with Jax." Gemma said "scouts honor...What's happening with that anyways?" Abel finally saw his mom and Grammie in the crowd and started to run and through her smile she said "I got an apartment fully furnished paid a few months rent on it with the movie money hafter the club took their cut."
Abel ran up and hugged his mother tightly kissing her belly. "Have a good day?" She asked taking his back back seeing if there were any notes or anything for her to sign. "Yup Jacob wants to know if I can spend the night and play with his new legos" He said getting into Gemma's Car grabbing his juice she always had for him. "Lemme talk to his mom about it and i'll give you an answer after you and daddy hang out at the carnival." She said buckling him in. "you're not coming?" he asked innocently. Jenna tussled his blond hair making him have to fix it and said "Ill be there but since Daddys missed a few tuck ins he wanted to have a guys night and then we will go home." "all of us together?" He asked happy with the idea Jenna wrinkled her nose and said "all depends on if Jacobs Mom and I agree on you spending the night. okay?" Abel nodded and said "Okay Love you Mommy See you later." Gemma had handed him her phone so he was in his own world. Jenna kissed her sons forehead and said "I love you too son you better listen to grammie cause if i get a bad report when i see daddy at the carnival that u acted up for her you wont spend the night okay." Abel looked up and said "Otay Mommy." before kissing her cheek so she would shut the door. Gemma rolled down the passenger window and Jenna hung in it for a second and said "Jax should be there at about five. I'm gonna stay here and help set up or do whatever that doesn't require to make me think." "Don't let it stress you. Ive Got him. You do what you need to for you." Jenna just smirked and looked at her son watching slime videos on Gemma's phone as she shared one smile with Gemma before they pulled away.
Leslie and Jenna were the only two left standing in the parking lot Neither were pleased with the other but they had to force it. Jenna walked towards Leslie and said "Hey I wanna talk you. Jacob asked abel to spend the night and I wanna talk it out before we make our minds up." Jenna took off her sunglasses "sure wanna sit down." Leslie said trying not to roll her eyes. The girls sat down on a bench. it was awkward silence and Jenna knew she had to be the first to talk. "Look I know we will never see eye to eye cause you think i set David up and i didn't. But that's neither here nor there. Our Sons are pretty much best friends and I'm glad he has that so i am ok with him spending the night if you are?" Jenna said in all honesty. Leslie knew Jenna was a great mother and always packed extra snacks for Jacob or when she made home made treats she made sure Abel had some for jacob too. Leslie said looking at the ground "Yeah i'm fine with it. Is everything going ok with you and Jax?" Rolling her eyes she said "could be better but we are separated but it is for the best." "ah Damon and i have been divorced for two years now. so tell me about better." Leslie said with a smirk. "But I'm fine with Abel spending the night. loves all the the little treats u make for them. in Abel's lunch." She added playing with her ring.
"I'm glad pregnancy does wonders for my baking skills Plus i always make a lot anyways. But Thanks for this it will give me time to figure out what im gonna tell him when he realizes Jax and i aren't gonna live together anymore." Leslie Gasped and said "He moved out?" Jenna laughed and said "No i moved out got an aparment near the pier for me and Abel and baby number two." "got a named picked out?" Leslie said asking "Not yet haven't had much time to pick a name out yet nor have i found one that i really like." Jenna said looking down at her watch and seeing on of the hopeless mom having a hard time making baloons for the dart game Leslie said "wanna not have time to pick one out and help me with these cause i swear to god Tori Lockwood is just a trophy wife no skills at all." Jenna laughed and only wondered what they all whispered about her when she wasn't around. The grils got up and Jenna smiled feeling her daughter kicking. For her it was a good sign that nothing was wrong but she was still scared of what may come. She text Gemma to pack an over night bag for Abel to spend the night at jacob's
The Sun was going down and the Carnival was slowly getting busy. Jenna was sitting on her tailgate waiting for Jax to show up eating a sub from one of the vendors in the carnival. She watched a familiar pair of headlight pull in and it wasn't Jax's Car it was Opie's with Lyla and the kids instead. Opie got out and smiled at his sister. "Enjoying yourself?"He asked giving her a hug as the kids all gathered around her to rub her belly. Ellie was the first to pop up "guess what Aunt Jenna.." "what?" She asked raising her eyebrow. Lyla had a grin on her face but tried to hid it. "Mommy's having a baby just like you." Ellie said with a smile. Jenna looked shocked not knowing the were trying for one. "For real" Jenna said to her brother and his wife. Lyla nodded her head yes fast as hell. "yup just a few weeks along." She said witha smile as the sister in lawas shared a hug "Congrats you Guys I'm so happy for you guys." Jenna said before giving her brother a hug and not wanting to let go.
Opie asked "How are you holding up?" after letting her go so she could get a drink of her milkshake. "eh im hanging in there i guess tonight gonna be the roughest cause Abel's spending the night at Leslie Hale's place since him and her kid are best friends." Jenna said rolling her eyes about it before seeing Jax's truck pull into the parking lot. Elli and Harry were ready to go in a n ride the rides and have fun. "I'll see you guys in there." Jenna said with a smile as Jax pulled next to David Hale's car that was parked next to her SUV. Jax raised his eye brow leaving Abel in the back of his truck so he didnt hear them fight. "Here all day with PTA my ass." Jax said throwing the backpack at her. "Oh no you don't get to play the victim here." She said in a hushed town as he got closer to her. "So his car's just been parked her yeah right. I'm so glad you caught me fucking Tara no you can be a cop snitching bitch." Jax said knowing that was coming from his jealousy inside him. Jenna smacked the shit out of him for that and spit in his face. "Give me my Son and go back to your whore Jax. I was gonna give you tonight with your son but you need to give him to me and leave." She demanded of him
Jax said "He is my son To Jennavive. So I don't have to do anything." He whispered in her ear so their son couldn't hear. Jenna smacked him again and went for the truck Jax grabbed her arm and said "you are not taking my son Jennavive." "Then be a father that all i want. I don't want a thing from you. Enjoy tour time with him because we won't be home anymore for you to lie to after those fireworks." Jenna told him and he let go of her arm trying not to let the public see into their dysfunction. Jenna went back to her tailgate to finish her food as Jax got Abel out of the car. Abel Ran to his mom and jumped up next to her with Jax's help which meant the parents had to be fake to each other. "Were you good for grammie?" She asked her son who stole some of her carrot sticks. "Mmhmmm I even helped pick vega tables in her garden." He said dipping the carrot into ranch. "Okay then well Jacob's mom and i talked and we both agreed to you spending the night after the fireworks and mommy will pick you up in the morning okay." She said kissing his forehead as he wiped it off and laughed. "Great can dad and I go now?" He asked after getting the answer he wanted.
Jenna snickered and said "yes but you are gonna want these". She said holding out two ride wrist bands for them she bribed the ticket counter for them. "Nice" Abel Said super excited and ready to go now. "woah buddy let me mom put it on first." Jax said stopping his son from jumping off the tail gate. Jenna smiled softly and put on Abel's and then Jax's their touches still brought chills down her back but she had to numb herself cause she couldn't give into him anymore it wasn't gonna happen. Abel jumped off the tailgate as his parents just stared into each others eyes. "Let's go now dad." Abel demanded trying to grab his fathers arm while the other rested on Jenna's bump. "You boys have fun I'll meet you in there for the fireworks." She said as their son pulled him away now that he had the wrist band.
It was getting late and Jenna still had yet to go enjoy any of her hard work she did helping set this up with he other PTA moms. she mainly was avoiding the stares and avoiding the questions anyone may have that heard since this is a small town. Lucky for her she was parked near where the bands playing. The current band playing was called Charming Lines with an amazing guitarist from the high school. They were playing old 80's hits and they were a high school. Kyle Hobart came from behind scaring her handing her a big bag of cotton candy. "What do you want Kyle?" She asked throwing it into her car. "Where's baby daddy at?" He asked trying to stir up a little trouble. "In the carnival with his son. Why?" She asked eating some of the popcorn opie brought out for her earlier. "well if i remember you like to dance." he said. Jenna just smirked as Opie walked behind him and said "and I remember you need your ass beat." "I'm not here to start trouble just to hear my kids band then i'm gone." Kyle said raising his hands and walking away. "well go listen to them play and leave my sister alone cause i owe you one for putting her in the hospital and for bailing on me." Opie said standing in front of his sister keeping distance between Kyle and her. Kyle walked away and just went to his car and just left like his only real reason for being there was to get under her skin.
Opie brought her a chocolate shake and asked "how you holding up kiddo?" As he handed it to her. Taking a sip as she spotted Abel and Jax waiting in line for the ferris wheel and said "I'll be fine. Just trying not to think about it 's spending the night at Leslie Hales house to hang out with her kid Im going to figure out someway to make myself better and deal with the horror in the morning when Abel realizies we aren't going to our home with Jax." "Why don't you get out of here then? " Opie asked her as she watched the band and up at the stars. "cause once i got to my place it becomes reality and i'm not ready for that either." She said sipping her shake. Lyla and the Kids Came out cause they knew it was almost time for fireworks. "Go be with your family Opie. I'll be okay." She said nudging him off of her. Abel and Jax came running out just as they started. Abel was carrying a stuffed monkey and Jax looked wore out from chasing him around. "Abel did you wear daddy at?" She asked smiling drinking her shake as her son hugged her leg and belly. "Maybe a little.." Abel said watching the fireworks. "Daddy up please." He asked wanting up on his shoulders. Jax just picked him up the parents just stood in silence like a family. Jax wrapped his arm around her and put his hand don her belly where their daughter started to kick his hand.
Jenna let him be but it was only for Abel's sake though. Leslie walked up to the couple and said "Hey i hate to do this but we gotta cancel the sleep over. My daughter Clarissa hurt herself doing one of her tricks for cheerleading and needs to go to the Er. Maybe next time okay." Jenna said "I hope she is okay and maybe next time." Abel looked disappointed a little but understood besides he was enjoying the fireworks. "what now?" Jax asked her. "Oh don't worry we wont inconvenience you or tara Jax. Ill take him to my home." she said getting snippy. "Look I just asked I want to make sure my children are okay." He said hushly so their son didn't hear them. "they will be fine you just do what you've always done and do what your best at okay." She said looking up at Abel on his father shoulders. Jax put Abel down and told him to go up by opie and their kids so they could talk. Once he was out of sight and out of their voice range he said "I dont know what you want from me but you knew what you signed up for when you became my old lady and the mother to my kids. you knew what this life was." "As of now I want nothing from you. But to leave me alone and be a father to our children and I don't care what Lies you tell me but never lie to these kids because I promise you when you do I'll take this to the legal matters and I don't want that." She said through her teeth not wanting to make a scene here. Then said "so you can have your son for the weekend and you can explain to him whats going on with us since you lied to him. I have to make sure nothing happens to her while she is in my womb."
Jenna grabbed Abel's backpack from her car handing it to Jax. "Ill take him home after sunday dinner at your moms." She said as the fireworks ended and Abel ran back to them. "Hey mister come here." she said using her pointer finger to motion him. "what Mommy?" he asked rubbing his eyes sleepily. "you and daddy are gonna spend some more time together and Mommy will see you at sunday Dinner at grammies is that okay." She told him. He looked a bit confused and asked "Where are you going Mommy?" She responded with "daddy said he wanted to have a guys weekend with you so he got me and sissy a trip to the spa to relax." it wasn't true but she had to tell her son something. "Otay Mommy. you and sissy have fun." He said giving her a kiss on her belly before taking his fathers hand and going to his truck and leaving. It took Jenna time to leave but she eventually did heading back down by the pier to be alone in an empty new place where she had to pick up her own pieces.
Sorry it took a little bit to get up wanted it right.
Please let me know what you think dont judge it by the intro
Cause trust me i have a lot planned
xoxo
Faith
